EGO - Adhira
Zeo-66 Importance of Discussion

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"Dhirs"

Adhira gasped softly, the woman immediately took the water in the glass that she had prepared to help him swallow something quickly while the other hand put the small pill bottle into his apron pocket.

"Dhir, man,"

"Hm"

"Dhir, why? Choking?" Zeo asked worriedly.

"No, I was thirsty, why did you call?" Tanya Adhira shifted the question.

"Oh, this month, you're dapet?"

Adhira immediately stopped the movement of her hands that would wash the dishes to see her husband's face.

"Why!?" Jutek Adhira, a bit upset actually, Since their relationship improved, this Papa Zela Ken is happy to miss his monthly schedule. Sometimes if it's a day or two late the young papa will be lightning fast to buy a testpack, it must be detected early he said. So that later it is easy to be on guard so that the twins incident used to not be repeated again.

Adhira doesn't know. Zeo was expecting another child from him. Although the man did not talk about it in a gamlang manner. But of all his behavior and behavior, Adhira already understood the implicit desire.

Even if asked directly, Zeo will definitely answer casually, "What the hell? The child is a fortune from God, thanks to him, not loved yes papa, is there Zela the same Ken"

But, every time you see a negative testpack or when Adhira tells him to buy a pad, the sour face of the Japanese man can not be covered up.

"Cock-smile, asked why too" Adhira added again when Zeo was just grinning in front of the refrigerator. Ah, by the way it's Sunday. Zeo was out of work and his two children were playing in the complex park with their front neighbors.

"I went to the pharmacy"

"Heh, what's the matter?"

"Buy tetspack yes"

"Yes Sallam, Zeo, uh, "

"Why? Know that our efforts have not been in vain all this time"

Adhira glanced at Zeo full of hostility, "Usaha what do you mean hah"

"Ck, Come on Dhir, I know you just entered the age of two heads, but that's not understood, or want our efforts to multiply again, oh or now just how, how, the kids are still out

Tengs

Zeo sighed as Adhira looked at him panted while holding a spoon and plate.

"What was Papa's business"

"Ekhem, no, I want to take a shower first, mama"

Zeo went straight to the room, probably intending to take a shower.

Adhira continued to stare at Zeo's departure still with her eagle eyes. However, as soon as the door of her room closed, Adhira lowered her plate and spoon. The perempuam sighed.

His eyes quivered as his gaze fell upon his apron. The bottle of the pregnancy-preventing pill is still there.

Instantly, the eyes of the mother of two children were flushed red, feeling so very evil, how could she give false hope to her husband and her two children of the presence of a new member when herself had rejected the possibility.

Adhira closed her eyes as her eyes grew hot, before she fell to the edge of the sink, why did the world seem so evil to her.

It feels like only last night he felt his pulse was sliced by a knife, it feels like only last night he felt his father's slap because of his pregnancy, it feels like only last night he felt a painful toxic relationship with Zeo, it felt like just last night he was struggling to restore his sanity after his severe depression. And it felt like only last night she could accept her children after the heavy baby blues she received.

And now-and

Her husband and children expected new members to be among them.

Adhira stung on the sidelines, he did not want to disappoint Zeo who had been struggling a lot and hoped for him, he did not want to disappoint, he also did not want to disappoint Ken who almost every time asked for a sister because he did not want to be made a sister by Zela. Ken wants to be a big brother, Ken wants a sister, Those innocent and hopeful words might just be considered a joke or an encouragement to Zeo, But-

not for Adhira.

Adhira actually felt, innocent sentences such as, "Ken want a sister mama", "Ken want to be Onisan mama" or "When Ken has a sister mama?"

The sentence was able to make him cry every day in the bathroom while smothering his mouth. Really, he also wants to have more children, he wants their home cheerful and crowded even though the twins start school later.

But-but

To repeat the process full of memories and pain, Adhira was not able, very, very unable.

"Mama" The surprised call made Adhira flinch, the young mother wiped her wet eyes quickly, but it was too late because the two Takahashi boys were already staring at her with red eyes. Their characteristic once, could not see their mother cry because they would come crying.

"Mama-Nande Huks" The young Takahashi whose face was still dirty with soy sauce stretched his hands, his heart ached when he saw his chatty super judes mama was crying gurgly at the height of the sink like.

"Mama napa? Wicked papa ya ma hiks"

Adhira who initially held back the crying was even more stunned when Ken dyed his eyes and then rubbed his hair.

"Hit yes, papa ma" The youngest Takahashi who still has difficulty speaking Indonesian seems to try his hardest to calm his mother even though sometimes the sentence is still chaotic.

"No, my mom is not papa"

"Where is ma?" The question with the tone of judes was thrown by the firstborn. The little eyes of the Zeo girl were glistening furiously.

"Mama nangis must be kalena papa right, um, papa naknya not kapok-kapok" The firstborn clenched his hands did not accept.

Adhira chuckled between her cries. She hugged her two children with love. "No, not papa. Mama had her eye soap"

"eyes"

"Yes his eyes, these are these eyes" explained Adhira trying to be patient.

