EGO - Adhira
76 - Self-confidence

"A lot of happy?" Adhira asked while holding Zeo's hand.

"What, seriously you ask me? Does my face explain everything less? Yes, it is obviously happy! Ahk, baby boy will be launching soon, how not happy?!"

Adhira grimaced as Zeo answered her question too eagerly. Okay, maybe he's the wrong one to ask. Surely Zeo was happy with the birth of their child. Honestly, Adhira felt very relieved. His fear all this time was just a fantasy. Zeo is Zeo. The man will always hold fast to his words to change and love his family as sincerely as possible.

"If you? How's it? No smile?" Zeo asked carefully, obviously if the man was afraid that his wife's answer would be beyond his expectations.

Adhira stopped her steps, she then looked into the doubtful eyes of her husband, ah, seeing that Adhira's heart felt throbbing pain. Was she so evil that even her husband doubted that he would be happy with the birth of their child?

"Dhira's sorry," Zeo then changed her expression into a forced smile. "I was wrong, did you ask? Sorry huh? Did I make you depressed? What spirit do I make you sick hm? I'm sorry, I'll take care of our child as best I can, but you can't stay with me?" Zeo threw out his smile, a smile that looked extremely poignant. It was as if he was afraid that Adhira was uncomfortable with his question. Afraid that Adhira will leave her.

"Zeo sorry-" Adhira's tone trembled.

Zeo smiled gently, a smile that contained a lot of pain. The man always kept all his feelings very nicely.

"Ahaha, no dear papa, slowly it can. Yudah let us go home. The sister candidates must have been waiting for news of his sister." Zeo stroked the big belly of Adhira. Ignoring her pain and disappointment, the man held Adhira gently.

Adhira held back her cries. Crying over her past crimes that made her husband not even this confident.

"Down-belly," Zeo led Adhira, "Don't rush his way, his waist will be sore if the road is that." Zeo restrained Adhira's waist so that his wife was not rushed.

"I'm sorry, I saw someone giving birth earlier, I'm afraid" Sahut Adhira took a close look at her husband's arm.

Zeo turned his head, looking for the situation the wife was saying, and when he saw the crowd of nurses pushing a pregnant patient who had fainted and the husband of a panicked-faced patient. Zeo immediately embraced his wife, taking Adhira away from there. They need to get out of the hospital.

Well, they are still in the hospital to do USG and other routine checks. Adhira's gestational age has stepped on nine months, just waiting for the day to welcome the birth of their youngest son who is male.

They also began to look around the nursery that will be occupied by Adhira later. Surely they will find a comfortable room for the mother and baby and family present. In essence, Zeo wants everything to be prepared for even the smallest detail. Although some things sound excessive to have to be lectured Adhira for hours, but for Zeo there is nothing more important than that. His son will be born and Zeo will not want to repeat his panic, anxiety and fear again when Zela and Ken were born first. He wants everything to improve, making the birth of his twins a lesson that the importance of careful preparation to welcome the baby.

"Zeos?"

"Yes baby?" Zeo opened the car door for Adhira, helped the woman in and after that he began to adjust the position of the car seat to be as comfortable as possible for his wife.

"I'm scared

Zeo who was installing a sealtbelt so as not to press too much Adhira was stunned.

"What's the fear, baby?" Ask Zeo gently.

"I'm afraid of giving birth, I'm afraid I was, I'm afraid of mothers too. Zeo-you'll meet me later," Adhira clasped Zeo's big hand, carrying the hand with her.

Zeo was stunned for a while, before he finally smiled soothingly, wiping away Adhira's dripping tears gently. The man kissed Adhira on the forehead, "I'll be by your side no matter what, I'll be sure you won't experience the fear you're feeling right now. Believe me, right? "

"Promise?" Adhira said vibrating.

"Promise" Sahut Zeo was convinced, and after Adhira calmed down. Zeo closed the car door and entered the driver's seat.

"Zeo-s

"I'm so happy today, thank you, yes,"

Zeo stopped his body movements, the man was silent for a few seconds like a daze before finally staring at Adhira with sparkling eyes. "Darling, you mean" Zeo was kind of out of words, but his teary eyes had explained everything. Explain clearly that he was very happy to hear the words of his wife.

"Darling? Are you really happy? You happy? Are you happy to lose the baby boy? You happy? Oh God, thank you! Thank you baby, I promise, I promise I will take care of you forever. Honey, Oh God" Zeo moved her body to embrace Adhira with a burst of happiness, the man's cry sounded very happy and full of gratitude.

"I was so bad first, huh?" Adhira asked with a cry, "Till you're even this happy just because you hear I'm happy?"

Zeo stretched their arms, "Darling? I thought, I thought all this time you weren't happy with me, I thought you were just-you

"Zeo, I'm happy, I'm so happy, I'm happy for Zela and ken who made it to the best university, I'm happy when Zela and Ken finally chose to go to college in Indonesia and not leave us, I'm happy when you're next to me every time I wake up, I'm happy when I welcome you home from work, I'm happy when you kiss my forehead, I'm happy when I know that if our boy-to-be, I'm happy when I know that our son is healthy, I was happy when I knew our son was going to be born. I'm happy Zeo, I'm happy even if it's as simple as you eating my cooking." Adhira wiped away Zeo's tears that were dripping down. She cupped her husband's face with a cry.

"I'm happy to live with you, I'm happy to be a part of your life, I'm happy Zeo, I'm happy to be your wife, so mom to your kids, I'm happy, so can you please be confident?" Adhira smiled gently.

"Please trust Zeo, please hold your back again, please nourish your confidence again, you succeed baby, you manage to make a cypress family for our children, you succeed baby, baby, you made our family happy. You succeeded in educating our children, you managed to lead me to a better path. You, Alzeo Immanuel Takahashi, you made us happy, so please be confident. Don't doubt that I'm happy with you. "

"Dear, thank you, thank you," Zeo was impressed, all this time he always instilled in him that he was a failed man, the father figure who failed since Zela and Ken experienced a delay in motor development at the age of a year ago, he also felt failed to become a husband when Adhira was crazy because he hated it.

Zeo felt he was the most failed man in the world, failed to be a child, failed to be a grandson, failed to be a father, failed to be a husband, failed to make a happy family for his family. And all those things made him ask little, not much hope for his family, no matter how plump his body was when he came home from work, Zeo would always see his children before going to bed, close the door of his room, turn off their cell phones, store their laptops, turn off the lights of his children's room, and always obey and be patient with all the carelessness and rules of Adhira. He felt, he should always obey his son and wife as a ransom for his failure. But earlier

Adhira said that he was happy, that his wife was happy.

Zeos,

Zeo didn't know what to say, he was so happy, so happy.

"Honey, thank you" Zeo said, "Let's be happy longer, longer until death separates us, let's be happy longer to see our children mature and have a family, let's always bahagaia Dhira,"

Adhira nodded "Let's be happy Zeo," Adhira poked her hand, she then pulled Zeo closer to her, kissed Zeo's lips gently, channeled her happiness and Zeo could feel it, the man returned his wife's kiss with no less tender.

They are happy, really happy. And Zeo was confident enough to say that he had succeeded at it.

For the happiness of his family, he was confident now.

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Konnichiwa!!

I don't know what happened to me last night..

I suddenly wanted to re-read Adhira Zeo's story from the beginning, his initial intention was to revise, but long ago I baper and realized that I was really bad because it made Zeo so sick.

I didn't think Zeo was that bad. Huhuhoo.

So as a penance of guilt, I made this chapter for solace.