EGO - Adhira
Ego - 23 Panic attack

"I'm sorry, mama?"

Zeo did not reply, waving his hand before turning off their connection. Ignoring her mother's apology.

***

It has not been a month running Adhira lived in an apartment with Zeo. Although still indifferent and always quarreling but at least now they began to realize the presence of each other. At least it makes them a little self-conscious.

Adhira massaged her calf as the aching sensation approached her, she wanted to go back to sleep, too lazy to open her eyes in the morning today. But the woman clucked as she remembered today was the day her in-laws would come to visit. Zeo's parents said they would stop by their apartment to see the young couple's life.

Adhira actually intended not to care, but somehow now he is far from both parents. No one will protect her in the midst of the Zeo family later, so Adhira tries to be kind in the eyes of her in-laws at least for today Adhira will be able to charge her energy to prepare various needs of her in-laws later. Also the exact food, there is no way Adhira only serves empty rice without side dishes right.

"Heh, wake!" Adhira throws a tv remote into Zeo's still-sleeping face on the sofa as if it had become the young man's private room. Indeed during the move Adhira and Zeo never sleep one room. And because there was only one room in the apartment, Zeo would not want to sleep outside because he was reluctant to fight.

"What the hell is Dhir." Erang Zeo rubbed his face that was painful due to the remote throw.

"Wake up!" snapped Adhira again pelted Zeo with the papers that were near the young man's laptop.

"Akh, Dhira--fuck, my job." Zeo sat down as soon as he realized the paper he had thrown at him was the work of his papa friend who he had just worked on last night.

Adhira who did not feel guilty even moaned, "Who does not wake up."

Zeo rubbed his face, trying to regulate his emotions. "Lo know, I've been playing it all night Dhir, you son of a bitch." maki the young man when he felt his emotions just overflowing.

"Kok you get mad at me?" adhira's reply won't be accepted. "You don't want to wake up."

Zeo sighed,

"Bodo very, my anterin to the supermarket now. "

"Well?"

"Lo don't pretend to bego yes, you said papa mama you want to come. You want me to be labeled as a ghost not becus that." sewot Adhira.

Zeo sighed, "And yes. You're not so damn it." Zeo was still carried away by his emotions.

Adhira stared at Zeo emotionally, she took the rest of Zeo's coffee water last night and splashed it onto the spelled papers. "Mampus lo, "exasperated Adhira,

Ignoring Zeo's angry moans, the woman casually took Zeo's wallet from Zeo's jacket pocket quickly. Then passed away leaving Zeo who kept cursing and swearing his oath.

***

Adhira stood a long time in front of the ice cream booth. In the woman's head she was quarreling with reason and heart, between following the cravings of Zeo's son or following his prestige.

His hands hesitated to move because they thought too much.

"Dhira?" the call made Adhira turn his head and look at his face immediately paled when he found a gang of bad boys at his school who was also a rival was greeting him.

"Ops, it's really buk the head of the sausage apparently." Said Gisel, Adhira's toughest rival.

"Eh, I forgot. That's what came out of that school, right?" gisel asked.

"Yes like Sel, the horrors of a pregnant country out of wedlock. Continues to fail to commit suicide again duh, really sad if inget it." sambing Caca.

Gisel and his two friends laughed, while Adhira clasped her trolley tightly until her finger turned white.

"Em yes-yes. He was the most chatty. Like to do us - we jal*ng only because of wearing a short skirt. Eh don't know who wants his soul more pro. Pro jal*ng means." laughs Gisel.

"Well, why is it? Kesindir atu feels this, or both." - sneered Gisel.

"Eh, his own case? How far to buy. Have you moved, escaped from reality or what? Or maybe not come with your husband."

"Suami cells?" sneered Caca

"Eh, yes, you are hamidun ya Dhir. You married uda, right? Sorry I am not julid, but you do not know who the father of your baby? So, that suicide? Why anyway? Um-o-o'm yeah?"

"Once you know Sel, the girl who ngaku-ngku best in his life is cheating tuh from Panji until pregnant. Who knows, he's ashamed. Because of his mistress sug*r daddy" Caca laughs.

"Duh, don't do that guys, this pregnant girl. Kasian debay her if horrified her mother's original behavior later. " Dina said insinuatingly, she even rubbed Adhira's stomach which was immediately pushed aside by her empath.

"It's good dong if his son uda can be horrified, so do not follow jal*ng like his mama." Gisel's laughter and his two broke.

"Duh, already ah yuk guys, I don't want my vacation time tainted as sij*lang this spicy mouth. Huu hot." since the three girls left Adhira who was glued to her place.

After Gisel and his two friends had already completely left. Adhira blinked her sore eyes, the pregnant woman's hand felt her slightly protruding belly before lashing it with a slight frenzy.

Crazy, he hates this situation, hates the situation when everyone is making fun of him. When all the people he used to humble back ridicule him. And there was nothing he could do but lament his bad luck.

After a moment of crying, Adhira wiped away her tears when a mother rebuked her.

"Son, why son? Does your stomach hurt or what? You're pregnant, Kram huh?" ask the woman to worry.

Adhira smiled, he then wiped his tears, he flanged because he was unable to speak.

Adhira backed off and stepped out of the supermarket leaving all her groceries just like that. Even he ignored the call of the mothers who had reprimanded him.

Adhira ran out, leaving her shopping trolley with a bated cry while immediately ordering a taxi home.

His body was shaking, Adhira even said the address of his apartment was choked when the taxi driver asked for his destination.

Adhira panicked, her eyes wandering around incoherently, right and to the left, her body began to be soaked by sweat, she even continued to cover her face with scared hands if anyone else recognized her. Adhira needs protection, Adhira is afraid, afraid that there will be another attack. Afraid someone else would abuse him.

Afraid there's more, Gisel, Gisel out there coming back to see him.

Adhira. felt her breathing tight. Maddened. Maddened. He's afraid. Very-very scared.