EGO - Adhira
Ego-56 Calms down

The atmosphere in the car was very gripping for Adhira, he did not dare to glance at Zeo whose jaw was hardened. The man was focused on driving, his gaze was also focused on the front, but from the grip of his fingers on the steering wheel of the car. Adhira tau Zeo is being overwhelmed with emotion.

"Mama hiks" Zela who sat on Adhira's lap deliriously in the middle of her sleep. The baby nodded and went back to sleep. He said that before going to bed he cried for a long time.

Likewise with Ken, the baby was still sobbing in the middle of his sleep. Calling her sometimes. It was as if their cries before going to sleep had completely taken control of his subconscious.

It was also what made Adhira did not dare to start a conversation with Zeo. The man did not say anything to her. Once he met him and the banner, Zeo immediately handed over his two children who were crying hysterically Adhira's sway.then asked Adhira to go to the car with an indisputable sentence.

Adhira, who was terrified at the time, could only hug her two children sobbing in the car, leaving her husband and ex to face each other there.

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Adhira kissed Zela on the forehead, feeling guilty for leaving her two children to tears.

While Zea and Zee who know the atmosphere is not harmonious between oniisan and his gishi was just silent not daring to speak.

The silence continued until they returned home.

Even so at home, Zeo immediately out of the car leaving them all. The man did not even offer to help when Adhira was in trouble bringing Zela in his arms. Or help his twin sisters who have trouble dropping off suitcases while carrying Ken in their arms.

"Zeo-" Mama Zeo who was waiting for the presence of her children was staring at the confused Zeo who passed by her just like that.

"Zeo why Dhira? Uh, this is why he slept while misek-misek gini aduh obaachan's grandson" said mama Zeo to his son-in-law. Then took Zela from Adhira's sling who was even in her sleep still crying.

"Mama," call Zea who's holding Ken.

"Loh Ken, Ken why is this crying too. Hm" said mama Zeo confused. The middle-aged woman looked troubled with Zela in her arms.

"This is why the hell on diem aja, Zela the same Ken kok sleep misek-misek guni keep your Oniisan is why Ze? his face is not very good to see? You guys don't fight

"Ekhem, where did Ken go to sleep?" cut off Zee who saw Adhira's guilt-ridden face.

"Eh, "as if you understand Zee's code, Mama Zeo doesn't talk about it anymore.

"Day again out again baby, put in her room aja yuk" said Mama Zeo invites Zea and Zee in.

"Well you guys just said it?Lah, that's Zeo why Ai? In the afternoon, it's a gym" said Papa Zeo, who just showed up.

"Gurimall room?"

"Hm, it's hot, too, the dick just came home instead of helping to clean up first" Grutu papa Zeo approached his struggling son and wife.

"Ekhem, papa pleasein Zee, Ken's heavy" Zee said.

Adhira looked down uncomfortably, she felt guilty as well as depressed. Looks like Adhira needs her sedative.

"Dhira went to the room first ma, pa." said Adhira running away leaving behind her in-laws and sister-in-law who were busy taking care of Zela and Ken.

"Dhira why else ai?" Papa Zeo asked his wife in confusion.

"Grantem, uda please bring this Zela"

*****

Adhira shuts herself in the room, she takes her sedative in a hurry. Adhira knows he is wrong but his psychic is not good it actually makes it as if he is oppressed.

Adhira sighed after a few minutes then she felt calm. The woman bit her lower lip. It seems that he must sleep to eliminate this guilt he thought, the woman immediately went up to the bed to sleep.

He must have forgotten about the problem.

Well must forget.

He's not the one who's wrong. Nope, no.

Adhira continued to suggest that she should calm down. Before finally falling asleep, he fell asleep.

****

Adhira blinked her eyes as soon as she felt a movement in the bed next to her.

"Ze," Call Adhira as soon as he sees Zeo sitting on the edge of their bed.

"Ze me-

"Diem Dhira, I don't want to get out of control" Zeo said coldly.

Adhira gulped her saliva, she looked at Zeo's sweaty back as if she had run out of sports. The man did not wear only the pants he was wearing during the airport.

"Ze, don't think I feel guilty about you. Don't tell me now you're waiting for my explanation, because I won't explain anything

"ADHIRA!" Zeo stared at Adhira.

Adhira gasped as Zeo's loud voice echoed within her eardrum.

"W-what!" snapped Adhira alternately, although her body was now slightly trembling looking at Zeo. But Adhira doesn't want to give up. He does not like to be yelled at and he does not like to lose to his opponent especially if it is Zeo.

"W-what, w-don't you think I'm scared of ya same as you. Ze hmp." Adhira held Zeo's hand as Zeo grabbed her cheek.

"Don't provoke my emotions Dhir, what a hard heck diem." hiss Zeo strengthen his grip.

Adhira gasped, she looked at the Zeo hand she had on her cheek. The man's hand was bandaged with gauze. Did Zeo just hit a hard object?

Adhira's mind drifted, then it reminded him of the words of his father-in-law earlier that Zeo in the Gym room, did Zeo rampage there? Did Zeo let go of his emotions there? Is Zeo trying to protect her from anger? B-but why?

Adhira reflexively rebelled as Zeo brought their faces closer and was about to kiss her.

"Ze-" said Adhira trembling as he shadowed what Zeo would do next.

Seeing Adhira who was about to cry, the man pushed Adhira away.

" I want to take a shower" said the man rising from his seat. Leaving Adhira holding her heart beating fast. Zeo is terrible. Zeo's eyes looked exactly like when the man slapped him when he was about to abort his womb. A horrible heartless look.

Adhira. His heart is beating fast.

If it's true that Zeo's two-handed wound was caused by the man running amok inside the gym. Adhira so can not imagine if the man directly rampaged with her at that time. Is Zeo gonna slap him like he used to?

She nodded strongly to remove her fear. Adhira got up from his seat, he glanced at the clock on his nightstand which showed at 4 pm. Marked almost 3 more hours he fell asleep earlier.

Adhira opened the curtain that covered the glass door to the balcony of the room.

during this time he often stood near the balcony railing just to see the atmosphere of Zeo's spacious courtyard. It was often Adhira did when the woman was still at the peak of her depression first.

Adhira stared at the courtyard below which was filled with highly cared for green grass. And she smiled when she found Zea and Zee playing there with Zela and Ken sitting there with the baby. They look happy.

And it looks like both babies are fine now. Adhira gave a small smile, momentarily forgetting her fear of Zeo. But when his memory returned, it was the mess he faced.

Adhira sighed, he thought of Panji's words at the airport earlier. Does Zeo love him ? Has he been too selfish?  The woman's mind floated the patience of Zeo who wanted to take care of her children or routinely took the time to deliver her psychiatrist long ago. Adhira also admits Zeo is very patient and relents when they argue like never before that are both hard and fight.

"Dhira" the call accompanied by a hand hug that coiled his stomach made Adhira briefly jerked. That's Zeo, there,

"Diem for a while." whispered the man put his chin scratched at Adhira's neck. Adhira gulped her saliva nervously when she felt the remaining drops of shampooed water from Zeo's hair hit her cheeks.

Adhira firmly grasps the balcony railing. But this time he did not reject Zeo's embrace with rebellion. They both calm themselves in their own ways.

******

.Note :

Obaachan \= granny

Oneesan \=abang

Gishi \=kak-in-law

Well, if you are in the position of Zeo when you know your partner cipika cipiki same ex how?

Like a Zeo? Calming emotions just talk. Or how?

Bay the way, Zeo gantle ya this time