EGO - Adhira
Ego-9

"Lo why don't you talk to us Dhira" said Windi crying.

That night, the four most haughty girls in the school shed tears amid their despair. Trying to understand each other and lower their ego.

***

Early in the morning Adhira woke up from her sleep, last night they cried themselves to sleep.

Adhira held his head dizzy, he began to feel nauseous but he could still bear it.

Sitting pensively for a while, Adhira began to remember all the events that had happened last night. Rubbing his face rough as suddenly a drop of tears fell from his eyes.

Adhira wakes up from her bed looking for the rest of the testpack last night, she has to make sure of it once again. Maybe last night was a mistake. Maybe last night was just his imagination. Adhira began to feel severe nausea when she saw 3 packs of meatballs last night that they had not had time to eat. It gives off a pungent smell that makes its stomach churn.

Adhira ran to spit out her stomach contents, After spewing out the white mucus, Adhira immediately checked it back. He took the flat object and looked at it.

He laughed in frustration as he looked again at the two blue lines that appeared.

Adhira still chuckled while lashing out at her stomach before her coldness turned into a bated cry.

She's pregnant

Really pregnant.

As if the reality had not hit her psychologically enough, the dizziness and nausea that again afflicted her increasingly frustrating.

Adhira hates this situation. He vomited while crying. She really hated her condition as well as her pregnancy.

After being satisfied crying while accompanied by vomiting, Adhira felt dry in her throat. With a stagger, Adhira walked out of her room to head towards the quiet kitchen of the house. His parents have not come home yet.

Adhira was still as unwilling as he was about to open the refrigerator to take water, but his movement was stopped when he accidentally found a note on the refrigerator door.

Mama, the same father went to the house of grandma first yes brother, earlier mama wanted to say goodbye, but big brother really sleep. So, mama called my sister's friends to nemenin sister tonight. Cepet healed, baby. I love you. Oia do not forget to eat. like mama a little long deh at home grandma, maybe 2 days. if there is anything call mama yes dear.

Adhira whose emotions were not as stable returned as he pleased. His heart was torn when he imagined his family's response later.

He thought about his father's response.

How disappointed his mother was.

How's the school

How people view it.

How about the pennant

How his life will be

How education.

How friends.

Will he be left alone

Everyone will judge him

What the hell

"Akhhhhhh!" Adhira shouted as her head hurt.

"Mama hix," she cried uncontrollably after sobbing several times.

Adhira immediately rose up like a man in a trance, he headed for the kitchen utensils.

Adhira's hand trembled as she held the sharp object in her hand.

Adhira has to solve the problem before anyone else knows.

Adhira doesn't want her father to be angry

Adhira did not want her mother to be disappointed.

Adhira doesn't want to be shunned

Adhira doesn't want to be left behind.

Adhira does not want to bear the shame of zeo's son

Adhira doesn't want to deal with Zeo

Adhira

Nyess

Adhira bit her lower lip as blood dripped profusely from her wrist.

Nyepus

Adhira continued to slice her wrist.

Blood is dripping on the floor. Adhira began to feel intense dizziness. Breath choked. His sight was blurry too.

"Akhhh, Ahira!!!!" and that scream was the last he heard.

***

Adhira blinked her eyes as a glare light pierced her eyes. He was silent for a long time when he heard the sound of crying that pierced his ears. And it didn't take long for him to realize that he was in the hospital right now, and he immediately realized the beginning of why he was in this position.

"Dhir, you wake up!" yelled Adhira's friend who knows who, Adhira could not see it clearly because of her blurry vision.

"Akhh" Adhira immediately shouted as her hair was pulled down strongly.

"Bad you!"

his consciousness had yet to gather as his father rampaged before him.

"Of!"

"Mas!"

The shout made Adhira again feel dizzy in his head. The woman with the bandage in her hand immediately realized one thing, her father was angry.

"Who is brengs*k's man ha!" His father's screams hit Adhira.

Slowly he began to clearly remember the problem.

"Dad, akh" Adhira felt a tremendous numbness in her bandaged left hand.

"Who is ha!  Your "reddened Deni face restrains anger. He didn't even realize he was hurting his daughter.