"Oh" The two boys nodded obediently, happy to get a new vocabulary in Indonesian.

"But his mother did not cry anymore huhuhu" Ken whose soft heart was crying again when he remembered the cry of his mother before.

"Heh, cingeng'

"Huhuhu, mom, Brother hu"

"Cowok kok nangis"

"Huhuhoo"

Adhira chuckled at the behavior of the two, at least until Zeo finally came out of the room and frowned in wonder at the teletubis-like son and wife.

"Mama nangis papa huhuhu" Adu Ken Nelangsa.

"Yes, my mom was crying while washing papa's piling, Ken's brother is so sad" Zela explained.

Zeo looked directly at Adhira, while Adhira turned her face away. The swollen eyes, red nose and quivering lips are proof of how Adhira cried before.

"Zela the same Ken, can help papa readyin mama's bed equally papa no, mama let rest first, papa want to carry mama" said Zeo softly.

The two twins looked at each other, as if discussing from the eyes of the two who were connected to the mind and mind.

"Ha'i" Sahut both after being silent for a few seconds and immediately ran to his parents' room.

Zeo smiled slightly, and then approached Adhira. Although Zeo was curious about the cause of Adhira's cry, because really, a few minutes ago his wife was still showing her fierceness, but as much as possible Zeo approached and embraced without judgment.

Carrying Adhira carefully, then taken to the family room sofa, Adhira was in Zeo's lap, a comfortable position to lean on Zeo's chest while crying. And that's what Adhira did for a few minutes.

After Adhira calmed down, Zeo asked.

"Why hm"

"Why is this fierce mama Zela Ken crying hm, something evil huh? his papa was about to be attacked by the bad boys because mama cried suddenly" Zeo said almost like a whisper

Adhira looked up, round eyes that always became opium for Zeo and Ken and became irian material for Zela because their eyes were all narrowed following Zeo it looked injured.

"Sorry" Whispered Adhira.

"Sorry why hm? You're not wrong"

"I was wrong Ze, I was wrong,"

"Dear, you're not wrong"

"I'm evil hicks, "

"Who said that? You're good, you're the best"

"But I'm wrong, but I'm evil, I lie to you, Ken, just as Zela tormented me terribly evil" Zela's breath began to wince and Zeo tried to calm her by stroking her back.

"Want a drink?"

"No hicks, you have to get angry I'm out of this yes Ze, you have to hit me out of this yes Ze, I'm wrong, I'm evil, I'm weak"

"Honey

"Hiks, Zeo I'm sorry, don't stay with me"

"Darling to say why first

Adhira immediately took out a small bottle in the bag of her front apron, placed it in front of Zeo.

Zeo gasped, the man staring at the bottle with the small pills with his eyes how he could start to heat up. Zeo is not stupid to know what the meaning and function of the drug is. Because really, three months after they made up, Zeo himself asked Adhira to stop taking the drug because he wanted new members in his house.

But-but

Adhira still consume it, then the point of hope that he always raises high every day is what if Adhira even refuses to start.

"Why?" Zeo's whisper while hugging Adhira's vibrating body.

Adhira replied to the hug just as strongly, "I-I can't bear Zeo, I'm afraid I'm like it first, I'm afraid I failed as a hyster, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want my kids to get hurt again Ze hiks.. I'm sorry, sorry I tormented you, I can't"

Behind that embrace, Zeo shed her tears, before she wiped them off at a glance and tried to smile. Really, it's a lie that he's not hurt. He's very hurt.

Since he asked Adhira to stop taking her pregnancy-preventing drugs, from then on he hoped there would be new members in his family. So that the house feels crowded especially soon the twins will start school. Zeo wants Adhira's son, again. Not feeling greedy or selfish by not thinking about Adhira. But Zeo just thought, having a lot of children would certainly mennyenngkan later. Especially in Japan, having more than two children is something that is still considered unusual. So during Indonesia, Zeo wants to multiply his family members.

But in spite of it all, it depends on Adhira.

Because it is the Adhirah who lives it.

"Sorry Zeo hiks, I'm scared"

"Sorry hicks"

Zeo smiled, "Sttt don't cry, don't papa dear no papa"

"Sttt, there's no need to apologize, I should be the one apologizing because uda is selfish sorry"

"No, you're not selfish, I am the hmp

Zeo opened Adhira's lips with a kiss.

"I'm sorry, next time all the things we have to discuss together huh, hm"

Adhira was stunned, flattered by Zeo's decision.

"Sorry Ze"

"You're not wrong, baby"

"Hiks, Ze, "

"Yes"

"I love you so much"

"Heh, tumben-tumbenan, should be recorded like this, finally there is a ngaku love"

"Zeo ih"

Zeo chuckles, "iya-iya, I love you too Honey"

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Hi-hai, who is the uda terror I wkwkwk.

Sorry really yes I lamaaaa very not up, the same as I say bab before dikolom comments. My office is chasing targets this month. So it's kind of like in the press it's the brain and the timing, it's,

Stress me it-hehehe.

But I'm happy because there's still someone waiting, I guess, want the next chapter or until here doang nih, hayooo...

See you ya