EGO - Adhira
Ego-60 Advice

After finishing dinner, Adhira felt bland because her heart was being veiled with fear.

Zela and Ken follow Grandpa and his omnya to play badminton on the front page of his house which is often used as a training ground by Devan. He said the Zeo-jippled twins were tired of seeing their sweet mama all day. They want to breathe the night air while exercising. One simple thing they never got in Jakarta. By the way, usually Adhira will scold his two children if they are still wandering in the open room at night for fear they catch a cold.

But, because now Adhira is upset, then the mother of two children just agree to the request of her two children.

Ah, her gala horn, Adhira even stared at the television in front of her with a blank mind especially when Again Windi's question was ringing in her head.

"Lo really don't know the same feelings or the same prestige of your feelings?"

Well, in hindsight Windi was right. Actually he who does not know his feelings or prestige with his feelings. Honestly, Adhira admitted that he still has a hard time accepting Zeo in his life. But, left two days and ignored and not informed two days, why does it feel so sick anyway?

Adhira stared at the screen of her phone that displayed Zeo's overseas number.

The woman wanted to call to ask me the news.  But he did not do it when he felt it was too embarrassing.

How did Zeo respond when he called the man first, huh.

"Sister?"

"Ah, yes ma?" Adhira hastily turned off her phone screen.

"Mama watch you now every time you come to mama's house, you often daydream like that." Said Mira sitting next to Adhira.

"Well, by the way, where maybe you don't feel at home" said Adhira put her head in the lap of the mother.

Mira gave a small smile, she stroked Adhira's hair dear, "Certainly why? After meeting her friends, her face was gloomy. Do not miss Zeo ni like it."

"Ih, what the hell is mama."

"You're that, brother, from a long time ago when Zeo left his face glum. Ngaku, kangen, right?"

Adhira was silent, she was confused by her own feelings. May he say Zeo's fear of leaving him out of his kangen sense.

"Ma, uh,"

"Hm,"

"What do you think Adhira's mama is evil with Zeo." asked Adhira twisting her shirt.

"Yes" Mira said without sin and it made Adhira immediately rise from her sleep and look at Mira completely.

"What's that for?"

"And so, you often don't care about Zeo. You're not tired of acting like that to Zeo. Uda 5 years old you guys are married. But Zeo who gave up a lot, Zeo was also a lot of patience. So if asked you are evil not the same Zeo, yes mama replied you are evil with Zeo. " Said Mira kalem.

"What does Mama Adhira think is wrong?"

"Yes, it's wrong"

"Ish smeared the wrong Zeo just tried he did not rape Adhira at that time. Try Dhira not pregnant

"Just try not to run away from the house at night and go to the illegal place like that just to meet the unimportant challenge of your upperclassman. Surely you won't believe it." cut Mira.

Adhira was silent, well actually what her mama said was true as well. At that time Adhira remembered once he went to the entertainment venue that night because Dean who took his student card and challenged him, he said, zeo's friend said that if Adhira's brave Adhira had to take her student card to their place and if Adhira succeeded they would quit school. And of course Adhira who has a high Ego and does not want to lose was immediately agreed.

"Try, whose fault is it? Is it completely Zeo's fault?"

Adhira silence.

"One of the two, right? You know for yourself how the night's entertainment life is and you thrust yourself there. Aren't you wrong?"

Adhira turned her face away. He admitted wrong.

"Mama knows you're disappointed with Zeo, because she you got pregnant at a young age, because she you dropped out of school because she had a mess of your life. But have you never thought of Zeo's side?-

"His future is also a mess, at a young age like him with the wealth of parents he had should he was still relaxing his leisurely playing kayak his friends, college and dating here and there. Butwhat? He is more willing to work and take care of your children even he is also the one who takes care of you. Though yes brother, if Zeo wants Zeo can escape the responsibility of you. Find a better partner than you"

"No!"Suddenly snapped Adhira, "No way Zeo's looking for another partner ma, he wants me to take care of his children. So how could Zeo like that, he would love his children." argued Adhira did not accept.

