EGO - Adhira
Ego-2 Trash

Adhira stared at herself in front of the mirror with a bright gaze. Always, always has been.

It feels like Adhira does not want to look at her own reflection in the mirror. He felt cornered by his own judgment.

He felt himself to be trash and trash.

Sometimes Adhira even unconsciously pierced his own hands with small objects around him such as pencils or pens.  It was all he did to make his confidence come back because-

In consequence of

Adhira gulped her saliva when recalling the incident three days ago. Bad memories of how Zeo looked at her giddy, how Zeo kissed her.

Adhira tightened her jaw, the girl subconsciously picked up the pen on her study table, pricking the tip on her arm. Adhira needs emotional outbursts. He doesn't want to remember, he doesn't want to. Even considering the face of that delinquent youth alone had already made his blood boil.

Oh come on, it's been three days, but Adhira's getting crazy in her room. He didn't even dare to go to school for fear of meeting that damn young man there.

"Dhira's? Are you inside, brother?"

Adhira hid her hand which had several pens. That's mama.

"Yes ma" he said.

"Can you come in, brother?"

Adhira improved her hairstyle and expression, she should look fine in front of her mother.

"May ma," he said after making sure his arm was tightly covered by his long-sleeved shirt.

Mira, mama continued Adhira was immediately entered as soon as he got an answer from his eldest son. Well, Adhira is not her biological child, but she was the one who raised Adhira since she was two years old. And as a mother, Mira felt something strange about Adhira shutting herself in the room for three whole days.

Since it wasn't Adhira once, that scathing-mouthed and haughty-looking girl had never looked this sad. Even in the past when knowing the fact that he is not the biological child of Mira only Adhira is not this bad. The girl was used to her stiff-necked upbringing. It was hard to make him feel defeated. Adhira is an antagonist who comes out of a movie.

"Sister, what are you doing?" mira asked gently, she stroked Adhira's hair affectionately.

"For a comb of hair, take a shower." Adhira smiled. He held a comb to reinforce his reasoning.

Mira smiled, "Son why the hell are these three days in the room? Still mad at Daddy who was mad at you last night?"

Adhira frowned before recalling the incident three days ago, once the bad incident happened, he said, Adhira immediately went home and unfortunately at that time his father who realized he was leaving the house without saying goodbye was waiting for him until early in the morning at the door.

Adhira remembers once how her father went berserk. Scolded him for making everyone worry. And actually what makes him lazy out of the room besides his problems with Zeo is indeed because of his father. He and his father were both stone-headed. So if there is a problem rarely resolved well anyway.

Seeing Adhira who was silent, Mira also felt her guess was right, so she continued, "Dad is like that because of the same affection of brother, because Dad is worried about brother, brother, you know that brother is Dad's only daughter."

Adhira put her lips together, her mother's words ringing in her head.

that brother is my only daughter.

"So it's natural dong dad was angry that last night, "Mira stroked the damp hair of Adhira, "Yeah sister, don't be angry again with dad"

Adhira smiled slightly, she nodded doubtfully,

"Well, that's dong, so uda doesn't come back with me anymore, does he?" Tanya Mira spirit.

Adhira just shut up, please,

"There's no dong, that should be the answer. Eh yaudah, now down yuk, Dad, Devan, the same friends you uda nungguin tuh under us want to eat together, mama was also uda makein kare your favorite chicken"

"Huh temen? Windi, Diamond, Febi?" adhira asked in surprise.

Her mother laughed as she nodded, "Yes, that's why it's down yuk. No idea what to eat alone in a three-day room."

"Are there really three of them?" Ask Adhira again who answered his mother's nod.

Adhira closed her eyes irritated, she could already imagine what a commotion would be if her three friends gathered in her house. It must be very chaotic, and it is really not good for him who is in need of calm.

And sure enough, once Adhira stepped on the last step of the stairs, the furore of his three friends immediately greeted him.

"Stt, lo's mouth" said Febi to Windi, reprimanding the shame because there is a father and sister Adhira who pay attention.

"Of you, yes, the princess of the palace just came down" said Windi did not accept reprimanded.

"What the hell are you guys doing here? Numpang ate it on" Ketus Adhira sat himself next to Devan, his sister.

"Hust, sister, the friend came here instead of seneng even that is it." scolded Mira while compiling her homemade food at the dinner table.

Windi smiled pongah, "Tuh dengerin nyokap lo Dhir, you should be the same husnuzon we-us. Your mouth is yes it doesn't matter." Windi.

"Here, husnuzon just as you guys even sin know no." Said Adhira again.

"Eh, Lo it's yeah-

"Wlee, wlee didn't hear" Adhira poked her tongue out. Mocking Windi whose face was already upset at the final level.

Windi was going to come back to reproach but urgently because mama Adhira cut off her speech.

"Udah-alah, we want to eat this. Pamali's making a fuss in front of the food."

"Yes, eat first and then talk." Add Deni berdehem. Make the dining room that was initially noisy to be quiet until the end of eating. They may be familiar and familiar with members of the Adhira family, but that is not the case for Adhira's father whose legs are extraordinary.

And once finished eating, Intan who is the only friend of Adhira's most understanding help mama Adhira clean up the dirty dishes used to eat while Febi and Windi follow the roomy Adhira.

"So how?" Windi asked as soon as the door of the room closed.

Adhira raised her eyebrows, "What's the way?"

Windi cleared his throat, "Don't you think we're stupid huh Dhir, you have a problem right? Dong's story with us?"

Windi's speech was strongly embraced by Febi, who,

"Iya Dhir dong story do not hide yourself in the room. It's not good to know." Febi puffed her cheeks.

Adhira spread her shoulders indifferently, "Don't sotoy deh. I have a problem"

"Ck, I don't know what to say let alone ma lo Dhir, you have a problem what the hell is it." Kekeh Windi.

"Gue there's no problem I said, I just misunderstood the same bokap I dong uda just that."

"Lo thinks we believe? Since when can you make this whole thing? Usually you can even go on the stomach for weeks and you are ordinary" snapped Windi angrily, oh, do not forget to insist on this head held by them besides Adhira of course.

"What the hell, don't be pretentious why" Kesal Adhira then laid his body next to Febi.

"Athira Alindra!"

"What the hell!"

"Woy, why is this screaming," Intan who just entered the room immediately reprimanded, "If heard by om, aunt is not good. Shy tau uda almost magrib"

"Temen lo this" said Winda sitting himself in bed Adhira. Adhira remained silent, not speaking.

"Because we're silent, you think we don't care? " he said suddenly rather seriously.

"We're kind of like this because we love you Dhir,"

"We have been living in our room and away for three days" said Febi again.

" And what is your problem so heavy that you lukain your hand?" intan said slowly, somewhat concerned while pulling up Adhira's long-sleeved shirt.

Adhira was more silent, he could not help but say a word. As his eyes looked at the three friends who were looking at him worriedly in his heart he cursed at him. It's rubbish, really rubbish.

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