WHAT ABOUT ME?
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After I finished discussing about the continuation of my school with my mother, I immediately returned to the room because it was very late.
Tonight my eyes were very difficult to shut, on the bed I remembered the incident last day until at last it was Judah who again extended his hand to me.
#Flashback
The clock has shown at 11 pm, we are allowed to go home because the event has been completed, some students have flocked to go home while some other students are still at school.
I saw Haris on the field, he had changed into his uniform.
"it looks like they're going back to training" murmured me trying to get closer from the field. sure enough, they started warming up in further playing his volleyball.
I didn't feel like I had spent nearly an hour just watching Haris play volleyball until it was over.
His friend has returned home, now lives Haris who is still sitting on the edge of the middle field remove the rest of the keri ngat dripping on his face.
"Haris.". "greet me. After making sure his friend had come home, I approached and stood not far from him, just two steps from his seat.
"eh Jasmin, haven't come home yet? " he kept his duk han into the bag and then moved and is currently standing in front of me
"no one wants me to talk to you, do you have time? " ask me a little doubt,
even so, my determination has been unanimous to express my feelings to her, even if rejected even though I will still tell her.
"want to say what it is, it seems important until you wait for me, what is it? " he was friendly as always,
"em, I'm actually curious about you, are you dating Rania? "
"that's it, so you know I'm just asking that question, hahaha...
actually I'm the same she is no longer dating, but other friends even simpulin closeness me just like her lover, indeed why the hell, tumben tumben your tumben nanyain this thing, like this, do you think the same as everyone else? " tanyanya
I breathed a sigh of relief and gratitude in my heart, at least I didn't like my best friend's lover.
I exhaled slowly and tried to organize the words I wanted to say. For a moment, I finally ventured to speak to him.
"I LIKE MU, HARIS" I said loudly despite a little bit of guile.
while Haris, the man I have always admired in silence, who I thought was a good man and always friendly to anyone, was, now he changed his expression to smile at the ring when he heard my words.
"i guessed it! " it was unthinkable
"don't, don't like me because I never have and never will like you. What I like is Rania, your best friend! "
"Also even though I haven't officially dated Rania yet, I'm still her closest male friend, so don't even once you try to interrupt our relationship! " strictly
deg
bak in han tam boulder, it hurt so much when I heard myself from you lut Haris about the recognition of his taste to my own best friend.
although I knew for a long time if he liked my best friend Rania, but hearing her words directly made da da ku feel claustrophobic.
'fine, I'll try to forget you, I swear I won't like a man like you anymore, Haris' I'm silent.
either I misjudged it or indeed this is the real figure of Haris.
"thank you for the time, I hope you can always be happy with Rania, sorry because I was so confident expressing my feelings to you, but I'm grateful that at least the sense that was once there for you I can now erase easily after hearing an answer directly from you"
I said softly while still looking at his bead.
I could see from the expression on his face that was a little surprised but I didn't care, I quickly passed after saying that.
#Flashback off
1 month later
Today is the day of graduation announcement, before leaving for school, I first asked for my blessing from mother to graduate and get good grades.
after saying goodbye, I immediately went to school with Naila because she happened to offer to pick me up yesterday.
"Nai, you deg deg an nah, I really nervous ya" I said slowly.
"yes deg deg an Jas, just now I intend not to leave, let me later mother who sawin to school, although he said would pass all but about our grades no one knows, but about our grades no one knows, could have graduated, but what grade?, not guarantee good grades right! "
"yes too, duh I am so impatient to see what my grades are, hopefully above average so I can enter a dream school" said I am excited.
"AAMIIN" He shouted loudly.
yes, after a few weeks ago I conferred with my mother, finally my mother decided to send myself to school independently, not from free school let alone a gift from Ms. Parni.
Three weeks ago my mother met Ms. Parni at her home to convey this, initially she insisted on continuing to send me even though the school was my own choice, but my mother chose to finance my own school because she felt sad as if we were struggling and taking advantage of the situation.
in the end Miss Parni accepted my decision, but apparently did not stop there, because after that, Miss Parni returned to visit home and gave me an allowance for school in the city later.
Later that afternoon, joni will come to the house to pick up two of my father's cows for us to sell to him.
in addition to the cost, also because if later I continue school to the city, mother will be troubled and I do not want it to happen, as a result I ask mother to sell all her cows.
arriving at school, the situation was very crowded, I with Naila directly entered our classroom.
Rania and Vidya seemed to have a good conversation until we arrived and they didn't notice.
"what's this, I think it's exciting? " Naila instantly cut off the conversation between Vidya and Rania
both of them turned their heads, it seemed that they were both focusing on their discussion to the point of being surprised by our presence.
"astaga, ngagetin only you Nai! " called Vidya annoyed.
"lagian mornings already huddled, discuss what the hell? " tanya again
"hot news! si Rania officially made up with Haris guys! " pekik Vidya excited.
"WHAT!!! "