EGO - Adhira
Ego-59 Hooded in fear

"Mama, when is papa coming home? "

Adhira rubbed her face in annoyance when again that question was asked by Zela. Today is the second day Zeo goes to Japan for his company business. And the question of when the beloved father of his twins came home was like the obligatory singing of Zela and Ken.

"You don't know, brother,"

"When he's gone back to his old father" complained Zela again, the eldest Takahashi complained again.

"Mama don't know, it was last night you guys who ngintilin papa everywhere, you should know dong"

"Intilin is what ma?"

Adhira thins her lips irritated when Ken, the jeep papa Zeo carrying his robots while frowning confused.

"Do not know mama, uda you guys play together there, or watch the tv, Tuh, Princess rapunzel again sing it" said Adhira turned on the tv so that his son's questions diverted.

"But, Papa when will you come home?" Zela asked again while staring at the television screen.

Adhira held her breath, she looked at her two children who were also looking at her curiously, Well, now Zela and Ken are grown. The two Zeo twins are 4 years old. The development was quite good even impressed very well. If in the past both Adhira and Zeo had worried because of the delay in the development of their two children. Especially when at the age of 2 years Zela and Ken have not been able to run smoothly. Both often fall and choose to crawl. Also the ability to speak is arguably bad.

But after many consultations with doctors, now both have shown a lot of significant development. Even the significance of the ranking it becomes annoying for Adhira who is not painstaking if asked. Like now, for example.

"When's mama?"

The mother of two was upset, "Emang semalem when papa left, papa said when he came home with brother Ken hm?"

Zela pursed her lips, "Papa said lum tau"

"If you don't know yet, then you know what your sister is, what mom knows?" adhira said somewhat annoyed. Well the woman is still the same, Zeo's departure two days and Zeo's reprimand at that time has not given any change at all to her. He likes to keep his own ego.

"Dhir loo fierce, look at the child lo at so moody." reprimanded Windi who saw Zela move her lips while staring back at the television. Oya, by the way these two days Adhira at her mother's house and now she is reuniting with her three high school friends.

"I really don't know when Papa's coming home Win"

"Yes but not that is also jubaedah, uda became a mother-mom too" annoyed Febi.

"Yes Dhir, look at it, Zela's face is the same Ken overcast that, duh geez, use the hoe of his son Zeo, it's like lo mama step Dhir" Said Windi staring at Zela and Ken who were hugging each other while continuing to mutter in Japanese, maybe they were calming each other down.

"Ish swear Dhir, I really want to punch you. Wonder the same child himself also has no cravings." added Windi again.

"The Zeo's son."

"Jeez, Dhira. Ish." pissed off Febi.

Adhira chuckled, "Yes-yes my son too. Our two children" said the woman chuckled.

"Almost I break the plate if you had not acknowledged them earlier Dhir" Sela Intan emotion. Adhira chuckles.

"Ma papa isn't home yet?."

Adhira closed her eyes in anger when Ken asked.

"Yet Ken. If your papa comes home, he will see his form at home" said Adhira looking at Ken who was hugging Zela. Maybe the youngest was helping the sulking sister.

"Home home? But we're not at home ma, papa belalti waiting at home ya." asked Ken lisp. Well those two Zeo kids actually carried the Takahashi gene once, though, in fact, maybe no one believes that Zela and Ken are of mixed Indonesian blood because both the physical and the pronunciation of all of his speech is typical of the Zeo family's home country.

"I mean mama, if papa uda comes home papa later to Ken's grandmother's house. Jumpain us" said Adhira trying slowly.

"Oh, papa's proboscis hasn't come home yet."

"Mada ie ni inai Ken (Not home Ken) Ken play first yes same brother hm" said Adhira who immediately made the boy focus back on his brother.

"Currently Japanese lo Dhir. " said Febi.

"I'm so worried, the important thing is that my son is not fussy."

"What means?" kepo Febi again.

"His father has not come home yet" said Adhira slowly.

"Lo bete really like Dhir," said Intan who had been silent since.

"Kids Zeo nyebelin, " said Adhira pursed her lips.

"The one who cheated on his son or his father." Windi goda chuckled.

"Tau, ntar lo who is as good as his papa because there is no news, after all Zela is the same Ken Funny that is even spelled nyebelin" said Febi

" Apaan anyway. Funny from the mana, every day his papa mulu, just left two days, I was dizzy."

"Yes yes,"

"Lo said yes but his face was like teasing me. I haven't thought about having kids yet" said Adhira, slapping her head in a dinner shirt.  The place they were sitting right now was in the dining room because Intan who had been hitchhiking to eat when he came.

"Yes, envy says boss, after all it's wrong who has a baby spit." said Windi did not accept.

"Salah Zeo" said Adhira quietly.

