
Love is a far cry from Roxanne. For a long time, he may never know what love really is.
Maybe it's simple. It's just about liking someone and spending time together.
It may also be complicated. It's not as simple as liking someone and always spending time together.
Either way, Roxanne doesn't know because she never had that special chance to love someone.
"Sometimes, I feel like my stomach is stirring from the inside." That's what Eris said last night. "When I think about the person I love, when I think I'm not with him anymore, it feels like I'm going crazy for everything."
"...."
"Because of that, Roxanne, can't you and I share a common love?"
I've always felt that all Narendra people are crazy, but I think Eris is the crazy one. In various ways.
He whose behavior is the most normal, at a glance, but if he is looked at more deeply is the most difficult to understand.
Because of her, Roxanne is unable to see Elios. I don't know what he's doing.
Well, at least what was certain was that he was thinking of Eirene, not Roxanne.
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That disgusting feeling crept all over Elios' body. The feeling he hates. The feelings that came after Eirene's death.
That nameless feeling was not strangling him, but running around like the wind swirling around Elios.
Elios hates. Elios hates the sensation.
"I'm guilty" Elios murmured in fear. His hands and feet continued to rebel from the shackles. He now hopes that the blindfold will be removed so that this darkness is gone.
His sense of well-being is getting eroded.
"I'm guilty, I'm guilty, I'm guilty, I'm guilty." Elios' mouth kept repeating itself. "I did something wrong. I admit. I did something wrong."
So away. Please away. All these disgusting and nameless things, please stay away.
While it was ....
"How's it?" Zack muttered. "It's longer than usual."
"I can only think of telling Roxanne to be Eirene for a moment."
"You mean to give Elios some more medicine?"
Daniel nodded. But ... actually he himself is not sure if Arkas and Eris will let him.
Even Eris is now holding Roxanne, so even if Elios is given the drug it is also free. Having his other wife as a substitute might be possible, but after that Elios will definitely go crazy for different reasons.
"That's funny, right?" Daniel laughed a little. "Elios was the most injured due to Eirene's departure, but he was the one to blame. On the other hand, Arkas who blames Elios is also understandable because somehow Eirene ended her life for their son, the son of Elios."
And Eirene who ended her life was not to blame, at least for Daniel, for he had done the right thing. Giving birth to a child of his brother means creating a new history that will be passed on to the next and subsequent and subsequent descendants.
But, wouldn't it be that if nothing was wrong then it meant that no one could be held responsible?
*
"Elios' condition doesn't seem good, Roxanne."
Roxanne looked up at the man who was approaching the bed for the first time just for the sake of saying that.
"Then? You want me to go see Elios?" reply Roxanne.
But as expected, Eris shook her head. "I'm just telling you so you won't feel like I'm keeping something a secret."
Roxanne had felt it for a long time but maybe this was the first time she had said it clearly. He hates people whose minds are unpredictable.
Eris, Elios, Arkas, Sanya, Diane, Graean; they're all who can read Roxanne but Roxanne can't read them, it's so annoying.
"You don't want to ask me more details? I think you're worried about Elios" said Eris.
Roxanne unconsciously said, "I hope you're dead."
Even when he regained consciousness, Roxanne had no regrets. Especially when Eris, for the first time, seemed very surprised.
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