EGO - Adhira
74 - To hurt and hurt each other

"Sister" Adhira kissed Zela's hand wrapped in bandages and also an infusion.

"Sorry mama hiks" Adhira lowered her head with a trembling body, her cries having been unstoppable since Zeo offered her a divorce this morning.

"Please excuse me mom, sorry mom for being selfish with you, sorry mom. Sorry." Adhira gripped Zela's blanket to vent her regret.

"Mama didn't mean to hurt you like Ken, mama didn't mean to not care about you guys, mama-conscious mama-dumb torch. Mama who is stupid for having a weak mentality like this, son, sorry mama" Adhira sobbed until her voice faltered.

"Your dear mama, unfortunately mama, your beautiful son please wake up," Adhira lay her head in Adhira's bed, her hands gently stroking the bandage that wrapped the child's wrist, as if regretting everything, she said, it was as if he hoped that the wound would disappear as soon as possible.

"Darling, please wake up, please tell me papa, mommy loves you guys so much, mama doesn't want to divorce - mama doesn't want to separate from you guys, please sister, please, please, please, brother don't want us to separate brother? Brother don't want to split up with sister-sister?"

"Please tell me the same papa, mom is sorry, mama nyesel sak, please, please wake up baby, don't make your papa more hurt, you love mama right? You love papa and Ken, right?"

"Zela, please tell me the same papa if mama love your papa, mama love very papa, very dear to you and Ken the same sister too, dear mama, mama do not want to split sis, sis, mama's conscious now. Realize that if you want to be angry and anything as vengeful as papa in the past, your youth will not return, the glory days of mama will not go back again, but you love mama, but you love mama, his favorite mama will definitely be a selalunada for mama even in the future. " Adhira sobbed more and more hoarse, the silent nursing room was increasingly supportive of the regret of the mother of two children.

"Sorry mama yes" Adhira set her breath when her breath felt stinged, making Ken, a seventeen-year-old teenager who had been standing behind her sister's nursery door also felt the tightness.

He came out to buy his mother food, but who would have thought, when he came home he heard the lamentations of his mother.

So, the conversation that his father wanted to discuss was about divorce?

Ken wiped away his rough tears as he felt his heart ache, as well as excessive disappointment.

Ken doesn't want his parents divorced.

"Mama" Ken opened his sister's nursery door while calling his mother with reddened eyes.

"Ken" Adhira spread her arms when she saw her second child approaching her. Adhira can't cover up her feelings anymore, she needs a place to lean, and the only one she has other than Zeo is her two children.

"Ma, don't cry"

"Ken, mama doesn't want a divorce, mama doesn't want to separate from you" Adhira immediately complained as Ken hugged her tightly.

"Mama love equally papa, mama love same you, same brother, mama dear you please do not stay mama son, mama alone"

Ken did not reply but his firm arms hugged his mother even more tightly, as if saying everything would be fine.

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"Pa?" Ken looked at his father with a disappointed look, that night his father came to visit Zela after his twin sister woke up from her sleep, but the father did not look at her or press her mother who was still trying to fix everything.

Ken, I'm really disappointed.

"Pa, look at my mom for a while" Ken said slowly when Zeo only focused on Zela who still did not want to talk because she was on strike communication with her parents.

Zeo sighed, then looked at his son for a moment, "Don't interfere in Ken's parents' affairs, "Push the cold Zeo that keeps Ken quiet, no longer forcing his father to respond to his mother. While Adhira squeezed her hand when she was not sure she heard the reprimand of her husband. It is clear that Zeo cannot be disturbed at this time.

"Sister, what do you want? do you want an apple? Mama I'll give you that?" Adhira tried to develop a smile as the cold atmosphere enveloped her little family.

Zela, who had turned her back on her family and preferred to look at the wall, now glanced at her mother. He was longing and regretful, but he was also ashamed that he had made his family panic and worry.

"Mama-hiks huhu" Zela looked at Adhira with watery eyes, "Sorry sister" Zela clasped Adhira's hand, truly regretful.