"Because I'm the mother of her children she is, so it's not possible, mama should know yes, if she wants to split with me, the custody of her child will also fall to me" Adhira said forcibly.

"Oh yeah? Do you think Zeo can't take custody of Ken and Zela on the grounds that her biological mother is depressed and can't take care of her children. Then Zeo goes with his girlfriend, who is Alina huh. Anyway, if you look at the photo of her, look forward to Alina again than you."

Adhira stuttered, what did her mother say? Lookout Alina.

"Mama huh, mama kok Gitu, Mama actually bela Adhira or Alina anyway huh? Mama supports my mother's mother's daughter-in-law cheating on Adhira yes!"

Mira chuckled, "Don't get angry, but you should ask your kediri, why would Zeo want to stay with you when he can find more than you, whereas there is Alina who is more perfect than you, you say, Alina same Zeo uda dated three years ago right, uda knew the Zeo family in Japan too, Alina also uda became a Doctor, I'm sure you're not, pinter, and certainly can position himself where he deserves Ego or suppress his Ego. " Mira stroking Adhira's hair dear.

"Mama Denger too, Zeo's grandmother doesn't like you because you're not indifferent to Zeo's extended family being braided."

Adhira was silent, that was indeed the reality. Adhira remembers going to Japan to celebrate Grandma Zeo's birthday last year. The old woman blatantly compared him to the considerate Alina.

"Yes, right? Tuh, just thought that you were that much minus for Zeo."

"You're too indifferent to the Zeo family, the effect is not to care, ah, let alone the Zeo family, your son and husband are like that. No matter, fierce, angry, insensitive as Zeo's feelings, and I'm sure you'll still like to rise if you talk to Zeo"

"Sister, mama told you, There are times when we have to maintain prestige and pride as a shield so as not to be humbled by others. But-You have to remember, there are times when we also have to lower the ego and think openly to get happiness itself."

"Mom don't blame or judge your attitude, but-try to use your heart and not your logic.mama ask you now"

"You love Zela and Ken"

Adhira nodded strongly, "Well, ma, I love them so much"

"Do you like seeing them laugh?"

Adhira smiled, "Hm" Nodded her strongly.

"You like it when they praise your cooking, if they kiss your cheeks, if they tell you"

Adhira nodded back.

"Does that mean you love Zeo too? Same father as your children, same husband hm?"

Adhira squeezes her hand doubtfully, And Mira realizes that, her son is at war with his own ego.

"Sister, I'll tell you, Your confidence is good, you're confident that Zeo can't turn away from you, you're confident that your children can't live without you. But-Do you ever think that your nature and attitude can make them far from you, if your nature can make them careless and turn away from you?"

Adhira squeezed his hands, his face paled and a drop of tears began to fall down his cheeks. The woman's mind was in a state of turmoil. Imagine the bad possibilities her mother gave her.

"That's impossible ma hiks,"

"Everything may be dear, you should know, The people you deny have the potential and have the right to turn away from you"

Adhira squeezed her shaking hand violently, her crying hardened, Adhira was deeply moved. Her chest is so tight. Why admitting feelings should be this difficult.

"What does that mean - Dhira no chance ma?" said Adhira faltered, the woman began to have difficulty organizing her cries. Her mother's words pierced her heart.

"There is if you want to reduce your ego and prestige" said Mira softened. He knew since then he was impressed rude and outspoken with Adhira. That he did because if not so Adhira will not immediately understand his mistake.

"But Grandma Zeo. The Zeo family don't like me,"

"Why do you think? Now it's your relationship with Zeo that's made clear. Don't let Zeo get used to doing things without you. Don't let Zeo and your kids get used to it without you" Mira says.

That woman was really made aware today.

*****

Yeyyyy, finally there's Adhira's nyentil up to the bone marrow. Wkwkwk.

Very satisfied with me...

Btw, happy weekend guys, Oya, In Riau it's cold, uda at eight in the morning but the temperature still makes the skin wrinkles Wkwkwkwkwk, how the same area you guys? Be safe? Sunny?