EGO - Adhira
Ego-48 Feeling foreign

As soon as he saw Adhira sleeping, Zeo grabbed Adhira's hand which was still wrapped in an infusion hose. "I'm sorry dhir" whispered Zeo kissing Adhira's hands softly.

"Gue will make up for all my mistakes for the rest of my life" Zeo said solemnly.

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"Dhira"

That night, Adhira who was still going to sleep in her room turned her head quickly, it was Zeo's voice.

Ah, by the way, now that Adhira's gone home to her parents. Initially Zeo disagrees, he wants Adhira to stay in the apartment with him. But her father-in-law forbid on the grounds of psychic Adhira who is still adrift, plus Zeo still has to go to college and work, also must always control two babies who are now 14 days old. It will be very troublesome later. So with that reason, inevitably Zeo must let Adhira away from him. But usually, after returning from the hospital, Zeo would stay at his in-laws' house to accompany Adhira.

"She's home?" Ask Adhira quietly,

"Yes" Zeo hangs up his answer when he accidentally sees Adhira hiding her trembling hand.

Zeo smiled wryly, Adhira was still that scared with him.

After consulting with psycholg, Adhira is not only suffering from postpartum depression that will disappear in a matter of months. But Adhira's depression is heavier than that. His wife also suffered from excessive fear of him. And Zeo only realized, Adhira's depressive and traumatic characteristics had begun since they fought when they first in the apartment first.

In the past, Zeo often caught Adhira's body shaking when nearby, or panic attack when he accidentally saw their apartment neighbors who sometimes saw Adhira full of questions. But, Zeo never thought, It is a symptom of major depression like Adhira is currently suffering.

"Lo uda eating?" Asked Zeo to open his jacket, he picked up a towel to take a bath.

Adhira turned her face away, "Hm"

Zeo sighed, Adhira did not seem sick or like a major depressed person in general. Adhira is very mentally healthy. He can still laugh, joking with Mira and Devan, smiling widely even several times seemed to gossip with his friends over the phone. Adhira is healthy, if there is no Zeo and her children around.

"Later to take a shower, I want to talk to you, do not sleep first yes" said Zeo gently, trying to make his tone not like commanding. Ever since she knew Adhira was depressed, Zeo kept her tone as much as possible so as not to offend the sensitive Adhira.

"Hm" Dehem Adhira didn't care.

And Zeo who got a short response was immediately clean up his bathing activities. It won't keep Adhira waiting. That woman should rest a lot now.

"Dhira, you haven't slept yet" Zeo said as soon as he finished bathing and getting dressed.

Adhira glanced at him, responding with her eyes.

"Dhira, later - "Zeo breathed in trying to be sure, "If our children-"

"Lo's kids!" The snapping of Adhira suddenly cut. "They're your children are the same affair lo, he's not my son" Desis Adhira clenched her hands.

Zeo turned his face away, trying to calm down. "Yes, my kids. After the kids I can get out of the NICU room and can be taken on a plane trip. I want us all to move to Jakarta"

"Jakarta, what's up ? I don't want to, you want to tell me to take care of them right, oh, or you want to get angry and torture me without knowing mom and dad huh"

"Adhiro"

"No, you don't have the right to treat me

"Athira Alindra!" Press Zeo who made Adhira instantly clench her lips in fear. "You're my wife, so you have to come with me, baby, yes you want, come to Jakarta" said Zeo softly at the end of his sentence, he even immediately pulled Adhira hug him. Trying to give affection to let Adhira melt. And sure enough, before long Adhira nodded slowly.

It's a really erratic mood. Zeo smiled smirkedly. Was that how it was all this time? Until the moment he said softly just a little, Adhira would immediately melt into him.

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"Healthy stay, brother, follow all Zeo said. Anyway if there's anything to say about Zeo. Do not be afraid. "the words of Mira this morning continued to ring in the mind of Adhira.

"Ze, you take care of Adhira just so baby mama is equally papa who takes care of" said Mama Zeo when they were about to board the plane.

Zeo nodded, He prepared to give his little son to his papa while his mother carried his little daughter carefully. The bodies of Zeo babies smaller than normal babies made Zeo a bit hesitant to give it to his papa.

"Ck, uda here, papa uda once held a baby if you want to know" said Papa Zeo saw his son's doubts. Ah, now that Zeo's relationship with the two other people naturally began to improve. Zeo's downturn at the birth of the twins really does have a good influence on his third relationship.

Zeo clucked, he gave the baby to his papa a little unwillingly. "Be careful pa" said Zeo who made papa Zeo grunt dislike because underestimated.

As for Adhira, the woman did not dare to approach. He did not even dare to see the two babies who became the seizure of Zeo and his in-laws. The woman could not accept the little babies by her side. He only saw the two babies twice, first when he would slam them first, and second when they were in the car to the bandra earlier. The position of Adhira who was near her mother-in-law and Zeo inevitably made her see the two little babies.

"Dhir, why?" tanya Zeo approached Adhira.

"What do you care, take care of those fucking babies" said Adhira who felt alienated.

Always, always has been.

Zeo sighed, Adhira's mood was easy to change. Sometimes the woman could cry sobbing in her arms, indulging in her, but within minutes could go berserk and scold Zeo as she pleased. Or even the most severe is silent daydreaming with an empty view.

"Do you want me to carry?" bargain Zeo when he saw Adhira who was still having difficulty walking due to the stitches of his operation.

Adhira did not say, the woman was confused herself. He wanted to say yes but was inedible prestige but if he walked alone Adhira where able to climb the stairs of the plane.

Zeo who saw that secretly snorted exasperatedly, before finally holding Adhira forcibly which made the woman squeal in shock. The stitches were tense. Damn it was Zeo, the inner Adhira, but still, he remained silent and actually put his hand to Zeo's neck. Trying to secure himself.

*****

For an hour or so on the plane and thirty minutes in the car, Adhira fell asleep. The woman was not even disturbed when her babies cried from thirst and Zeo was busy looking for milk bottles for her two babies.

"This is my house" Zeo whispered as they got off the car that picked them up at the airport.

Adhira looked at the house in front of her. The house seemed very magnificent and could even be said to be too magnificent to live in everyday.

Adhira did not respond, he was busy watching the surroundings. This was the first time Adhira realized that Zeo was really very rich. It is fitting that his behavior is often impressed arbitrarily.

"Babys!" the scream distracts Adhira. Zeo's twin sister ran to the little babies who have now moved position to two people who when viewed from the uniform are two nurses.

In addition to Zeo's two younger siblings, the rest of Zeo's family is scrambling to see the two unnamed babies. Indeed, after the crazy incident Adhira who would throw her child the Zeo family immediately went home and only left papa and mama Zeo who helped her care for the babies in the hospital. While others returned to Jakarta or even returned to Japan first. Like Zeo's grandmother, the old Japanese woman was not seen now, probably still banned Zeo.

"Oniisan, his cute baby, wahhh, his handsome.. This darling Aunty loh. Namu Aunty, Aunty Zee, and this is Aunty Zea"

"Oniisan, look, they open their eyes, "

"Well, Oniisan, look around, he's looking at me.!"

Adhira who felt unconcerned just stood stiff. He didn't even move a single moment from where he stood. In his mind, Adhira hated the damn babies nearby. And for sure he felt more and more completely useless. The feeling of being ostracized, shunned and judged as when for the first time he was found pregnant again haunts him. Adhira felt very desperate.

He felt very foreign to all this.

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Spoiler the front part. Adhira and his depression.