Adhira who found her child crying was immediately bent to hug her eldest child, joined in crying, "Mama also yes son, sorry mama uda hurt the heart of the same brother Ken, Ken, mommy loves you guys so much, don't repeat it again, son, don't stay mama again son"

Zeo and Ken kept quiet while staring at the two women in their family with a hard-to-understand look. There is a sense of joy, pleasure, and also fear that becomes one. Haru and happy because both of them have forgiven each other and are afraid because maybe this is their last moment that happens in one complete family bond.

Because of Zeo, that night also looked at all his family members with seriousness and decisiveness.

"Zela, Ken" Call Zeo to her two children who are still enjoying the euphoria of her mother.

"Hm? Why Pa?" Zela asked while still looking at her mother who focused on peeling apples and pears for her.

"Aizela-Chan, Alzelo-Kun, look at papa first" Zeo said firmly to attract the attention of his two teenage children.

Zela and ken who was still crying each other because scrambling to indulge with his mother also immediately displayed a serious look, staring at his papa in shock. If you have already called the name with the initial name and in Japanese, it is certainly a serious thing.

"Papa wants to talk to you" said Zeo glanced at Adhira who was still down while peeling an apple in his hand. It was obvious that the mother of two children was trying to hide her cries.

"Why pa?" Zela asked confusedly and although Ken could already guess what his father would say, but he did not lie if now confusion and fear also afflicted him.

"Papa mama, I'm sorry that you've been depressed lately, especially for last night's troubles." Zeo said calmly.

"Mom's dad realized that we're not perfect parents for you, but dad and mom still love you more than anything."

Zela didn't know anything, but just why her heart was beating fast waiting for the continuation of the papa's sentence.

"Zela, Ken, you're all grown up, and papa and I know that you can definitely make our decision with an open mind."

"What decision? What does pa mean? Ma?" Zela looked at her parents in turn.

"We decided to live each other's lives after this"

"Shh" Adhira hissed as the knife she was wearing sliced her index finger.

Ken is silent, Zela is silent, and Adhira is only able to sob slowly when her hand is pulled gently by Zeo, wrapped in gauze in the drawer of the gurney table.

They're all quiet, but whoever knows, nothing will be okay when they know their house is destroyed in front of their eyes.

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Zela and Ken looked surprised as Adhira entered Zela's nursery crying.

"Ma?"

"Ken" Adhira hugged Ken tightly, crying in the stead of his second child with awe.

"Ma why?" Zela asked, trying to get out of bed as she approached her twin and mother.

"Ma?" Ken rubbed his mother's back slowly, trying to calm down.

"Mama don't want Ken, don't want brother" said Adhira sniffled.

"You don't want to sign, you don't want to, you don't want to separate from you"

Zela and Ken stared at each other in disbelief, but their incomprehension was instantly dissipated when their papa entered with firm steps, carrying a thin map with a flat face unfriendly.

"Dhir's signature" he said firmly, not to be denied.

"No, no Zeo hiks, Ken, no mama" Adhira drowned her head in the chest of her eldest son, asking for protection.

"Dhira, we have to finish the procedure immediately"

"But I don't want to"

"Adhira

"Mom don't want pa" said Ken coldly. "Don't be forced"

Zeo looked at the boy sternly, "Don't interfere in Ken's parents' affairs"

"Adhiro"

"Pa!" Ken brushed his hand off his father as he was about to hold his mother's shoulder.

"Alzelo! Not polite you yes, papa wants to talk to papa's wife"

"But papa's wife is my mother, and no one can hurt my mother including her own husband" Ken said coldly, the teenage boy who always obeyed his parents was looking at his father defiantly.

"Pope can divorce mom, papa can be disappointed with mom, papa can do it pa, but papa can't and don't have the right to hurt mama, hurt my mama, not deserve. Pa, papa's not entitled"

Adhira gasped at Ken's arms, while Zeo was stunned by his son's words. The two parents seemed to realize how much their children loved them.

