WHAT ABOUT ME?

WHAT ABOUT ME?
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The time has shown at 8 p.m. We all decided to go into our rooms.


Me, Vidya, and Naila rolled out a fur carpet in the room so that it could be used to sleep three, because my bed mattress is only enough for 2 people.


We slept together, tonight we decided to stay up late to let go of the longing.


"Jas, how can ya, Haris to obsess over you, but you guys rarely meet, especially during these years you do not go home at all? " ask Naila.


"i've told you guys nothing yet, if I ever shot Haris? " ask me slowly, my gaze is still straight ahead, staring at the ceiling of the house whose color has turned brown.


"what? " squealing the two who immediately moved from their sleep.


"when? how never to tell? "


"a long time ago. Maybe, about 8 years ago yes, it was a long time anyway, from the days of Junior High. At that time, fitting her group Haris again volleyball training.


when they finished training, I immediately nyamperin the Haris. And with confidence, shoot him. You know what Haris answers? he said gini 'I won't like and will never like you' that's what he said. "


I told everything I experienced during Junior High to my two best friends, as well as about Judah, which came as a cure from all the heart wounds given by HarisHaris to his declaration of love to me before he decided to go follow his parents


"oh, so that's the reason the Yuda, who every class always ogles at you. Well, in the end you guys are reunited after a long time waiting for each other, "


"so, when did you guys get it? " ask Vidya


"Yuda yesterday bedded me~"


"wow, you're bad Jas. cook big news like this don't tell us stories anyway" Naila grumbled.


I chuckled, how to tell a story, while this morning I had a disaster that they themselves knew had happened.


"now you know, "I answer


We finally exchanged a lot of stories tonight.


Starting from Vidya who became a paud teacher in this village, Naila who works as an admin staff at the instant noodle factory.


***


Early in the morning, the three of us had woken up. After carrying out the obligations of 2 rakaat, we went straight to the kitchen to make breakfast.


In the midst of busy cooking, there was a knock from the front.I asked Naila to replace me frying fish, while I opened the door.


The door I opened, in front of me, stood Rania with careless eyes, it seemed like she had been crying for so long that her eyes looked smelly and swollen.


"Jas, help me, Jas. unplug your demands for Haris. I know he's wrong, but I beg you, for this time, release Haris, Jas." Rania's cry broke immediately, he broke himself and fell at my feet.


"Ran, don't be like this, let's sit down first, "my door feels very sorry for Rania's current state


"reject your claim to make Mas Haris, Jas. I beg you." he said.


Naila and Vidya appeared from inside and joined me in the living room.


"sorry Ran, this time I can't help you, because what Haris has done has been very stressful for me, and also, too, Yuda asked Haris to be processed and in prison, so I can't help you this time, sorry.. "


"you are evil, Jas. You must be happy right, if my life is ruined, you all are indeed brengs*k, I hate you all! " squeak Rania then moved on and left the three of us.


the three of us were fixated on hearing the swearing that came from Rania's mouth, we really did not expect that Rania would be this rough.


I sighed softly, could I be wrong if I asked Haris for the law because it almost ruined me.


Naila stroked my shoulder slowly, "already, don't think, you're not wrong, Jas. Haris deserves to be punished."


I nodded slowly, I will later talk about this with Yuda.


not wanting to get too late, the three of us continued the morning cooking event that had been delayed.this was all along Rania's departure, mother came to me and asked what had happened. I told him everything and asked mom not to get too dizzy.


This morning I asked Jefri to take her on foot while I prepared breakfast.


our dishes are ready, fried fish, spinach vegetables, corn bakwan and also sambal terasi is ready on the table. While waiting for my mother to come home, we took turns to take a morning shower.


***


This afternoon was so very hot, my two best friends had fallen asleep after spending a plate of steamed yam cooked by Mother.


while I was still awake. since this morning, Yuda did not reply to the message I sent. wanted to visit her at home, but I did not have much courage, she said, at home there are Naila and Vidya.


Sitting alone in the living room, looks so very sad let alone waiting for news that never came.


The silhouette of the light from the reflection of the car disrupted my vision.Some cars without going hand in hand and stopped right in front of my house.


I who was sitting pensively in the living room immediately came out to see who was coming.


but just as I reached the terrace, my eyes suddenly opened to see who was coming.