EGO - Adhira
Ego-39 Adhira and his grief

"Your neighbor said, Zeo uda didn't come home for a week. What kind of man goes out of the house without even telling his wife" Deni growled.

"Here you go, let's go home!" deni's orders are absolute.

And Adhira felt his world collapse in one go.

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Adhira was silent all the way home, he did not comment on all the questions of his parents and sister.

He stared out through the windshield while occasionally sounding as much as the rest of his cries earlier.

The woman wiped away the remains of her cries, why she could be so sick and sad just knowing that Zeo had gone and ran away from her responsibilities. Shouldn't he be happy, shouldn't he feel free? Then why is she crying like this now. Why did that unwilling feeling hit his chest so hard. Wh why? Why did Zeo leave him? Was it because the young man was unable to deal with his attitude anymore?Wh why? Why was it when he started to feel what it was to miss the young man?

Adhira could not bear his sadness, he cried awkwardly not caring about his mother who joined in crying, feeling sorry for him.

"Darling, don't think so" Mama Adhira pulled Adhira into her arms. Make that cry harder.

"Zeo ninggali Dhira ma. hiks, Zeo ninggali us" The emotions are sad.

Adhira lowered her head when she felt the soft kick of her stomach, she was reluctant to stroke it, it felt like Adhira wanted to avenge her heartache on Zeo through her children. Doesn't that young man love his children so much? And all the treatment was not separated from the view of his family.

Mira looked at her daughter with a nelangsa. Adhira was her most resolute and courageous daughter before, the vengeful and rigid genes of her father and the stubborn nature of her late mother really made Adhira grow up as a tough and fearless child. Plus the spicy mouth and lantamnya more complete it. During fifteen years guarding Adhira, Mira even very rarely saw Adhira crying because of something precisely Adhira that often makes people cry, Adhira often makes children cry, but this time when seeing Adhira shut her mouth so as not to sob to make Mira join in crying in silence, her heart was really sliced to see the fragile Adhira.

Deni who noticed the two women crying also hardened his jaw, the middle-aged man even held the steering wheel firmly, as if imagining that his daughter-in-law was strangled by his hand. The desire to repair the relationship just disappeared. Adhira's father actually wants to break the rope of his relationship with Zeo or who is related to Zeo in the life of his daughter, except for the prospective two grandchildren.

As for Devan, the boy was silent. He kept sending text messages through all of his brother-in-law's social media accounts. Begging her brother to come home quickly. Even if viewed from his guts Devan looks furious once found a beautiful face of a woman who is not his sister on his brother-in-law's instagram account. Indeed, it was an old post. Posted one year ago. But still, Devan was infuriated by his brother-in-law. And without realizing it,

The boy clenched his hands tightly.

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Once home, Adhira immediately shut herself in the room, crying over her unwarranted grief. She even missed her dinner, her pregnant milk and all that stuff about her. Adhira was too sad to be ordinary.

Adhira just glanced at the door of her room with a gamang. Not wanting to answer his mother's call, he didn't want to talk.

The beats and seduction of his mother and father changed, and Adhira still reluctantly rose from his place. Until finally, at nine o'clock in the evening, his mother and father gave up, letting him sleep after once again seducing him to open the door of the room.

"Sister, if you don't want to open the door, but sleep yes baby, later if hungry just take at the dining table. uda mama ready."

"Sleep well, son"

Adhira bit her lower lip, How can she sleep well if the sadness and pain in her heart and stomach continue to bother her.

"You guys are horrified it's a torment, my family is sad because of me. I sacrificed a lot for you"

"J-so you can't defend me once. Dear me, choose me, you guys are right in my life hicks, do not know thank you" Adhira pounding her stomach, blaming the babies for her sadness.

"You know, you know what your son of a bitch is doing, he's staying with you. Hixes. He left you guys." Adhira curled up in her bed.

"He just benefits me dong hiks, he betrays me, asshole. Ahk, Evil, you must die" Adhira suddenly rose from her sleep.

His wet eyes were full of hatred. He must respond to his sorrow and suffering.

"You must know how my heart aches from now on, hiks. I hate you guys" Adhira tergugu.

But after a long cry, Finally drowning, the woman pulled Zeo's jacket to her hug. The jacket that at that time did not want him to wear because of disgust now he hugged tightly.

"Gue hates elo, Ze, hates as much." Tangis Adhira inhaled the full fragrance of Zeo.

He hates when his heart and logic don't match. He wants to be angry but misses.

Adhira was more intrigued when she felt her stomach ache, she missed Zeo.

And the night of his birthday, he ended with a wet eye. With Zeo's jacket in his warm arms.