EGO - Adhira
Ego-61 Unwanted feelings

Two days after the conversation Adhira and his mother, Adhira increasingly looked gloomy, especially when Zeo on the last day could not be contacted. Adhira's troubled mind gets more cramped when her twins ask her whereabouts of her papa over and over again. It's Zeo's fifth day in Japan. And Adhira just felt what loss is. longing and guilt.

Plus this morning he went out to buy the twins' milk and accidentally met his front-door neighbor. Who else if not Devi. The woman who now holds a law degree was standing in front of the fence, as if she was waiting for him.

"Just come home Dhir? Where are you from?" Devi asked with her chest closed.

Adhira melengos, not intending to answer.

"It's so arrogant lo Dhir, don't want to try to kill yourself first"

Adhira stopped his steps, the woman's eyes stared intently at the interlocutor, "Why the hell, you are so busy with my life? If you don't like me yaudah close your eyes, assume I'm invisible.very difficult"

"No need to be tired also napa, Tuh, pantesan brother Zeo ninggali lo and reciprocate with his ex. It must be because of this, you're not dignified."

Adhira squinted her eyes in annoyance.

"Ntar also know the taste, oya legally yes, if his mother is depressed can you take custody of his children."

"Lo doain I'm divorced!!"

"Eh, isn't it? Kirain? Looks like you are a widow kayak ngenes anyway. " Ejek Devi's. "But don't get angry, Dhir, I just want to give you a picture in terms of the law"

"Oh yes, I'm not angry anyway, let alone the same unemployment is not for you, not pantes like angry. Uh, sorry I don't want to say you're unemployed, or you want to say legally, but anyway, you're unemployed it's a reality right?"

Well, even though the debate ended Adhira won a landslide, but still, the discussion still disturbed Adhira. And it was until carried away the next night, Adhira was veiled with confusion, the woman continued to think about the words of her friends and also her mother last night, and the difficulties of her neighbors.

There have been 5 days of Zeo. And that guy hasn't called her at all. Adhira is upset when Zeo calls Devan's number to talk to Zela and Ken.

What's the difference anyway? Thought Adhira grabbed her hair. He was really frustrated because of Zeo.

"Damn you Ze" said Adhira slowly when he could not remove Zeo's shadow in his mind. Big questions gouged in his head. Is Zeo loyal to him? Does Zeo remember him and the kids? Zeo is not at home in vain. "Damn it, Damn you Ze" growled Adhira grabbed her own hair.

"Huh, what's mama?"

Adhira was surprised, he looked at Zela who was approaching towards him.

"What's? "

"Mama called brother earlier, mama said fuck you Ze. Mama call you sister, right ma?" zela explained.

"Hah, ah, that, no dear, Mama was shocked earlier she was shocked" said Adhira stroking Zela's hair. Sangking was carried away by emotions in Zeo Adhira until he forgot that tonight Zela and Ken slept with him.

"Oh, um, mama"

"Hm" Sahut Adhira while hugging Zela, holding his eldest daughter dear, since the conversation with his mother, Adhira now indeed closer to Zela and Ken, the, More often hug and kiss like Zeo while looking after his two children.

"Why when do you get home? " tanya Zela plays Adhira's pajama buttons.

"Yes ma, when will papa come home?" asked Ken who came to his mother and brother in bed. Leaving his Lego on the floor just like that.

Adhira sighed, "Mama doesn't know yet,"

"Papa did not come home again he said tan-tan depi mah. Papa Uda's got Zela Ken who told him it was there."

Adhira frowned confusedly, this Zela language is so magical. In the midst of confusion stringing Zela's sentence secretly Adhira salute Zeo who immediately understood Zela and Ken's intentions without thinking first. Ah, why Zeo again?

"Tante Devi said papa didn't come home because uda has Zela Ken who's new there?" tanya Adhira who was possessed strongly by Zela.

"He'em ma's. Ken was crying. Brother also wanted Naki tai Desu (Ikut nangis) earlier but, but it's the same grandfather, Ken carried ma ndak can say mama said grandfather same om ahead." Zela story.

Adhira closed her eyes to regulate her emotions so as not to come to Devi on these nights. That one woman still likes to take care of her life.

"Tante Devi lied, papa must have come home papa only have one Zea with one Ken in the world" explained Adhira to calm his children.

"World?"

"Oh, what's the world?" ken asked, his eyes confused.

Adhira bit her lower lip. "Then ask me if papa Uda came home. Now Zela is the same Ken bobok huh. Uda night. " said Adhira menciun Zela.

"Ken is also here bobok mama," said Adhira pulled Ken who sleeps transversely.

"Where's the crime?" ask Adhira, please,

"grandson?" zela asked confusedly.

"Grandson, Ken is the granddaughter of obachan" said Ken pointing at him.

"sister too, grandmother's older sister." cried Zela not accept.

Adhira took her breath in. "Dear husband, milk.not grandchildren, Apa ya em miruku (Susu)" Adhira explained. It feels like Adhira wants to continue to curse Zeo and Zeo family who get used to their two children speaking Japanese every day. Its nothing. If this is the case, Adhira is also bothered later, especially if they enter school later. It's very difficult to change Zela and Ken's speaking habits because Zeo is the one who gets used to it at home.

"Miluku Zela uda has run out"

"Ken sonya mama."

"Yaudah if so, now Zela is the same Ken bobok huh. Mama's dizzy" said Adhira kissing Zela and Ken alternately.

"Otogibanashi (Dongeng)hore" cried ken

"Hore, " cried Zela following, asking Adhira to tell a story.

Again this is the habit that Zeo taught his children with the reason to hone the imagination of Zela and Ken.

"Ok, " said Adhira sitting next to her two children to start storytelling. Although Zela and Ken often ask this and that but eventually both fell asleep after a few minutes later.

After her son went to sleep, Adhira recalled the problem. To be honest, the words of his three friends and mother really disturbed him.

Especially if you remember that Grandma Zeo did not like it. Didn't Zeo invite him to come to Japan because he will marry again at the request of his grandmother who likes to chat it. Or how?

Adhira's mind immediately fussed over it.

Breathe in slowly, adjusting his sitting position. Adhira convinces herself to call Zeo's number. If that bastard really had a replacement for him. Adhira vowed to cut off his two children from Zeo for the rest of his life.

"The number you are

Tut

Adhira held her phone firmly when Zeo's number was no longer reachable. Bad thoughts have plagued him.

Adhira tries to positive thinking when Zeo number is not active, he then makes sense by calling Zea number and Zee on his phone. He typed the message on both of them simultaneously because it was already night, surely Japan was more night there considering the Japanese time is 2 hours faster than Indonesia.

Because there was no reply, Adhira opened an Instagram Zeo account. Hope to get information from there. And the result was true that her body was trembling when she saw her husband's last post.

There Zeo uploaded a photo of cherry blossoms with a caption that if translated to 'Beautiful, like my Aizel.'

Then there was a striking comment from Alina's instagram account, Adhira remembered it because she always stalked her husband's most beautiful account.

'Well, this young papa's dream is'

The post was uploaded 7 hours ago with a lot of comments.

Adhira held onto her rumbling chest, Aizel who does Zeo mean? His new girlfriend?

Thinking about it made Adhira unaware of herself starting to sob while holding her own scream. "Your son of a bitch Ze, you son of a bitch." That means his cell phone's strong. His heart is really sick.

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