EGO - Adhira
Ego-38 Hope is instantly dashed

"Gue wanted to sleep, "Said Adhira then released the embrace of Intan, Febi and Windi.

He took a pillow and pulled out the blanket. Leaving behind his three friends who felt guilty.

The woman was really angry.

***

When Adhira woke up, he did not find his friends in the room, he even spied his room and bathroom, all his friends were not there. Maybe they went to school. A moment of disappointment and guilt lingered in his heart. Disappointed that he woke up alone with no friends and guilty of being rude to his three friends last night.

Adhira held her waist when she was about to get up for a bath, lately she quickly felt sore in the waist and legs.

After bathing and changing clothes, Adhira decided to go down and eat together or rather see his family eat, because Adhira did not have a taste for food. He would be nauseous at every sight of rice and all right smelling of meat.

"Ma?" call Adhira when she doesn't find anyone in the dining room and kitchen. There's just a lot of food at the table without anyone eating there. Frowning Adhira decided to look for his mother, not usually his mother is not home. That dad and Devan might have gone to work and school.

"Mama"

"Mama"

"Ma-

"Taraaaa! Adhira's happy birthday!"

Adhira retreated in surprise. He was still shocked when all his family and friends congratulated him.

"Dad not working? Devan, you guys aren't in school?" ask her confused.

"Tara, here's the surprise. Happy birthday to Dhir and sorry to make the semalem, maybe we are very rude yes" said Windi hugging Adhira.

Adhira smiled, she nodded then returned Windi's embrace. "Gue is also huks, I was so evil earlier malem"

"Udah-alah bumil, do not cry" Whispered Windi dear.

"Eh uda, cry later, now pray and blow the candles first, cut the cake and we have breakfast together" said his mother.

Adhira nodded, blowing on the 18-figured candle after praying. He hopes his life will be better for the future and definitely without Zeo by his side. He hoped, he did not have any more relationship with Zeo in the future.

***

"Lo don't eat dhir?" intan asked when he saw Adhira not eating. The woman only drank the pregnant milk, it was slow.

Adhira shook her head, "Gue's nauseous."

"Lo didn't eat because we're still angry, right?" windi said.

Adhira chuckled and then shook her head. "Gue has no appetite" Adhira explained.

"Take some warm tea, same as eating cake."

Adhira sighed, then shook her head.

"Thir's chicken curry loh Dhir, you sure. Why don't you eat"

"Gue is so nauseous."

"Eating fruit? Let's not let you drown from last night eating you irregular, vomiting too right?" deni said suddenly.

Adhira and the others were silent, rarely Deni such attention. Means Adhira has been quite late this time.

Adhira nodded back, though,

"Dhira, I don't like it when you don't eat. That's a danger to you" Deni said, he was quite concerned about his daughter, if he saw Adhira was getting thinner. Deni's heart was sliced when he sometimes caught Adhira vomiting. Her daughter now looks very thin only her stomach is getting bigger. What separated Zeo from the pregnant Adhira was his biggest mistake.

"Adhira is nauseous well," said Adhira withstanding cries, in addition to a rapidly aching waist and legs. Adhira also realizes her feelings are beginning to be quickly touched.

"You miss Zeo?" ask Deni finally,

Adhira shook her head strongly, she did not miss the young man. But Adhira admitted he began to depend on the presence of Zeo. He used to eat feed so as not to nausea, he usually caressed his stomach before going to bed. And now it feels like Adhira is feeling a little lost.

"So why? Is there any food you want? You're mad at me for driving Zeo out? Angry at your friends? Don't dong Dhira. Dad was not meant to not care. If you miss Zeo today, I'll take you back" Deni said at last.

Adhira sobbed, The woman was upset with her own circumstances. He hates Zeo but why does he hang on to him.

as if his hopes were instantly dashed, he wanted to live without Zeo. But why is his heart this sensitive.

"Yes, would you like Interracial father after the pilgrimage kemakam Mother want? Or would Zeo pick me up" Deni asked again.

Adhira did not know what to answer, but her cries grew louder. He misses Zeo. Really homesick.

***

And sure enough, in the afternoon after returning from the pilgrimage to the tomb of the mother of Adhira. The family took Adhira home. At first Adhira refused he did not want to return to the apartment but Deni forced her to go home. Because he knows Zeo is what Adhira needs. Not himself or his wife.

Deni felt guilty for thinking about separating Adhira from Zeo. Want as much as he hates his son-in-law, Zeo is still Zeo, Husband and father for his children and future grandchildren.

And no matter how good and dear she takes care of Adhira, Zeo is still the person most needed by Adhira during her pregnancy.

"What time does Zeo go home?" deni asked as soon as they entered the apartment and the atmosphere of silence was welcoming, even the lights were still off in the afternoon. A sign of no life in this room.

"Evenings are usually sis, Zeo will go to college too" said Mira put various souvenirs on the dining table.

"Let Devan call ya Well, let brother cepet go home" said Devan offering help.

Deni and Mira nodded, "Yaudah call, tell her to go home quickly. Tell me you said "Deni, this time Deni will talk to Zeo. He wants to talk like a son-in-law and father-in-law. Deni wants to fix the relationship.

" When Zeo comes home at night, what do you usually cook?" tanya Mira tidakan her souvenirs and intend to cook.

Adhira who was questioned did not respond. The woman looked at every corner of the apartment. Starting from the location of goods or objects, all like when he will leave.

"Z-zeo didn't come home" said Adhira as she stared at her milk glass still near the stove. The last place he drank. Zeo was not a lazy person, the young man was even very diligent. So there's no way the young man didn't wash the glass from a week ago right?

"Huh, What?"

Adhira sat on the couch, his mind branching. Did Zeo go ? Did the young man go to his cheating house? Zeo left him. Then what about her? What about her children?

"Dhira why?" tanya Mira leaves her job and resuscitates Adhira from her daydream.

"Hey-hey, how about a cry?" mira asked in confusion as Adhira cried again.

"M-ma Zeo goes, she leaves Dhira alone, she goes mah." Adhira looks panicked. His hands shook and his eyes began to get wet.

"Eh, by the way

"Brother number is not active well" said Devan further narrowing Adhira's mind.

"Well," whined Adhira.

"Let's let me call" Deni said, snatching Devan's phone.

"Maybe it's still a meeting or there's still a lecture class well, try asking the next-door neighbor" Devan said.

Deni went straight out, before long maybe only about 5 minutes Adhira's father was back in with a hostile face. "Byok go home, don't come here again, take all your stuff Dhira don't stay in one."

"Mass?" Mira looks confused, as well as Adhira and Devan.

"Your neighbor said, Zeo uda didn't come home for a week. What kind of man goes out of the house without even telling his wife" Deni growled.

"Here you go, let's go home!" deni's orders are absolute.

And Adhira felt his world collapse in one go.

****

Hi-hai, I double up.

Because Monday, dong can ask for his vote wkwkwk