
I had expected that Refald's hand was not as bad as he had said. Actually I was getting suspicious when he did prusik repling with me on caraka activities at that time. My suspicions grew stronger after he saved me with his reckless and crazy actions. It is impossible with the condition of the injured hand, he can still hang on the ground casually and only use one hand while the other hand carries a load as heavy as me.
Even though I now know what the reason is, still I am still curious about the mystery of Refald's wounds. Apparently, it's obviously everything.
“What is this?” ask me to Refald after knowing that all this time it turns out I was fooled by my own fiancee. “Luka in your hand? You said your wounds were so deep and so severe that they had to be operated on because of my carelessness, but look at those scars? It's not a scar, it's just a scratch! ” I was shocked to learn the fact that Refald had been lying to me all this time.
“Honey ... “ Refald looked at me who was still surprised, “So that kiss earlier ... just to distract me? So you can take this bandage off to find out the truth?” Refald looked at his wound and looked back at me. “You started playing naughty apparently, huh?”
“You're not being honest with me!” I began to get annoyed with Refald regardless of his comments.
Refald just smiled knot. He locked my body again with both hands and looked at me. This time I looked back at him, there was no shame like before, only annoyance and emotion.
“If I were honest with you,” whispered Refald in my ear, “You would never want to be with me and I would never know that you are my fiancee.”
I gasped at Refald's words. At that instant I fell silent and tried to recall our times when we first met. At first I did not feel at all for Refald, even I just looked at him one eye because our initial meeting was not so pleasant. However, as time went on, I began to open my heart and I knew when I had fallen in love with her.
“I told you, at first I didn't know who you were,” Refald went on to explain. “For me, you're just a stranger who really pisses me off. When I get upset, I will lose my strength for a while. You may remember the bull incident. Before the bull came after me, you made me angry and hate you. I instantly lost my strength and became a normal human again.
"However, my hatred for you was gone, because you saved me. For the first time in my life I became an ordinary person like everyone else. Unfortunately, again you piss me off with this wound you inflicted on my arm.” Refald raised his right arm whose band I had just taken off right in front of me.
“This injury, it would have been very severe if you had not given me first aid by applying the leaves you took to treat me. The adhesive glue that you thought was a saleb to heal my wounds, can't get into my nerve cells because it's covered with substances in the leaves and fortunately, it's not, you already applied it first. In other words, my wounds are safe from the harmful chemicals contained in the adhesive glue.”
I could only be fixated on hearing a lengthy explanation from Refald without knowing what to say.
“I originally wanted revenge on you.” Refald continued his explanation again because I was silent without a sound. The distance between our bodies was also very close and Refald kept looking at me, right in the bead of my eye. “That time I wanted to report you to the police, but I changed my mind after the photo I took when you found my wallet accidentally dropped and Eric took it. That's why I planned to use you to take care of me so that I could get closer to you, and in that very second, I started to get interested in you.
"When my main intention to come here was to find my fiancee, but I was instead attracted to another woman I had just met. And strangely enough, I never thought that the person who had made me betray my love was the same person. That guy is you. You're the one who intrigued me so much and you also turned out to be .. is my fiance that I've been looking for all my life. Isn't this fate very funny, Honey?” Refald was still looking at me who was silent at him, then he kissed my lips very gently.
Unknowingly my tears flowed down my cheeks. Never imagined how much heartbroken Refald was when I decided to disappear from his life without leaving a trace. At that time I was just thinking about myself without ever wanting to know how the people I left behind felt. Not only Refald, my brother Sakura, and also my father, must have felt the same way that Refald felt when he knew I was leaving them.
“Why are you crying, Honey.” Refald finished his soft kiss and looked at me with a pus.
Immediately my tears broke and I sobbed in front of Refald. I covered my face with both hands because I felt so stupid and naive. I cursed myself for making the wrong decision back then.
“I'm sorry, Refald. I was too selfish and loved my mother so much that I couldn't see anyone other than my mother,”.
Slowly Refald opened both my hands to look at me. However, I tried to turn away from Refald. I don't want him to see me messy like this.
Refald wiped the tears that ran down my cheek, “You don't need to apologize, Honey. Everything that happened wasn't your fault. There is always wisdom behind all the misfortune that befalls us. Calm down, okay .. Don't cry anymore. You're so ugly if you cry like that. I am so thankful we got back together. I don't know what happens if we stay together since we were kids, maybe I'll get bored with you and will turn to look for another girl who is more attractive than you.” Refald smiled as he said that.
“What?” I was immediately shocked to hear Refald's intentions. “So if you're tired of me you'll find my replacement? So?”
“Why? I'm so handsome and cool! Anyone would be crazy about me. There's no harm, right?”
I stepped away in a fit of annoyance leaving behind the wily Refald.
What is this strange atmosphere? Just now I was crying in front of him, instead of comforting me, it was immediately successful in making me emotional. Waitaminute! Is this what you call jealousy? Hahhh .. fucking Refald! I could be jealous of something she couldn't dare to do. Just be careful if he dares to do so!
“Where are you going, Honey?” Refald pulled my arm so that my body turned to face him. “I'm not finished.” Refald smiled suspiciously.
“Alleta? We should get to the village as soon as possible, they all must be worried about us.” To be honest, I'm still very upset by what Refald said. He could have talked like that when I felt guilty about him.
“We can't leave here before we finish what you started.”
“What do you mean?”
Refald did not answer, instead unzipping his pants and removing his black pants. I immediately closed my eyes as Refald did so while approaching me.
“You need not be ashamed, Honey .. I really want!”
You are shameless! What the hell is he doing?
“Stop Refald! Put your pants back on!” I covered my face with both hands. “You're not crazy? Are you possessed by one of the dedemits of your army, ha?”
“No, I'm still sane! I am also very conscious at this time. Come on... Look the atmosphere is very supportive, right? A bright, quiet, silent morning there are only the two of us, it's a pity that this moment is missed just like that.”
I could feel Refald walking closer and closer to me, but I kept walking away from him while still closing my eyes.
Suddenly I became panicked by the behavior of Refald who I thought was over the limit. My mind has run everywhere. It felt impossible that Refald would do such a crazy thing right now.
“Ref ... um Honey, we can do it later if we are officially married! But I still want to work and work. So I beg ... don't do this to me even if you are my fiancee.” I tried to resuscitate Refald on the ethics and morals of lovers even though I was not sure if Refald would listen to me or not.
Refald smiled at me and unexpectedly ran towards me. I screamed in fear and immediately curled up on my knees imagining that Refald would hit me and force me. I thought Refald was going to attack me fiercely but as it turned out, my guess was wrong.
He just ran past me laughing out loud towards the river, and he immediately plunged himself into the water flowing in the river.
I was amazed by what I just saw. I just realized that Refald wasn't really naked, he was still cussing at his knee-length shorts and the goal wasn't to do that.
For the umpteenth time, again .. I was bullied by Refald. My face was already a dead red between embarrassment and also annoyance. Maybe he was joking in a situation like this.
You crazy manaaaa!
“Refaaaaaaallld!” I shouted with anger.
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