"Mas, no!" mira's tears pulled her husband to let go of his trap.

"Your brash son, I asked him who his father was"

"Mas!"

"Athira Alindra!"

Adhira inched backwards while holding her numb arm as her father pulled her away.

"You-you"

"It's over!" Mira pulls her husband away as Deni slaps into the already trembling Adhira.

"Before Mira, this kid needs a lesson, I'll tell you about Adhira's father"

"As you are going to kill Adhira hah, you are going to kill your child." shouted Mira loudly which made Deni stop the action.

The man looked at Adhira blankly, feeling regretful.

"Don't use emotions." Tangis Mira hugged her husband who was starting to collapse on the floor and cried.

While Windi, Intan, Febi and Devan who saw it immediately approached the trembling Adhira. Especially Devan, the boy hugged his brother while crying, he was as excited but trying to protect his brother from the tantrums of his father.

"Evacate your content Adhira!" deni shouted after being satisfied crying disappointed in Mira's embrace which made all who heard choked.

***

Adhira cries while hugging her knees, it's been two days since her family learned of her pregnancy.

After returning home from the hospital last night, Adhira continued to lock herself in a room not to be found.

While the three friends have returned to school to prepare for the semester exam after a long holiday of their upperclassman exams.

Adhira squeezes her stomach as nausea spreads to be spewed out. He ran to the bathroom to finish it.

The doctor said that he was experiencing at this time is morning sickness where the condition is a natural condition for the first trimester of pregnancy.

Adhira was sitting limp after vomiting, since last night he had not eaten anything that entered his stomach at all.

"Oh my brother" called Mira as soon as she found Adhira sitting limp next to the toilet.

"Vomiting again?" tanya Mira stroked Adhira's hair that was limp because it was not maintained.

"Mom, I'm sorry sister." cried Adhira hugging her mother, she said,

Mira smiled, she nodded, "Mama I'm sorry brother kok." He said he was crying because he was sad.

Mira rubbed Adhira's flat stomach with eucalyptus oil which made Adhira's nausea somewhat subside.

"Ma, uh,"

"Hm, why? Want to throw up again?" asked Mira softly.

Adhira looked at her mother, "Why do you want to restrain this damn child" said Adhira referring to the child in her womb.

Two days ago, when Deni went berserk and asked Adhira to abort her womb because Adhira did not want to answer who would impregnate her. Mira resolutely refused, he even threatened to ask for divorce if Deni asked Adhira to abort her womb.that is the reason why Adhira can still feel the torment this morning.

"What do you think?" ask Mira slowly.

Adhira chuckles, "Adhira even uda thinks kayak that I thought when first Adhira tau ma."

Mira looked at the old Adhira, "You don't feel pity at all?"

"Why should I pity ma, this child," Adhira pointed to her stomach which was still rubbed by Mira. "Just right in my body, he shouldn't be in this world ma."

"Adhiro!" mira snapped inexhaustibly with the thought of her eldest daughter.

The jolted Adhira was jerked, for the first time his mother called his name not the name 'sister' or other affectionate pronunciation.

"Throw away your crazy thoughts, don't you feel any mercy at all? You can hate her father, you can blame her father for all the events you've been through, but you have no right to call your mother Benalu's granddaughter in your body." Angered Mira.

"Mom don't understand, mama doesn't know what I'm feeling." cried Adhira.

Mira takes her breath, she then regulates her emotions at the sight of Adhira's cry.

"Sorry mom" said Mira hugging Adhira.

Adhira replied to her mother's embrace, "sister hate them mah" Adhira said referring to her baby's father and the child in her womb.

"Stt, you can't do that, you don't want to tell me about this kid's father?"

Adhira took off her mother's arms, "I don't know her father"

Mira smiled, she knew Adhira knew who the male owner of the fetus in her daughter's body was. But Adhira refused to admit it.

"Darling, you can't be like that, you both have to bear the responsibility for your mistakes."

"Ma, you don't know how he raped Adhira, you don't know how evil he is, mama-mama

"That means you remember her face, right?"

Adhira did not make a sound, he slipped talking about Zeo in front of his mother. That is very different from the previous Adhira confession that said he did not know who the father of the baby was.