EGO - Adhira
Ego-50 Patience is thinning

Zeo silently watched Adhira from behind the glass room. The woman sat opposite a psychiatrist she knew.

Zeo scrunched his head as Adhira shouted while answering a psychiatrist's question. Zeo concluded that Adhira during her pregnancy was under tremendous psychic pressure. But because of his haughty and arrogant attitude made the pressure was not clearly visible. Now that there is this position, Zeo only understands why Adhira had often attempted suicide or aborted her womb, or even antipasi when she approached him.

Zeo daydreamed for a long time, much to the man's thought, until he was unaware someone was approaching him.

"Zeos?" call Om Han, the psychiatrist who works with Adhira and papa Zeo's acquaintance.

Zeo turned, "Ah, yes om, how did Adhira do?" zeo asked as Om Han stood in front of him.

"Okaya who was diagnosed by a previous psychologist, Adhira experienced what is called postpartum depression or postpartum depression. But moreover it seems that Adhira also has more psychic pressure than that, from the results of the interviews we did. Apparently, sorry before Zeo instead of Om wanted to accuse you but did you ever do something that hurt Adhira? Like hitting or cursing excessively for example? Which can roughly make Adhira depressed during this time. Because you could say the Adhira Depression is heavy. He's even scared to see your kids"

Zeo stammered, of course he often did it first. But is it that bad?

Om Han smiled, as a psychiatrist of course he could read the expressions of his interlocutors. And without asking again Han can already find the common thread of the problem of his friend's child.

"Maybe later Adhira can not accept your children, but that does not mean it can not. Adhira can heal slowly. This type of depression is short-term, so don't worry too much

"- However during Om's recovery hope you don't force Adhira to interact with your children, she still needs time to accept. And also Om hope you can be more gentle and attention again to Adhira. your wife just needs to be open because all this time she's been holding her own so when she's emotional she can lose control of herself and end up hurting herself-"

"- Although this depression includes short-term depression but if allowed to drag on later Adhira not only hurt himself, but if it is allowed to drag on, maybe Adhira will dare to hurt you or even your child who he feels is the source of his life problems."

Zeo nodded stiffly, too much information and facts that he received in the period of dawn until noon made him unable to think clearly.

****

On the way home from Om Han's practice, Zeo noticed that Adhira didn't talk much. The woman just stared blankly out the window and occasionally cried for no reason. The woman's eyes were even swollen from crying a lot.

"I'm going to the hospital, are you coming?" bargain Zeo on Adhira gently. Ah, more precisely trying gently. Indeed who could roughly continue to be patient if the person he had to overtime had just tried to kill his children.

Adhira looked at him, "Hospital? Why?" Ask Adhira.

"Get the kids together"

"No! Zeo no! Don't turn don't turn, Akhhh!! If I say no, no!" Shouted Adhira as soon as they realized they had stopped in front of the hospital.

"Go home Zeo, go home!!!!" Adhira held Zeo's arm in fear.

Zeo rubbed his face, he stomped Adhira's hand against his arm."You hate it the same way they do, huh Dhir?"

Adhira turned her face away, reluctantly looking at Zeo who now looked extremely injured.

"Can't you hate me? I'm wrong in this position dhir, I beg you" said Zeo memelas.

"Gue please open your heart to them, they need Dhir's mother, they need you" said Zeo rasping, now that the man is easily touched especially if it has discussed his two children. As at this moment for example the man's eyes already looked red.

"Just try to hug them, look them in the eye, lo-"

"It can't be done!" snapped Adhira, "Lo always prioritizes your children, you never think about my feelings. I'm hiks, Lo evil Ze, you're the only one I can andelin, but lo-Lo always thinks of kids and kids!" Jerky Adhira.

"Who says I just prioritize them without thinking about your feelings, it's you who have no feelings. Didn't any of your maternal nature appear when we saw our children Dhir? Are your hearts not moved at all when they cry like that? They're the blood of our flesh lo dhir, Lo humming them 7 months Adhira! 7 Months, and there's no way your heart's open to them. "

Adhira held her sealtbet down, the woman sobbed. Zeo.

Zeo stared at the crying Adhira for quite a while. He realized that he should not have scolded Adhira when just a few minutes ago the woman was under open pressure from a psychiatrist. Zeo knew he was wrong. But his patience no longer knows the meaning of right and wrong.

" I don't mean you make me accept my life lo, but can you accept my children Dhir? They're not wrong. They just need your help as a mother already, what's so hard?"

"Me-they're nasty hiks-"

"They are not evil Adhira, you are evil!! Is it not enough to hurt them during their stay? APA IS NOT ENOUGH HAH" Zeo's emotions peaked as soon as she remembered Adhira's treatment of her children.

Adhira flinched, Zeo's loud voice piercing through the recesses of her heart.

"Gue wants to meet my kids, I want to bring them home. If you do not want you to go home first" said Zeo ketus, he chose to end his own emotions because he was reluctant to make things worse and also psychic Adhira. Even though it's too late.

"This is the money, you can pull up a taxi and show me the address of my house that I sent to lo. Or if you want you to be able to drive yourself, this is the key." added Zeo and then got out of the car, leaving Adhira who continued to look at him with bated cries.

****

Zeo immediately met his two children who this afternoon can go home. The man held his baby daughter and kissed her baby boy who was still in the crib.

"Adhira's not coming?"

Zeo turned to his mother who was preparing milk for the two Zeo babies. Because Adhira who can not give his two children breast milk, then for the nutrition of his two children Zeo must buy a formula recommended by doctors who can gain weight both babies are normal.

"He was in the car," said Zeo quietly, leaning his daughter in a hug as if pouring out his heart to his little daughter.

"Are you upset with him?" ask Papa.

"There's also no position she wants, you just need to be patient and survive for your child and wife."

Zeo was silent for a long time, he kissed his daughter again when he realized his mistake with Adhira earlier.

"What your papa said is true Ze, you just need to be patient again, regulate your emotions even better. Do not hurt your wife and children because of your emotions" said his mother.

Zeo nodded, looking at his two children in turn. The two 24-day-old babies were still very small and seemed to show their frailty. Zeo felt tightness in his chest because of that.

"Stt, how come you're so whiny about Ze now?" his mother said then hugged Zeo who was still holding her child. The man was crying in his mother's arms.

"Is this a punishment for Ze huh ma? If yes Ze nyesel ma, Ze nyesel really-gener nyesel. "crying Zeo on his mother's shoulders.

"Cup-cup uda dong, you are uda so papa loh means it must be stronger again, more patient, and stronger because you are a shield for your family. Try to see that baby see his papa. Confused as to why the papa was whiny." mama Zeo comforted.

Zeo chuckled, and kissed his two children when they were staring at him.

"Father dear you," whispered the man to his sorrow.

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Very deep discussion.

Oya, Happy weekend guys.