EGO - Adhira
Ego-35 Syndication for Adhira

"Ze-zeo's gone" said Zeo again running his car insanely. The young man did not even care about the heavy rain that hit him.

All that was in the young man's mind was the pale face of the person who had raised him, he thought of nothing else but that.

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"Would you like to eat this, brother?" tawar Mira pointed to his artificial nastar. He had just made a snack, intending for Adhira to snack, but it seemed that his intention failed when he saw Adhira again shook his head.

"Don't want to ma," he said unkindly. This was her mother's offer of umpteenth time and Adhira always refused it. Last night mama made corn soup, last night again made caramel balls, then again made sweet martabak and today make nastar. And unfortunately, none of it that Adhira ate at all.

Mira sighed, Adhira's eating mood returned as it was in the first trimester. His daughter was not appetizing to eat and only drank pregnant milk as her energy intake. Adhira's thin body was getting thinner. Adhira doesn't have any energy.

"You ate something, brother, let's not lemes that way. The chicken porridge is still this morning. Mama bought it with Mang Roni"

Adhira immediately shook her head strongly, "No!" Adhira snapped spontaneously, and upon seeing the shock of her mother, Adhira tried to smile .

" Em I mean big brother, I don't want ma, I'm nauseous, I can't eat any kind of porridge now" Adhira said, really porridge reminds him of Zeo's depravity. Just by imagining it, Adhira immediately felt nauseous.

Mira nods unsuspectingly, while putting her homemade nastar into Mira's jar occasionally glancing at Adhira who seemed hesitant to stroke her own stomach.

"They kicked?" tanyakanya.

Adhira stammered, "Well, no mah."

"illness?"

Adhira just shut up.

"Hm, why here the story is equally mamah kok a week at home mama brother often dumbfounded, do not want to eat, more curusan, what Zeo said later when you know you curusan again. zeo said you told him to gain weight last night. Sis not at home or how hm?" tanya Mira left her nastar and approached Adhira, stroking her daughter's hair dearly.

Adhira hugged her mother, "Why did you say that? It's still my sister's house too. Yes obviously at home dong, really at home even" Sangkal Adhira.

"Keep why dong?" asked Mira softly.

"Sister's stomach doesn't feel good, the baby keeps kicking, sister can't sleep." The broth is spoiled. "Sister also could not eat even though laper, Hiks, neyebelin" Adhira was clouded, her eyes reddened. And Mira immediately tried to calm him down.

Indeed, since Adhira at home his parents without Zeo. Zeo babies often ask to be rubbed. Adhira is definitely reluctant to do so. He did not want to lower his self-esteem to take care of Zeo's children even though in return he could not sleep or eat quietly.

The principle is to be reluctant to budge with anything that Zeo deals with. Even if he loses later.

"Oh yeah? My bad grandmother's grandchildren. Is papa kangen, dear? Don't dong if you are kangen. Mama also had to eat, let strong nyusulin papa come home later" said Mira stroked Adhira's stomach.

Adhira said, "Mama, don't talk about Zeo."

Mira laughed, "Why? Are you afraid of kangen? Zeo didn't call you what?"

"So, he died too brother doesn't care mah."

"Eh, I said it anyway, if Zeo dies, you want to be a Widow, if you don't want to" said Mira laughing, she only intended to tease her daughter. " But my brother, Zeo's good-looking mama is also good.he's very patient ngadepin you and your father are like that, his insight is also good. Mama Denger, Zeo's parents in Japan including people are ya?"

"Ma uh,"

"Loh, mama just said the kindness of your husband, arrange you happy dong. Mama started to like Zeo's sam, not the deck" said Mira stroking Adhira's big belly.

"It's mama, I'm going to go jogging with Devan" said Adhira angrily, the woman stomped her feet to channel her anger. Mira chuckles amusedly at it. But when Adhura was already on the doorstep, suddenly bad thoughts attacked Mira, fearing her neighbors talking a no-no to Adhira.

"Eh, brother, Adhira eat first, do not go out of the house" cried Mira who did not hear Adhira.

Adhira walked slowly around the front of her house, the woman occasionally held her waist that felt a bit sore. It seems that he is getting tired now. His waist and legs again. Uh, it's achy.

