WHAT ABOUT ME?
goodness of Yuda

After convincing my three best friends if I was okay, the four of us then rushed to get into each other's classes immediately, naila and I turned to the classroom and Rania and Vidya had to pass one more class to get to her room.

"eh Jas, you just left with Yuda? " ask Naila half-whispering.

"he had arrived just so he came to the house making sure to leave together just as I was about to leave"

Naila mangosteen mangosteen "but kok tumben yes, feeling, you are not deket deh the same as the Yuda, although he always ngintilin Haris pas ngapel Rania he also cuek aja, ja, or don't let you have a relationship, and you're hiding this from us, you know! " examine.

I flicked my lips to hear the babble from my best friend. "said he said please in the filter first neng, where there are people who like me, I'm losing far the same as you" said I

"let's say why, you know sweet Jas, let alone dimples your cheeks, very sweet pake"

I just shook my head, where it might be like that, if compared to my three best friends, I would be less beautiful despite having dimples.

one by one my friends came into the classroom because the entrance bell had sounded followed by several teachers who followed them from behind to go to their respective classrooms.

the exam went well even though I didn't study last night, after the exam I rushed home.

on the way to the school gate, some teachers intercepted me and uttered condolences, I just nodded with tears that escaped my eyes just like that.

this morning I was strong enough to hold back my tears during the exam, but when I finished and stopped my father's message, I was sad again.

with a slow step I went home down the asphalt road that had been hollow

15 Minutes later I got home

I saw Bude Eni sitting with his mother on the terrace while Jefri was playing on the floor in his car.

"assalamu'alaikum ma'am, bude" my greeting then kissed the back of both hands.

"wa'alaikums... "

"how did Jasmin test? " ask bude Eni

"alhamdulillah smoothly bude, Arum where bude, do not come? " ask me while looking to the right to the left looking for Bude Eni's son

"no, it was fitting bude here, Arum has not yet returned to school"

"oh so, then Jasmin entered first bude, want to change clothes" said I.

bude Eni just nodded then continued talking to mother.

***

3 Weeks later

My school exam was over, although my condition was very messy after my father's departure, but I still had to take the test, especially when it was a class increase test.

my three best friends also came to the house several times just to invite me to study together, they were worried that my focus would be split between learning and suffering.

today is the day of the report division, if usually the father who always took my report, this time the mother who took, on foot I with my mother walked to school.

"hopefully the value of Jasmin does not disappoint ya ma'am" said I broke the silence.

"aamiin sis... "short mother. indeed since the departure of the father, the mother became a closed person, even now talk a little and just as necessary.

I don't blame mom, maybe with her silence, she can heal her heartache for my father's departure.

a few minutes walk, we arrived at school.

many parents have also been present to take the report of their children.

I invited my mom to go straight to class considering that I needed a break.

"we go straight to class, ma'am, let's take a break" she just nodded, following my footsteps into my classroom.

***

1 Hour passed, mother left the class with a smile that made me warm to see that smile.

"mom, Jasmin's grades are ugly, so mom smiles let Jasmin not be sad? " ask me

"no kok kak, thank God, your grades are good.yeah let's go home, later Jefri nyariin mother "take mom

after saying goodbye to my three friends, I walked with my mother to go home.

"mother." said Yuda suddenly intercepted our steps.

"uh son of Yuda, haven't come home yet? " ask mom

"yet mom, still waiting for mom in the dalem not out yet, mom and Jasmin want to go home? " his tanya was friendly, he even kissed the back of mom's hand.

"yes, I want to go home, pity Jefri will wait at home alone, yes, mother has come home first, greetings to your mother" said mother.

"i drove home mom, I happen to be bored. Waiting for mom inside didn't come out" prevent Yuda.

"don't want Yuda, mom comes home with Jasmin, later your mom will tell you if you're not here" refused mom

"no matter what mom, I will send a message to mom to wait outside, let my mom take me home" he asked while holding his arm.

I gawked at the attitude of Yuda who was so familiar with mother, the article I. know, Mother rarely went out of the house and Judah never played home, too, yet out of nowhere the two of them could be as familiar as that.

I looked at the two different age people who were slowly moving away, my hustle followed them.

"maybe I can be forgotten" my grumbling as I walked quickly toward my mother and Yuda who were already in the parking lot.

"would you really want to go home with Judah? " ask my mother.

"yes Jas, let me know your mother, later after that I will take you home" replied Yuda

"yes, if you want to take you between Yuda, Jasmin comes home first then" said I then walked away from my mother and Judah.

I am grateful that someone is kind enough to take mom home, given the health condition of the mother who has not recovered due to heart disease.

I waved as mother and Judah walked ahead of me. "HEART CAREFULLY YUD" I shouted at Judah and in reply to the thumbs up.