EGO - Adhira
Ego-33 Begins to passively by new routines

"Gue will remain the same lo, there is no Alina or Panji in our lives right?" Said Zeo pulling Adhira into his arms.

They need sleep now, to restore drained energy.

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The past week has been tough for Adhira, after Zeo's explanation of Alina last week, Zeo is now more overtly possessive on her content. He said he did not want to waste the presence of his future son after he released his lover. Especially on Saturday night they were doctors. Adhira's pregnancy condition improved, her weight began to normal although it should still be added because in this third trimester Adhira's physical condition must continue to be stable.

If the content is getting better, then not for the mental Adhira, now the woman even began to realize that she suffered from panic attack, not severe, but at certain times. Like Zeo who suddenly approached, or Zeo who suddenly came carrying a tray of breakfast. Adhira started to shake. Adhira also realizes he is beginning to see Zeo no longer as an enemy, but as a trauma, as a terrifying threat.

Adhira began to have trouble regulating her mood.

"Adhiro?"

Adhira bit her inner cheek as the voice of Zeo's call was like a spooky chant in her ear.

"Adhira"

Adhira bit her fingernails, The woman trembled, she immediately pulled the blanket to cover her body. Zeo will definitely tell him to have dinner this time.

And sure enough, Adhira felt Zeo's hand perch on her stomach, stroking her gently and occasionally giving a random touch. Those swabs and rubs are starting to become Zeo's routine now.

"Dhir, don't sleep first, drink the milk first" said the young man wagging Adhira's body. Adhira pretended to groan, she opened her eyes and drank the glass of milk with one gulp, not daring to fight if this kind of affair, the incident a few days ago became a disgusting scourge for Adhira, who was not a good choice, the woman had even hated the porridge of anything because it kept reminding her.

Totally disgusting.

Indeed, since Zeo often threatened him. Adhira is now getting used to all that. Like breakfast and dinner that was fed by the young man or even like now drinking milk and wiping his stomach as if he had been dependent on Zeo's hands.

"Let go" said Adhira as Zeo had stopped moving her hand.

Zeo raised his eyebrows, "Know, you can't sleep" Zeo said. "Yes, dear papa. Mama you guys are as good as she is." Zeo chuckled.

Adhira clucked, of course he would not admit it. The comfort of Zeo's hands is certainly Adhira still selling expensive. For him it is better not to be able to sleep because of the actions of Zeo's children who continue to grunt it rather than having to beg Zeo's swab for his stomach.

"No need G-R deh lo, it's gone, I don't want to room the same bastard like you." snapped Adhira.

Zeo chuckled, "Gue wants to sleep here Dhir, the sofa is not comfortable. Trust me the same. Besides, I still miss my kids tomorrow and I won't see you, you will go." said Zeo to the bed and sleep behind Adhira. As usual, Zeo rubbed Adhira's stomach from behind her back. Oya, Monday morning tomorrow, Adhira will stay a week at her parents' house. Certainly without Zeo.

"Dhira, I'm really curious. Means Mama Mira is not your birth mother yes" said Zeo suddenly.

"Gue only knew when your father said that time, Memearnatan mother's death lo. "

"Dhir, answer dong"

"It's none of your business"

Adhira closed her eyes, "Can't you call my name using that angry tone of yours!? I want to know about Ze. Mostly want Mama is not my birth mother or not even if it is not your business" Desis Adhira held back her crying silently.

Really, Zeo's call gave her own trauma. Adhira's afraid.

"Gue is just trying to establish communication Dhir time" said Zeo quietly, Then silent. Zeo still rubbed Adhira's stomach constantly.

While Adhira was silent, since the incident a week ago. Adhira is increasingly reluctant to communicate with Zeo. The woman was more silent and resisted passively. Zeo's explanation of Alina at that time did not have a happy effect for Adhira. Cih, how can you want to be happy if from the story of the young man. He treated Alina like a diamond while treating her like a human being without a heart.

Given the opportunity, Zeo even subconsciously compared her to Alina. Like two days ago, when Adhira wore short jeans because she ran out of loose pants due to laundry clothes Zeo had not taken. Zeo who saw Adhira immediately angry, said that how stupid Adhira who did not know the health of the content. Saying that as thick and hard as Alina's head alone she can still think logically. Not like Adhira. Stupid and lazy.

Adhira fought back then, cursing that he was stupid and lazy. He was stupid for still wanting to live with such a rude Zeo.

Don't think Adhira will just keep her pride in the trampling. Never will be. He will continue to fight as much as he can.

But indeed, for the problem of sleeping with the position of Zeo to rub his stomach Adhira can not fight because Zeo threatened to act violently if Adhira tried to keep her away from her children.

"Don't tack!" said Adhira turned his body, he pushed Zeo's chest that was attached to his back. This back hug position is Zeo's favorite position.

Zeo cluck, "So if you don't stick like where I'm rubbing your stomach."

"No, no" said Adhira ketus.

Zeo rolled his eyeballs, turned around and turned his back to Adhira. Reluctant to argue, he better sleep so that tomorrow can meet his two in-laws calmly when dropping off Adhira.

Adhira clucked, the herald also turned his body. They turn their backs on each other because they are in their egos.

Zeo who does not want to be oppressed, and Adhira who is prestige.

No matter how uncomfortable the stomach because at the age of 25 weeks or six months the seventh path of this month disrupts his sleep. But finally Adhira gave up when it was twelve pm but did not fall asleep.

Zeo was almost asleep when Adhira tugged at his shirt, "Hm" Zeo said half-consciously.

Adhira who was already very sleepy was clucking, "My stomach is not good, elusin" he said whining. Zeo grumbled, the young man turned around and rubbed Adhira's stomach slowly.

Whether you realize it or not, but they begin to position their bodies in the most comfortable position.

And when Zeo almost fell asleep and couldn't pet. Adhira again whined for a swab. He even clasped Zeo's hand to keep moving on his stomach.

This continued until the two fell asleep together that night. Completely asleep comfortably without having to throw each other the mockery first.

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Bitter sweet yes.