WHAT ABOUT ME?
32

'Love is not about having, but a sincerity '

***

I was shocked to hear the latest news from Vidya, I thought Rania was right to be friends with Haris.But my guess was wrong, they have been getting closer even now have a relationship with each other.

I deserve to see Rania from now on always reviewing the smile even her cheeks until met red.

"congratulations Ran, don't forget the taxes! " calling Naila excited.

"ah yes, rightly said Naila, do not forget the readymade tax" I continued chiming in Naila's speech.

my heart felt pinched when I said that, even though for a few weeks I had started to let go all about Haris, even these few days I no longer thought about her but somehow when I found out about this news, my heart still felt pain.

"new also soan, can usually be in palakin. yaudah later after school we stop by the front stall, we have lunch there" he replied.

"okay sip's... "

moments later the class leader entered the class in a hurry, me and the others who were still focused on their respective goals immediately turned their heads.

"what's the chairman? " ask Ari my classmate

"announcements have been in place at the school, who want to see please" he said with a little loud.

all who heard it flocked out of class to the board mading, there are several places in sorted by class each.

I see my name in the list of examinees who passed.thank God I Graduated, all students in my class and in other classes Passed all. in addition to graduating, we also get enough grades.

"ALHAMDULILLAH.". "hamdalah's screams echoed around the mading. We are grateful for being able to graduate and be able to continue high school.

after getting directions from some teachers to immediately take care of the secondary school registration, I and my three friends went to the front of the school stall according to Rania's words.

when we got there, we immediately ordered the food we wanted, even though we were free to buy whatever we wanted but I did not want to be greedy, he said, just grab some snacks and a plastic iced tea to make it fit.

there, a lot of what we discussed, ranging from the story of Rania who turned out just two days ago officially dating Haris, to about the school we want to go to.

after the food ran out, we immediately finished the story and went to go home.

***

It did not feel like I had taken care of the entrance requirements to my destination school, which is vocational SMK in the city.

shortly after graduation, I enrolled in my SMK destination, and thank God after undergoing several tests, I finally declared my pass and entrance to the school.

today I went back to school to hand over some of the files I needed.

"finished already? " ask Yuda as I approach him who is waiting for me in the parking lot.

yes, during this time, Yuda was the one who drove me to the city to enroll in school, even he also helped me find a cheap cost and yet awake and safe to be able to

"alhamdulillah already, just come in later" I replied.

after that we decided to go home because the day was getting late, but when we were at the crossroads, Judah actually took the opposite direction.the road that should turn to the right, but when we were at the crossroads, Yuda actually took the opposite direction, he turned to the left.

I asked, but Yuda seemed reluctant to answer and asked me to remain silent until we reached our destination.

CITY PARK

I read a large signpost there, apparently Yuda invited me to stop by the city park.

"what are we doing here, Jud? " ask me to Yuda

Yuda took off the helmet he met and pulled my hand towards a bench located not far from our parking lot.

we walked side by side with my fingers still interlocked with the fingers of Judah's fingers.

we sat next to each other enjoying the breeze blowing quietly carrying fresh air even though it was noon.

"Jas." call her slow.

I immediately turned my head, I found Yuda looking at me with a sad look.

"yes? "

"you take good care of yourself yes, maybe later I can no longer be there for you"

"you mean, you want to leave me? " say me fast, please,

"bu-not so Jas. I wanted to give you the answer to your question at that time" he said.

"after this my family will move out of town, after the departure of my grandfather, my mother decided to catch up with my father who was in town, it just so happened that there Dad was also pioneering a business so inevitably I had to go there besides being able to get close to them, Dad also needed my help"

"sorry for telling me today"

no tears I shed, the friend who always held out his hand for me would go far away leaving me alone again once I started to feel comfortable.

"it can't be that you stay here, you're the only male friend I have, who has a sincere heart that wants to be friends with me Yud, but why would you leave me, too, why is Jud" my sobs are sliced

"sorry Jas, I can't do anything either, my parents asked me to change schools and continue there... "

then Yuda took out a medium-sized box from his bag and gave it to me, a beautiful pink box with a beautiful circular ribbon strap as a fastener.

"for you" he said.

I felt like dejavu, the incident today is the same as I experienced a few years ago when Liam also wanted to say goodbye to leave.

"what's this? "

"just open it at home, after that you will know what it is"

reposeful

some time we both dive into each other's thoughts so that no drizzle began to fall soaking the earth.

"let's take shelter first" because it was getting faster, Yuda finally invited me to move to a gazebo that was not far from where we were sitting, there was not only me and Judah, but also Yuda, but there are some people who happen to be caught in the rain when walking the road in the park area

after arranging my heart, I finally ventured to ask Yuda.

"then when you leave, is there a chance that you will return to the village after moving to the city? " my shirk

"i don't know much, but I'm going to try to get back or at least take a vacation in the village"

yuda used to be a friend who moved from town to school because he followed his mother who had to go home because his grandfather was very sick.

but when Judah was still in the 9th grade, his grandfather died of his illness, and now inevitably Judah also had to return to the city as usual.