
Yua and Nura reject one car with Rio and Mia, arguing that they do not want to be mosquito repellent for them. In addition, Yua also does not want to leave his bike here, because he will have difficulty if he wants to go home later. That's why he decided to ride a motorbike in conjunction with Nura, because Nura herself also did not want to be considered as a bully.
As for me, inevitably have to join one car with Refald. I feel really guilty for my two friends because of the decision they made. But how else, Mia is currently under the influence of a dangerous virus, the love virus.
If a person is attacked by this virus, the sufferer will not be indiscriminate. Anyone can be exposed to this virus. A virus that can not recognize where the enemy and where the friend, where the friend and where the opponent, where the public place and where the special place, where, what's worse is not being able to tell which is right and which is wrong. What is felt by sufferers of this virus is just a world that feels like both of them, there is nothing else. That's why this virus is so dangerous.
This virus not only makes the sufferer happy or happy, but also can make the heart become sad. It can even feel very painful. This virus can torture the sufferer if not immediately disclosed. In addition, this virus can also make sufferers live to suffer and languish even feel dead if they cannot have their loved ones.
This virus can turn good people into bad and vice versa. That's why the virus is much more dangerous than any virus in the world. However, there are also those who can fight this virus from all its negative effects, namely by giving up, forgiving, and sincerely accepting all conditions, he said, in any situation, even if you cannot get loved ones. However, not many people can do it because it is the most difficult thing to do. But that doesn't mean everyone can't, only people who have a great heart and soul can fight the negative effects of this virus.
While the positive impact of this virus is that we can live happily with the people we love and love us. Forever, until death do us part. Life with love will end happily, because we not only love our partner, but also love the people around us, such as friends and family. That is what is called a perfect life.
I started to think that someday I would also want to have a life like that. Because now I have begun to accept, let go, and forgive all the things that have happened in my life in the past. I want to live the way my mother wants me to. Even though she's not here anymore, but I know she can see and watch me. For that I promised myself, from today on, I will live happily. So that mom is also happy in nature there if I see me happy here, in this world.
If one day we were reunited, my mother would be proud of me, because I could live a happy life even without her. Even now, I still can't fully do it, but once this is over, I will return to Japan, reunite with my father and brother and continue my days happily.
A year. It took me a year to finish this. Including my business with Refald. I want my departure to leave the same good impression as when I came. For that, before I leave I will fill the happiness of the people around me who have been there for me. I want them to live happily even though I am no longer with them.
To make it happen, I have to work hard from now on.
Got to! Fey's spirit! Your new life, it starts now. The spirit!
I convinced myself. No matter what kind of problem I'm facing right now, I can definitely get through it. I must be fine. Honestly, I began to accept the presence of Refald in my days. Because thanks to him as well, I was able to return to thinking clearly about the meaning of life that I have to live now, and also later.
"Thank you!" I said to Refald when we were in the car.
"What a sudden?" he was surprised because I suddenly said that.
"Yes .. I just want to say that."
Refald was silent, as if he was trying to digest my intentions. We all drove out of the village towards a winding road that went down sharply, over several bridges and out of the forest into the city.
Rio was ahead leading the way, and I asked Refald to stay behind Yua so that we would not be separated. Fortunately he agreed.
The sun was almost setting as we left. During the trip, Refald said nothing. He just focused on driving. Then I remembered something, there were a lot of things I thought about, about the wound he had in his hand.
"Why are you lying to me?" I opened the conversation again after we started leaving the village.
"What do you mean?"
"You carried me to the UKS room yourself. How could? Your hand is clearly hurt!"
Refald snorted in annoyance, he turned his face for a moment and returned to the focus of driving. "I'm not totally lying. None of your classmates will take you to the UKS. Who else if not me? Since I can't carry you alone, I asked some of your friends to help me put your body on my shoulders. Likewise when arriving at the UKS room. I need some people to lay you in bed. Otherwise, your body could be destroyed if I put it alone. You know why?"
"Why?" my many.
"Because I want to throw you!"
"What?" I'm starting to get a little emotional. It turns out he still holds a grudge against me.
Refald's face looked very upset. I watched his injured arm. New roles.
Maybe the wound was open because it forced itself to carry me? That's why he's also in the UKS room?
I'd better cut my intentions and ask something else.
"Who's taking care of your wounds?" tanyaku.
"Why? You jealous?" Refald smiled. I'm glad he's not upset anymore.
"Don't dream! Why am I jealous? I have no feelings for you at all. I was just curious because when I realized there was nobody there except the two of us."
His smile suddenly disappeared and came back with a sour face. "There's a guy who's guarding the room. So, he took care of me. Why are you asking like that? You feel guilty again?"
"No! I fainted because of you. This time it's not my fault your hands are hurt again."
"What's? Can you still talk like that? You should thank me ...."
"Sorry for everything ...."
"You don't have to apologize." Refald stared at the streets that had begun in the afternoon. Soon the sun will sink.
"Thank you for following my friend's will. You could've turned it down."
"That's impossible. If I refuse him today, tomorrow and so on he'll force me to treat you to another day."
"You're right. But it's also your own fault. Who told you to admit me as your girlfriend? Now you have to deal with them too."
"It looks like your friend is in love with your cousin!" Refald switched the conversation, and I understood.
"Well .. I didn't know it was going to be like this."
"Means he'll have to treat us later too."
"What are you planning?"
"Nothing ...."
"I can't believe it. The look on your face says you're planning something."
"Whatever. Believe it or not, I'm lazy to argue with you. So hush!"
I shut up, and looked out the road ahead. It seems like I'm getting used to Refald's ever-changing mood swings.
I also began to understand it. He does look rough, but he's actually a warm and gentle person inside. Although he is liked and valued by many women. He did not care and was impressed. He never even considered the girls to exist. Though he is always narcissistic when there are girls who are crazy about him. But he never cared about all those girls. He just showed me his good looks and how perfect he is in a woman's eyes.
I began to ask, is there not a single girl here who can attract his attention?
I don't know why that thought suddenly crossed my mind. I just hope that I'm not one of those women who's interested in him either.
I had to keep convincing myself that all I felt for her was the guilt I wanted to atone for. That's all, because the charm of Refald so extraordinary can hypnotize anyone who is near him, including me too.
SERIATE
*****