EGO - Adhira
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But when the talk Zeo and his gang have brought the name of Adhira and himself. Panji thinks he should interfere.

The banner clenched its hands, it had to straighten this matter. He should see Adhira immediately. Must.

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And now here is Panji, in front of the house of his beloved who has been dating him for almost 3 years. Adhira.

Panji is not a seditious person, he will search for the truth carefully, which is why he is now here, to ask for Adhira's explanation from Zeo and his gang.

Panji has been dating Adhira for a long time, you could say they are a real friend of a boyfriend, Adhira is a friend of TK-SMP Panji, before finally deciding to date when he was in 3rd grade Junior High.

Because they have known since childhood, and have been too familiar, too trusting, too loving each other. Neither Adhira nor Panji himself ever demanded much when dating. Moreover, they had LDR when Panji school in Jakarta for 2 years. They rarely walk together, rarely ngedate together, even the pronouns both still use, 'Lo-gue' because it is too amused to call 'me-you' like other dating people.

Panji never demanded Adhira to be glued to him, Panji did not curb Adhira, it was all because he knew. Adhira is a popular girl at her school. Adhira is the perfect figure for the ideal female standard. Beautiful, smart, independent, brave and what Panji likes the most is that Adhira has never been an author.

Panji is a delinquent teenager who is sometimes carried away by the flow of promiscuity, but Adhira never judges him. A beautiful girl with many achievements never even judged her bad. Adhira only applied that Panji was with her. The road with him, Panji can't have that bad influence on him.

Such as Cigarettes,

Adhira is not the type of boyfriend who scolds her for quitting smoking, Adhira is the type of girlfriend who holds the motto 'You can smoke, you can be naughty, but not in front of me'

Because it's. Panji loved the girl very much, Panji even willingly moved back to Bandung and school in earnest for the sake of Adhira, so that the girl was not ashamed to be with delinquents like him.

So that he deserves his presence.

Adhira is the reason Panji keeps changing and struggles to achieve his goals.

But-but

Panji closed his eyes to set the expressiveness and emotion of his heart first before throwing a smile as Mira opened the door of the house for him.

"Aunty night," said Panji kindly.

Mira was stifled because she did not expect Panjilah to visit. And that expression was seen by Panji.

"M-night Panji, here come in."

"Em, no need Tan, the banner is just for a moment, just want to say something to Adhira. Is there a tan?"

Mira nodded stiffly, "That's it, that's it, just a second!" mira said then passed away.

The banner was blown away for a moment, Mira's welcome was very different from usual. Panji did not even catch the cheerful face he got if he came to visit.

Panji shook his head, trying to throw away all his bad thoughts.

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The late Adhira was startled by the hasty arrival of his mother.

"So, there's a banner down below." and that one sentence made the adhira even more undifferentiated. His breathing was choked, he even had a long time to catch a blank mind. But with the courage that he got from nowhere, Adhira immediately went down after combing his hair.

Every now and then Adhira stopped stepping when dizzy and his limp body like it would just fall down.

"Dhir" Panji's gentle call made Adhira look up.

The banner was blocked, the presence looked different, he looked very pale, a sad look with blackened eye bags, reddened eyes and a thinner body and the girl's left wrist was still bandaged. Adhira is like a depressed person.

"Dhira lo why?" Panji immediately grabbed his lover into his embrace.

Adhira made no sound, but she clasped Panji's jacket, she was frightened, she wanted to complain, and she cried again.

"Gue don't papa, you're done with the exam?" Dhira asked weakly on the sidelines.

Panji nodded still hugging Adhira. Seeing the destruction of Adhira now without the need to ask even Panji already know the answer.

"Dhirs?" call Panji slowly.

"Hm?" adhira said he was still at home hearing Panji's rhythmic heartbeat.

Adhira. He was about to retreat to take off their embrace but Panji was reluctant to let go. The young man hugged him even tighter.

"This first, I miss a lot." whispered Panji rasping.

Adhira was silent, but her mind was filled with many questions. Will Panji accept it.

"Pan, g-gue"

"Non virgin? Its ok, I don't blame it." Panji said quickly.even too fast for the size of a lover who already knows betrayed.

Adhira froze, did Panji know.

"Pa-"

"Don't ask me know where Dhir from, I'll love sams lo I'll keep nerima lo whatever the situation. I love you" Adhira can feel something dripping on her head. Pennants crying.

"Gue love lo Dhir,"

"Pa"

"Pennant"

"Gue ain't shitting"

" The banner of terror first"

"Gue says I'm not horrified, not horrified, not

"Gue is pregnant" said Adhira closing her eyes.

The banner choked, he immediately took off his embrace. He looked at Adhira who had shed tears.

"Lo what?"

"Gue's pregnant, so you can go now, we break up ok." Adhira said.

Panji was still silent, but his hands were clenched tightly.

"Who?"

"WHO!" panji snapped shaking the frail shoulder of Adhira.

Adhira just cried.

Panji ruffled his hair, his mind branched, he knew for sure who the father of Adhira's son was. Who else if not Zeo. But Panji still tried to deny it. He doesn't accept.

Panji looked at the crying Adhira, he then passed away just like that. He needs to see Zeo as soon as possible.

Well, quickly.

The young man didn't even realize how devastated Adhira was seeing his departure.

Adhira is devastated, Panji says he will accept Adhira no matter what happens but the young man leaves after knowing the facts. Adhira entered his room, even the call of his mother or father he did not hear.

Adhira cried again, he entered the bathroom, locked it, living a shower of water, Adhira banged her chest to remove the tightness that squeezed.

Adhira drowned her head in the bath until trouble breathed. He did it over and over again until his body fell into a limp.

His body was shivering, his head was dizzy but the desire to end his life continued to run rampant. Adhira cried for quite a while.

"Akhhh" he roared, and he set his head against the bathroom.

Pulling his hair and re-sticking his head against the wall, he continued to do so until the smell of rancid his nose. There was thick blood seeping from his head. Then the stitches on his wet wrist opened, feeling very sore.

Adhira smiled among the excruciating pain she felt. He had solved the problem, he thought before the darkness took away his consciousness.

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