"Same brother Zela knows that papa who always fights alone all this time, we know that papa is the most hurt person so far, he said, but papa-what has you ever heard of the mother's explanation in depth, do you know the wishes of the most basic of mama's heart? Have you ever talked to each other without having to attach importance to your ego and emotions?"

"Mama's in love with Papa, but maybe she's proud to show him, "

Zeo glanced at his wife who was in Ken's arms in silence.

"Pa- Are you sure you're parting from mama?" Ken asked quivering, looking at his papa with a look of supplication, as well as Zela who had cried while holding her hose infusion.

"Did you ever think that maybe this breakup would hurt all of us?"

"Have you ever wondered what happened after you agreed to sign the letter?"

"Did you ever imagine if maybe later we will not often meet because of living alone?"

"Did you ever think of our messy feelings?"

"Pa, Papa said that once papa was destroyed because of the selfishness of his parents, then do we also have to be destroyed in the same way?"

"Pa, we've felt the meaning of a complete family that you loved dearly all this time, spoiled, dear, preferred, but- would you not want the same completeness love for Ken's sister later? Does he have to be alone? Not expected?"

"Pa, if you used to want to survive and willing to do anything for the sake of us to survive in the mama, for the sake of us being able to live happily, what is the same reason can not papa lasain for Ken pa's sister? Is he not worth that much to get papa back on his feet?"

Zeo looked at his children with reddened eyes, and he began to realize that this decision not only hurt him but also hurt his children.

"Pa- As bad as mama, Mama Ken same Zela is still a mama, nothing else, nothing better than mama in this world, and the best intentions papa want to be happyin us, but if papa misahin we are the same mama, sorry pa, papa tetep the worst person for us"

"If papa still wants to separate us from mama, then we will miss ourselves from papa"

Zeo was silent, his eyes were blank, while Adhira was stunned, his children defended himself so fiercely, and he wasted these great children instead?

"Papa" Zela walked while carrying her hose infusion. Hugging his papa tightly, not caring about his arm that was still painful when used to tightly hug his papa's body.

"Pa" Zela called out softly, her wet eyes staring at her papa twinkling.

Zeo smiled faintly, rubbing her daughter's hair dearly. "Hm" said slowly.

"Just like mama, papa is our best version of papa, there will be no papa as great and strong as papa other than this papa Zela and Ken, he said, there will be no patient and lonely papa other than papa" Zela pointed at Zeo's chest. "There will be none but papa, pa, because papa is our only papa"

"The two of you are the greatest parents for us, we are the best family version of our own family, make this a lesson for us pa, for papa, for mama, for Zela, for Zela, for Ken, for all of us, Pa- survives one more time huh pa?" Pinta Zela with a hoot.

"We fight once again yes, but this time not only papa who survives and fights, but all of us, want ya pa? We make our family the greatest family, right? We welcome Zela's sister to Ken happily, we humble the evil ego, we build our happy home again huh pa?"

"Pa-papa would you?"

Zeo looked at Adhira who was now also staring at him, they were silent to each other, but it was as if the pain and fear they could feel from their hearts.

"Zeo-let's fix it again?" The voice of Adhira vibrated.

"I-I love you Ze" said Adhira then hugged Zeo's body, joined by Zela,

Zeo then looked at Ken who was silently staring at him. Before the teenage boy smiled and put his body into his arms.

They were all racing to hug Zeo, and Zeo realized one thing, it seemed like holding on one more time was not a bad thing.

Along with his big hand that returned the embrace of his wife and children docket divorce papers fell out of his grasp.

And hopefully it's the right decision.

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Note:

Many repeated words or sentences that were spoken by Dhira was not intended to convolve ya guys, but it was as evidence that at that time the atmosphere was indeed that small.

because for people who have a crisis of confidence, a crisis of spirit, a crisis of support, he will try to repeat his statement over and over again in order to get a confession or defense. And that's what happened to Dhira.

So, how's this chapter?