EGO - Adhira
Ego-45 Ego is hard to conquer

Zeo should have persuaded her to keep her baby as she always has.

But-but

But why fight?

Adhira looked at Zeo with a hard to interpret look.

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"Why do you diem hah! Scared?" Zeo's touch when Adhira just stared at the broken remote and glass ashtray that had been hit by his rampage.

"Ze"

"Gue's tired of Adhira, I'm tired, do you know what burden I bear since I stopped lo hah? Do you know how I make an effort to be in front of you now huh?"

"Gue uda try to remember you in front of my family, I have always said, right, I choose lo Dhira, No Alina or Panji in our lives!! Why do you always talk about Alina. Alina, Alina, and Alina"

Zeo stared at Adhira deeply, many thoughts in the young man's head, honestly his pride was pinched because Adhira kept accusing him of cheating. If this morning he could still change this discussion, then now it seems that Adhira is really intolerable.

"Do you hate that much as I do Dhir? " Zeo chuckled softly, Irritable and desperate.

"Is it because you hate me you will also hate your children as well as Dhir? Do you have that heart?" zeo asked sounding desperate.

"Gu-gue" Adhira stutters, before she looks Zeo in tears. "Yes, I hate it the same way you do, and I have nothing to do with these kids. I'm just the place he stopped by" Adhira said blankly.

Zeo wiped away her tears that suddenly fell, unlucky, her heart ached so much because Adhira rejected her children. It felt like he felt how rejected his parents used to be.

Zeo nodded, "Ok, if that's what you want, I'll take care of them and I'm sure they won't find you in the future" said Zeo who made Adhira speechless. His body even felt stiff from the shock of Zeo's response.

Does that mean Zeo just let go? Didn't Zeo try to hold him back any longer? Has Zeo given up on him? Is Zeo no longer suspicious of him? How will their children be?

"Are you going to take them to your girlfriend?"

Zeo glanced at Adhira, "Maybe, don't you want to be a mother to them? At least my girlfriend will not refuse my children like you who refuse them"

"No!" Shouted Adhira as she recalled her mother's words last night, what it meant that these children would forget her.

Zeo raised his eyebrows defiantly. "What does that mean for Lo Dhira?"

"Gue won't give them to your boyfriend, because I'm the one who's humming them Zeo!!" shouts Adhira suddenly.the woman is her own emotion if one day what her mother says becomes reality.

Zeo frowned, "isn't that what you want? I'm going to take my kids. Why don't you accept it now."

Adhira was silent for a long time, "From the time I love them, I think I better throw them in the orphanage. It's better that none of us get them"

Zeo clenched his hands, what was he saying, Orphanage? Cih, Apa Adhira is trying to make her children feel what she feels. Well, even though Zeo could not understand what he felt as a baby, but, hearing the story about the rejection of his parents alone his heart hurt amazingly.

"You want that, what the hell is Dhir? You said you didn't want to take care of them, you said you didn't want to live with me. And the time I'm going to fully take custody of them you don't accept. What do you want really? Very selfish indeed lo."

"Yes, why is it that if I'm selfish, I don't want this kid to be happy. I want them to suffer like they made me suffer as long as they were." Shouted Adhira trembling,

Zeo chuckled, the young man holding the corner of his lips that were bleeding again as he shouted earlier. "Lo know Dhir, if I could change your position to take care of the children, I would not ask you to make their defense until now" said Zeo gamang.

"Lo tau Dhir, the animals would willingly die for his son. But lo? Do you even hope your children suffer ? you expect lo-kids "

"GUE IS NOT A FUCKING ANIMAL"

"IYA LO IS NOT AN ANIMAL, BUT A HUMILIATED HUMAN BEING WHO IS EVEN LOWER IN DEGREE THAN AN ANIMAL. YOU KNOW THAT."Enraged Zeo pointed at Adhira's face.

Adhira was caught by the woman crying.

"If the divorce makes you happy, if the suffering of my children is what you expect. Then I will say the same for you Dhir. "

Adhira looked at Zeo questioningly.

"Gue will not divorce you until anytime. I'm gonna make you bond to death with me and my kids. Do you know what Dhir means? " Zeo approached the crying Adhira.

"That means your life is in my hands."

"BASTARD LO, BASTARD LO ZEO" Amuk Adhira did not accept. The woman beat Zeo's chest blindly.

"Lo evil Zeo, lo evil hhuhu" Adhira sobbed in Zeo's chest.

"Lo the more evil Dhira, lo the most evil here" whispered the sadistic Zeo, but his hand still patted the back of Adhira calmed down.

"Ze, uhk"

Zeo let go of his embrace.

"Akh is sick Ze-" Adhira holds onto her suddenly cramped stomach.

Zeo, who had not reacted at first, panicked when Adhira looked in pain.

"Dhir, why?"

"Akh sa-sick" Adhira hugged her belly wrapped around it, the woman even almost fell over if Zeo did not embrace her.

"Dhira-" Zeo muttered as he saw the viscous blood tracing Adhira's thigh.

"Dhira lo-b,

"Zeo's pain, hicks, sakiits, Hicks"

Dhir, lo-lo resistant g-gue will take you to the hospital" Zeo said shaking.

"Dhir-knoweth that Dhir don't scare me." Zeo panicked when she saw Adhira complaining of pain and almost fainting in her arms.

"Dhira, look at me Dhira!!! Goddamn bum!! Look at me Adhira! Don't close your eyes, Adhira!!" Zeo shook Adhira's body in fear.

With her consciousness in hand, Adhira could feel her body drifting, perhaps Zeo was holding her, she could also hear the young man continue to beg her to open her eyes.

"Lo ze scoundrel" whispered Adhira before closing her eyes due to the excruciating pain she was in.

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