"Salahin keeps the man lo Dhir, wonder I'm the same Zeo kok at home to live with you for years. Lo children again every day lo galakin lo judesin kok tetep nempel same lo ya wonder me." lamented Intan.

"But my advice is yes Dhir, you get down a little ego lo" said Intan suddenly Yang is embraced Windi and Febi.

Adhira raised her face, she looked at her three confused friends. "What ego?"

"Lo often kayak indifferent to your husband's child, do you not fear Zeo to come home to Japan this new nyari?" intan said again.

Adhira opened her eyes, then chuckled, "Where is possible, Zeo mah love me, love also the same children Ntan time. Can't find a new one."

"Lo really pede Dhir, do you know what about Zeo?" asked so, Adhira immediately kicep. Even in his 5 years of marriage he didn't know much about Zeo. Although first Adhira agreed to live and provide family completeness for his two children. But all this time Adhira has always been passive in his relationship with Zeo.

He always gave freely to Zeo in their relationships. Zeo always expressed love for her. Zeo who always fought and took care of her also his children.

"Lo's not afraid he's got that stash. Zeo is still young, 24 years you forget. Age so with a physical like Zeo who does not want. If if he does not say he is still single with his office colleagues are also still trusted times" said Windi who made Adhira silent a thousand languages. Adhira had to admit, Zeo is indeed as handsome and perfect as that for the size of men who will be made a couple. There must be many who are interested in Zeo besides himself. In fact, Intan used to praise Zeo during High School.

"Now I ask you, you really do not love the same Zeo?"

Adhira did not say, the woman was confused by her own feelings. He depends on Zeo, he needs Zeo in his life. Did he love Zeo?

"No, you can't even answer."

"G-gue doesn't know."

"Lo really don't know the same feelings or the same prestige of your feelings?"

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"itadakimasu (Good meal), papa!" the twins shouted as Zeo called while they were having dinner. The story is that the twins are showing off to their papa because they are now given permission to eat fried noodles by the mother.

"Well, papa's kids are still eating?" Said Zeo smiling amusedly.

"Ha'i (Yes)"

"What's the menu tonight? " Task Zeo while squinting her eyes, "Eh, eating noodles? Ciee, can eat noodles yes mama" Tempta Zeo who makes the twins laugh shyly.

"Grandmother or mother who cooks ?"

Adhira glanced at the cell phone her two children used to call Zeo. Come to think of it, during Zeo's stay go to Japan and leave Adhira and her two children at Adhira's father's house in Bandung. Zeo has never called Adhira's number. The man always calls Adhira's father's number or even Devan's number to talk to Zela and Ken.

Why the trivial matter made Adhira think about the words of her friend earlier. Is Zeo there a replacement for him? Or is the man tired of his nature?

"Grandmother who cooked, mom was playing with aunt papa. We were it was mama loh papa" a spoiled scavenger fight on his papa who could only laugh in front of the camera.

"Yes papa, that brother, what was it said mom papa did not know her home so said mom same ken." the confused Ken who composed the word.

Zela and Ken are a little difficult to speak, if they used to be difficult to speak Japanese. Now it is reversed, now they are often confused themselves if speaking using Indonesian especially in long sentences.

Perhaps the effect of the Zeo family who always communicate using their mother tongue.

"Oh mama said that? " and the great thing is that Zeo is directly connected by all the randomness of his children's sentences.

"Dad's"

"Where's your mom now?"

"Mama" call Zela and Ken to the dreamy Adhira.

"Mama,"

Mira who saw her grandson busy calling out to Adhira also shook her shoulder.

"Huh, what ma?" Ask Adhira to Mira.

"Zeo" whispered her mother who made Adhira turn to her two children who were holding Devan's phone.

"Well, why do you want to?" asked Ken who was responded to by Adhira.

"Mom don't want pa, mama's still eating."

"Eat?"

"He'em."

"Yaudah, give the phone to Grandpa first baby, papa wants to talk to grandpa."

Deni, who was mentioned by his son-in-law, immediately received a helping hand from his grandson. "Why Ze?" ask Deni kindly.

Well the relationship between the daughter-in-law and in-law Zeo and the parents of Adhira changed completely since Adhira gave birth to Zela and Ken first. Now Adhira feels that Zeo is more dear to her than she is when they come to visit.

"Titip Adhira same children used to be well, Zeo seems to be still a bit long because all guard Obaachan who dropped several times as well" said Zeo who responded to nods and pleasantries from Deni.

Adhira who heard Zeo and her father's talk was stunned, even when Zeo was allowed to go home even longer, Zeo did not contact him. Instantly, Adhira felt her heart ache.

And even after the vidio connection ended, Zeo did not ask Adhira anymore. Seeing that Adhira became veiled in her own fear.

Is it true that Zeo has a replacement for him?

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