WHAT ABOUT ME?
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There was a boisterous sound from inside Ayu's aunt's house. I immediately pressed the bell and before long the door was finally opened from the inside.

"eh, non Jasmine has come, let's go in, all are gathering in the living room, "Pure Bi invites me to enter.

I nodded politely and followed Bi Pure's steps towards the middle room.

Actually I could just go in without knocking on the door because both Ayu aunt and Om Bagas have given the mandate so that I can come anytime, in and out of her house without waiting at the door open, especially at home is a lot of people, but I choose to knock and wait because I am still a stranger at this time.

in the living room, it appeared that Mother, Jefri, grandmother, and some relatives had come. They seemed to have a warm conversation with Ms. Ayu.

I approached my mother, after saying my greetings and crucifying her one by one in the living room, and now I sit beside my mother.

I miss you so much, I miss you every day.

I hugged my mother tightly, she returned my embrace and gently rubbed my back.

"Jasmine was very fond of, finally being able to meet Mom, "

" Mommy too, you're okay, right? " i nodded, though,

"Jasmine is kind, very kind, especially after seeing Mom's smile, "

After that we had a warm conversation, apparently they were telling me about my wedding decorations, which made them amazed.

"The bride-to-be better rest now, it's not good to stay up late, worry that tomorrow's makeup will be damaged" said aunt Wulan, mother's sister.

The relationship between mother and grandmother has now improved, no matter what made them change, but I feel grateful, hopefully they really change and will not make a tantrum again.

"yes, you better take a break baby, Yuda, take Jasmine to her room, remember, don't mavam! " remember aunty Ayu to Yuda who had been looking at me.

Laughter sounded boisterous, one by one teasing Yuda because the man suddenly immediately lowered his head after hearing the words of aunty Ayu, I was the same, embarrassed, because from earlier they took turns poking da ku and Yuda.

I nodded, saying goodbye, I immediately went and followed Yuda to the room I had previously occupied, tonight I will sleep with my mother and Jefri.

"go to bed" said Yuda after opening the door for me.

"you too, better now sleep, take care of health, "

Yuda stroked the top of my head, then smiled, "I will sleep after making sure you enter and sleep comfortably, "

"yes, I promise after this I will go to sleep, "Yuda nodded, after I entered the room, Judah left.

***

I woke up at 3 am, it was still dark, even the dawn had not arrived, but from last night, my eyes were very difficult for me to close.

I got up from the bed, staring softly, Mother and Jefri who were sleeping soundly.

Today is my wedding day with Yuda, there is a very difficult happiness for me to explain, there is also a sense of sadness, there is also a sense of sadness, remembering the figure of the father who could not accompany me to start the household ark with his chosen man.

I wash my face with ablution water, perform sunah 2 rakaat tonight so that my heart becomes calm.

I lyric clock on my phone, apparently it has been more than 30 minutes I rested on the prayer mat. My throat was dry, I quickly moved, folded my face and kept it, I was going to the kitchen to get a drink.

Chequelek

The dim atmosphere was clearly visible in my eyes, it was obvious everyone was still inside his room.

I walked slowly to the kitchen to grab a drink, until a pat made me flinch in shock.

"astaghfirullah." I quickly reversed ba and.

someone was standing in front of me, his face was white, his eyes were looking at me sharply.

"HAN- "my chuckle is restrained, that guy smothers my mouth so I don't scream.

"Hey, it's me, "he said sounding familiar, he slowly took off his hands

"uh uh? Yudah? " my parrots are astonished

"yes it's me, your future husband, "

"astaga, why ngagetin that anyway, this too, why night cosplay night so ghost? " pointing me towards his face

Yuda seemed to chuckle, "I can't sleep, keep remembering the words of my friend, who told me to make a mascara, yes already, rather than confused to why I'm better masceran, let it fit the event, later, my face is more handsome, "it definitely makes me glare.

"keep going, what's going on here? "

"take a drink, in the water room it runs out, "

I shook my head slowly, then took her to the kitchen together.

Yuda pressed the switch until the originally dim state became brightly lit

"you want a drink too? koo didn't sleep? " ask Yuda.

I nodded, "well, I'm just like you, I can't sleep, Jud, "

"yes it is, it is morning too. Now go back to the room, I fear being caught by them and they think nothing of us, "

I nodded, after finishing a glass of water, I got up from my seat, walked towards the room.

judah remained silent in the kitchen, after which he turned to the sink and washed his face white with a mask.

There is only one, usually the woman who will take care of herself before the wedding, this is precisely the bridegroom who is busy with mascara.

'Yuda, there's just that, ' I murmured in my heart, before closing the door