EGO - Adhira
Ego-58 Five years of marriage

Adhira turned her face away as Zeo smiled broadly at her, The sincere smile she saw almost every day of her five-year marriage, the smile that made Zeo's eyes narrow like a crescent moon.

"Ohayoo mama" And the cheerful greeting, Adhira is familiar and has been very memorized by the routine of her husband and two children in the last three years.

"Morning" And the answer that is always the same that Adhira gives, Answer in a Flat tone. But even so, both Zeo and his two children had a big smile with their eyes narrowed. Takahashi's Special Characteristics.

"Today we're having a picnic, right, Dhir?"Zeo asked when Adhira finished putting vegetable salad in front of her two children.

"Picnic?" Tanya Adhira was a bit shocked.

"Don't tell me you forgot" Hela Zeo was limp, her cheerful face and fluffy smile instantly disappeared, leaving her limp shoulders and a cold gaze.

Adhira cremated chopsticks that she had used to divide vegetable salad for her son. He forgot, he forgot. Zeo had told him last night that this Saturday they were going to have a picnic but Adhira messed it up. "sorry"

Zeo closed his eyes, Resisting being annoyed.

"Papa, papa, we're having a picnic, right? " Tanya Zela excitedly while secretly getting rid of the cabbage vegetable that she almost ate.

"What picnic? what papa?" Ask Ken to be confused. Ah, Zeo children are still having trouble organizing sentences and understanding some words in Indonesian. Adhira often has trouble understanding what her children say. But strangely not for Zeo, the father of two easily understood what his two children meant.

"Picnic, is it a picnic, papa? What papa?" Ask Ken again.

"Ryokou (Vacation) is it papa, isn't it papa?" Zela tried to explain.

"Ryokou (holiday)- ahahahah, kankou, kankouu (Tamasya)" Cheered Ken who began to understand what the meaning of the picnic discussed papa and his mama.

Adhira lowered her head as Zeo looked at her in blame.

"Papa kok diem aja, Hayaku-hayakuu (Cepet come cepet) papa," Rengek Ken again.

Zeo smiled, he looked at his two children dearly, "Sorry well, I guess we are not a picnic today. But papa Promise, tomorrow we have a picnic. "

Her cheery face instantly faded away, "But why?" Zela asked trying to hold back her tears.

"Papa suddenly have to go to the office now, you papa deliver to daycare miss Ana aja want?" Zeo said with a big smile, trying to get his two children back up.

"T-but-but

"Today you can get ice cream, "

"T-but-but

"Es cream with chocolate topping, must be delicious" Rayu Zeo.

Ken and Zela looked at her mother timidly, "can you, can you?" Zela asked representing her sister who was staring at her mother full of pleadings. Adhira is very strict in the affairs of food and drinks consumed by his two children. The mother of two children did not hesitate to get angry unclear when her son broke the rules.

Adhira smiled forcefully as Zeo looked at her threatingly, "Well, today only" Sahut Adhira who immediately got the joyful cheers of Takahashi's two grandchildren.

"Papa send me Agil sir. Papa both mama want to go to the office with hm?" Said zeo who again got the nod of his two children. While Adhira felt the atmospheric temperature of his house became hot.

Zeo would have wanted to talk to him..

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"You mean what exactly is Dhir?" Zeo asked as soon as his two children had boarded the car and left.

Adhira lowered her head, "I really forgot"

Adhira silence.

Zeo sighed in annoyance, "You promised complete family love for Zela and Kem first" said Zeo.

"Don't like gini dong Dhir"

"How do you think? I'd love a complete family for them, I'd be a full 24-hour housewife with them and you, what else Ze, I actually forgot this time" Adhira said he was not to blame.

Zeo sighed, "Five years old, five years old we married, there is no change in your direction that is good for me or for children. You actually think we mean nothing to your life?"

Adhira silence.

"No, you I love the easiest question you have to answer yes or no you just shut up, I doubt your affection, either as a mother or wife in this house."

Adhira was silent.

"I think you're changing lo Dhir, wanting to lower your ego for us, for our family. But-Is it hard to see us using your affection hm? You're no longer an 18-year-old boy loh Dhir, you're a mama, you're 23, you're a little grown-up?"

"What adults are

"You think I don't know why you don't want a picnic? Because you're afraid to meet your friends, right? Because you're ashamed of the people that a poor Adhira Alindra, a beautiful and young man is married, so housewives who know how to take care of children hm?"Sent Zeo fast.

"Ze I, I-" Adhira was unable to continue his sentence, which Zeo said was true, after three years ago Adhira promised to give the family whole for her two children, Adhira did focus his life for his small family, he no longer rejects Zeo affection, he no longer rejects Zeo kisses or feelings, he also began to show full affection for his two children. Especially since they moved into their own house last year.

But-but

Only to that extent, Adhira is still embarrassed and prestige if he has to admit his small family in public. The prestige of Adhira was still as high as the sky. She was ashamed and felt that she did not have equality when she gathered with complex mothers who were highly educated, had a lot of experience, and had satisfying talents.

Moreover, her status as Takahashi's first wife, increasingly makes her often viewed differently, with her young age, her graduation at school, and rumors of pregnancy outside marriage.

Adhira looks fine, but sometimes he lacks confidence for it.In fact, Sometimes with the sky-high Egonga, Adhira will curb his two children not to this or that.

Not want to take her children to the mall together because they want to be seen as a young girl who is single. Did not want to accompany Zeo to the company because he did not want to be seen as vmsi cinderella brought by the prince. Well, Adhira and his prestige and high ego are hard to separate. Unknowingly hurt Zeo a long time ago.

Zeo rubbed his face, "Jude, I'm sorry, tomorrow we have to have a picnic, Monday I have to go to Japan."

"To Japan?"

"Hm, the head office again there is a problem, papa again is not fit for long trips"

Adhira squeezes her hand. "Ze

"You know, the problem was just this last morning, as long as tomorrow we really have a picnic, like the kids, Ya Dhir, want to?"

Adhira nodded. And as Zeo turned around to grab a drink in the fridge, Adhira immediately hugged Zeo from behind. Burning his face on Zeo's back, Adhira cried, "I'm sorry Ze hiks, I'm just as evil as you are as children also torment"

Zeo just kept quiet, the man again sighed, putting his drink back into the refrigerator. He turned his body. Hugging his presence tightly. Giving up his ego again.

Indeed, in this five-year marriage, Zeo always felt Adhira could not accept it well.

People say, at the age of the fifth marriage, all his trials and loyalty are tested.

But, why does Zeo always feel his marriage has been tested even one minute after he officially holds the status as a husband Adhira Alindra.

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