King's Son (Season 1&2)
episode 28 Disappears
“What?” I was surprised to hear Yua say. “How can it possibly ...”
Yua gives a code to explain later that Mia and Nura are no more. At the same time, Nura Kebelet wants to go to the bathroom and asks Mia to drive her because she is afraid to go alone.
I volunteered to accompany Yua while they were away. I used this opportunity to ask Yua for an explanation for what she said just now.
“Explain to me Yua?" ask Yua after Nura and Mia go out. "What's going on? Why is Epank coming too? Wouldn't Via have banned him from coming?”
“Actually I'm upset with you too, Fey. Why didn't you tell me that Via was angry with you? But there is a silver lining, too ... Epank came here the night you came home from here. He came to apologize to you and also thank me. At first I didn't understand why Epank should apologize to you. And you've been home since. So, he just left me an apology so I can tell you if you're here again.”
“But ... why?”
Yua begins her story when Epank comes to her room that started last night.
“What do you mean, Epank? Why do you have to apologize, Fey? Tell me? What did you do to him?” tanya Yua was a bit curious. Suddenly Epank came to his room, evenings.
“Actually not me. But Via did something wrong to your friend. He hit Fey for no reason, Via blamed Fey for what happened to me. I feel bad for him, and for you too. Honestly, I'm very grateful to you for saving me. But Via blamed Fey instead. Forgive him, he doesn't know anything. Maybe he's just worried about me. That's why he's like that.”
“Via hit Fey? When?”Yua was very surprised.
“Tadi, while they were still in the waiting room while waiting for you. I also just found out that it wasn't Refald who told me.
“Refald?” ask Yua. He's getting surprised.
Epank nodded. "Refald came to my room and asked me...”Epank recounts a little of what happened when Refald came to his room.
“Do you not accept the incident that happened to you at this time, Epank?” refald asked as he came to Epank's room after he had an argument with Fey. He stared intently at Via, who was sitting next to Epank.
“What do you mean?” asked Epank, who at that time did not understand the purpose of Refald's question.
“Your boyfriend ... just hit my girlfriend. He does not accept your current condition. Are you the same as him?” Refald pointed at Via with his chin. The girl just kept quiet.
Epank stared angrily at his girlfriend's blushing face. “No Refald, I was wrong for not being careful, none of this was anyone's fault, nor did I blame anyone. Instead I am very grateful for still being able to survive the poisonous snake if only Yua did not directly suck it. I thought Via had gone to Yua's room to thank her. I didn't know he was acting otherwise. I'm sorry, Refald!”
“Don't apologize to me! Apologize directly to the person you hurt. Sorry to interrupt your time. Excuse me first!”after saying that, Refald just left and disappeared from behind the door.
“That's what Refald said before he left." Epank ends the story as he meets with Refald before he leaves. "I myself did not know that Via could be that rough. I told him to apologize to Fey, but he didn't want to and got mad at me. He went home and didn't want to come back here anymore, which is why I came here. I'm sorry Yua, and thank you very much for your help to me. Please also apologize to Fey, and tell him that I and some other PMR members will continue to help the show later.”
“That's what Epank said!” Yua ended her story about what she was talking about with Epank samalam.
I was stunned to not believe hearing Yua's story.
So, Refald went to see Epank? Did he do this to prove to me that I was innocent? He wanted me not to constantly blame myself. Why am I so stupid?
All this time, I felt that Refald was always cruel to me. It turns out I was wrong, I was the one who was cruel to her. All this time he also always made me get up and stand up again every time I fell. But I was being mean to him. He cared about me, but I never cared about him.
Refald ... You really ....
I didn't know what words were most appropriate for Refald after I knew what he had done for me.
“You know, Fey. I was so happy when Epank came here. All this time I only knew Epank as a humorous guy. It's the first time I've seen him act this serious. I almost fainted looking at his handsome face. I'm really getting fascinated with him. It's a shame he's got Via, but Fey, somehow I have a feeling that I have a chance at him. Do you think I should go forward? Or should it stay like this?” Yua looked at me who was daydreaming.
I myself am still in my own world, I cannot digest what Yua told me. My thoughts right now are only filled with Refald. I'd love to meet him. I want to express my feelings to her. I want him to know that I really love him.
“I'm sorry Yua. I have to go somewhere. Apologize to Mia and Nura for not being able to go home together. I went first.” I immediately ran to open the door of the room right when Nura and Mia returned from the bathroom.
“But ... Fey! Where are you going?” Shouted Yua. Likewise with Nura and Mia who were surprised to see me running without paying attention to their calls.
I ran and kept running without caring about the people passing by around me, until I realized I was on the side of the highway. I stopped a taxi passing near me and went into it to Refald's house.
Arriving in front of Refald's villa I rang the bell so that the guard I don't remember his name opened the gate. As soon as the gate opened I immediately asked Refald where he was with the guard.
“Sorry, No! Young master Refald is no longer here!”
“What? What do you mean you're not here anymore? Where is he?”
“I don't know either, Non. Last night he went with Mr. Eric while carrying a large suitcase.”
I was surprised to hear that. I just realized that my phone is still at home. So, I can't reach him. “Did Refald not leave any message, Sir?”
The middle-aged man nodded. “Nothing, Non, sir just said if you want to go, that's it."
“Did he say when he would be back, Sir?”
“No, Non, Mr. said nothing but to go with Mr. Eric.”
Like being struck by lightning I couldn't believe that Refald just left me when I wanted to express my feelings to him. Without saying anything, she just disappeared from my life.
What's the matter? What the hell is going on? Does he feel that I am not worthy of him? Has he made his choice? Then why did he do all this to me? Why did he hurt me so deep? Why does he always give me false hope? What reason? Wh why?
There are too many questions I want to ask him. But I don't know how to contact him myself. He disappeared like he was swallowed by the earth, without news, without words of farewell. I didn't think this could happen. I didn't even know this was real or just a dream.
I observed the empty-looking Refald villa. As I thought he was still standing on the porch of his house waiting for me to feed him. But the shadow suddenly disappeared. Now, I'm back alone again, with no Refald by my side.
She ... really has gone.
I turned back and walked towards my grandmother's house. I feel weak without passion and without passion.
A heavy rain suddenly poured down on my body. With gontai, I continued my steps. My tears fused with the swift flow of rain that washed over me, as if it was sad to see my current state.
I remember when Refald hugged me from behind. Right here, where I'm standing right now. If only I could go back, I would have hugged her one more time, even if it was only for the last time.
Now, I can't see Refald anymore. He left when I was really in love with him.
Can no longer see the eyes that always look at me with a sad and warm gaze. Can no longer listen to irritating but pleasant words. Unable to feel back his rude attitude but filled with protection. I'll never see Refald again.
I've lost her .. once again I lost the one I loved right when I realized it. Refald made a decision in his life. Perhaps this is the answer he gave me, that he would prefer the person he was looking for, rather than me who could only annoy him.
I don't know if I should be sad or happy for Refald. I think my heart really hurts. So soon, Refald made a decision without giving me a chance. I will never be able to forget her, let alone me. I have started to fall in love with her. Once again I feel broken. It was as if after flying so high, it had suddenly fallen back down. It was so painful, more painful than the loss of my mother.
How can I live without you, Refald? What am I supposed to do now? Thanks to you I was able to bounce back from my slump because of my mother's departure, and now .. Thanks to you anyway, I went back into the pit of grief even more painful.
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