"Loh Adhira has come home," said buk Astuti, his neighbor who came from nowhere, but when viewed from what was brought may have just come home shopping.

"I-iya Tan," said Adhira shyly. Astuti buk used to mate with his son who was two years older than Adhira.

"When do you ever go home?"

"There's a week Tan, "

"Oh, same as your husband?"

"Why not come? Stumped?"

Adhira gave an unwell grin, his feelings were even more unpleasant when he saw his front neighbor out, Buk Gina who was followed by his son, Devi, as well as his karate schoolmate Adhira.

"Well, where is it from?" ask the front neighbor.

"Eh mbak Gina, this is you just came home from buying vegetables continue to meet Dhira. Wonderful she said uda came home a week but never met ya mbak, her husband also did not follow" said Astuti buk reply.

Instantly Adhira regretted her decision to leave the house. He forgot that the incident that happened to him was very horrendous to the entire complex. Even everyone also knows about suicide attempts, pregnancy out of wedlock, forced marriage, expelled from school and karate college, even until the breakup of her and Panji became a hot topic for several days.

That is what causes Adhira reluctant to leave the house or apartment so far. He is lazy to socialize for fear of being discriminated and ostracized.

"Oh, Hi Dhir how are you?" greet Devi

"Well" said Adhira trying to relax.

"You're really coming home a week? Is the car coming in the rain you?"

Adhira nodded.

"Oh, you're being ushered in by your husband, right? He's not coming with you? Why?" ask Devi.

"Yes, fight or what about Dhir? Or is there a problem." continued buk Gina, Mama Devi.

"Yes, I was curious how to feel at home a week there is no going out and not going home with her husband coming in the rain again" said Astuti's book insinuating him. His neighbors were completely changed after the Adhira incident.

"Oalah mbak, his name is also young children, his mind has not died. Cannot solve the problem with a cold head. Time to do sometimes do not think of hunger to lust" said buk Gina.

Adhira glanced at the uncomfortable right-left. He was already hot with all the talk of his neighbors as well as Devi's condescending gaze. By the way, Devi and Adhira's relationship is not so good because Adhira defeated Devi in the nomination of Osis first.

"Yes it mbak, ck young people now yes do not let our children ngalamin ya, let us reach first his ideals."

"Yes mbak, Devi also often I'm very friendly. Unfortunately if the school pinter, the knowledge is much but not used. Busy with the husband."

It's been. Adhira was fed up and wanted to scratch the face of this neighbor, but he realized that it was getting worse. "Ekhem, Dhira says go home first. "

"Eh why? Tired yeah. Oia your content is uda how many months kok uda really big kayak 9 months. Uda wants the birth" said Astuti again.

Adhira just smiled forcefully, he lazily explained. Because Adhira knew her neighbor just wanted to gossip about her and corner her.

"There haven't been 7 months, right, Dhir? Or more uda? Seinget aunty you married was only pregnant for a month" said buk Gina added.

Adhira lowered her head as soon as she felt her hands tremble somewhat. Damnit. He was attacked by panic attacks again.

"There's a mah, Tan, Dhira pegel it let's rest" said Devi smiling little but Adhira knew her peers mocked her inwardly.

"Oiya, yaudah Dhira there go home, but you if there is a problem with your husband it is discussed do not immediately separate the house. Do not bring stress also you will sometimes his mind is short and blah-blah-blah

Adhira immediately left the place and entered his house when the neighbor continued to babble, Adhira could still hear them saying they had no manners because they immediately left.

Adhira lowered her head, she saw her protruding belly. Even though the age of the womb just entered the 26th week. The moon is even 7 months.But the stomach does look quite large. Probably due to twin pregnancies.

Adhira's eyes glazed over, "You're horrified, you know why I hate you? You guys ruined my fucking life" said Adhira beating her stomach.

"Sister! Oh my goodness, Adhira, you are crazy." Shouted Mira who saw Adhira beating her stomach like that.

"Yes! Adhira uda is crazy, Adhira is crazy, Adhira is useless, Adhira is trash and it's all because of these kids" Adhira said in tears.

Mira pulls her daughter over her arms. "You why the hell baby, same story mommy ya slow."

"D-Dhira hates Zeo ma, Dhira hates Zeo hiks." Adhira's cry is dyed by her mother.

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