
I never imagined in my mind that I would face death in this way.I remembered the painful thing that had happened in my life, which was when my mother died. My world instantly became very dark without any glimmer of light.
At that time, all I thought about was that soon after mom went to the afterlife somehow. That desire was so strong I wanted to do it right away until I found my mother's diary. From there I began to find a speck of bright light that led me to find out more about what my mother's life was like in the past. That diary brought me here.
For years I lived in the place where my mother was born. Trying to live the days as the mother had gone through in her teens. I am getting used to living alone. Other than grandma and family, no one knows who I really am, where I came from and why I decided to live in a foreign place alone. I just kept shutting myself down and intending to disappear again after I finished my High School education here.
But that desire has changed since Refald came into my life. I who want to die every day slowly change that desire so that I can continue to live and enjoy the rest of my time that I will spend with the people I love, especially when he was with Refald. Unfortunately, those days that I had been craving for seemed to be unable to materialize, as I was currently heading towards the death gate.
As long as my body crashed in every second, my tears flowed as hard as the waterfall that flowed down my right. It is beautiful flow of the waterfall, although the color of the water is no longer clear, but still the beauty is maintained. The rapid flow of brownish water made me want to see all this more with Refald. Even though it was only for a moment, I was eager to see her, looking at her face filled with love as she looked at me. I ... would love to see Refald one last time.
My body continued to drift down mercilessly, my eyes closed and my tears were rushing out. I realized that my last wish before my death would never come true. I fell into the bushes and hit the branches of trees that grew thickly around the cliff area. There were a lot of cuts on my face from hitting the branches of the tree and Braaaakkk!
My back hit an object really hard, and I knew right away what hit my back. My body was swaying on a tree branch, my feet were squeezed between the branches of an irregularly growing tree. I groan in pain.
“Auwww! It hurts so.” I tried to get up but I had trouble moving.
My spine was as if it had been broken by a hard blow earlier. Fortunately, I did not lose consciousness. I can still observe my surroundings which are now full of trees. I entered into a grove of trees growing on the side of the abyss. The tree was not large in size but it might be strong enough to hold my body a little longer before I actually fell into the abyss.
The question is, how long can I hold out until help arrives, can Refald come on time? Can I still be saved? Ah not ... am I able to see it before I am really going to leave this world for good?
“Looks like my death will be a little delayed if this is the way it is,” Ggumamku in heart.
“Feyyyyy ...!” yua shouted from above while crying bitterly. His voice echoed around the towering cliff area. “You can't leave me like this, Fey! Feeeeeeeyyy!” yua shouted increasingly louder.
His voice was getting hoarse from crying too much. Faintly, I could see Yua flailing her hands over the cliff. He felt guilty for not being able to save me.
I don't think I've fallen too deep, though covered in branches and tree leaves, I can still see Yua from a distance and what she's doing is not very clear. I was really scared thinking I was going to die from falling off this cliff.
“Stop crying Yua .. You're so noisy!” I shouted with great pain because my back hit the tree branch hard as a result of falling from above.
Instantly, Yua stopped crying and looked for the source of my voice. He rushed to observe the cliff area and looked at me. “Fey! Are you that?” he shouted out loud. “You're alive? Is that really you?” yua's voice sounded trembling, he was still searching for my whereabouts.
“What do you mean? You wish I was dead?”
“I can't believe you're alive! I'm so happy! How you doing there? Are you all right? Are you on those bushes? shake the twigs so I know where you are?” Yua shouted again and ignored my question. He seems to be too worried about me.
“Yes, but this is not a bush. This is a stretch of trees growing around the cliff area. It seemed like my back was broken, I was stuck in a large wooden branch, but I don't think this will last long, my legs were pinched and I couldn't move. If this branch is broken, then I'm finished!”
“Don't move then! I'll get help soon!” yua shouted with anxious feelings.
“Yua! Wait, what about Epank?”
“Are you not sane, ha? At times like that you still ask the situation of others?”
“You're the same, stupid! Unaware of yourself!” grumbling.
Just now he was crying over me and now he's saying I'm not sane! You rancid girl!
“She's still unconscious, but she's fine. All you have to worry about is you. Not anyone else!”
“Save those words for you! You're so much worse than me!”
“Alright! Don't say much, I'll come down and get help for you.” immediately
“Do not long! Because I'm really not strong anymore!”
“You must be strong until I come, okay! Thank goodness I didn't lose you. If until that happens I will not forgive myself,” Yua said as she passed away.
Yua's words stunned me. How much do you love me? Until he can't forgive himself for losing me I'm so moved.
I never expected Yua to say such a touching sentence when I planned to leave her to return to Japan if I hadn't fallen off this cliff.
What if Nura, Mia and Yua knew that my time with them was only a year away? That's if I survive from here. I can't imagine what they'd think if they knew my plan. Even Nura and Mia did not know that I was on the verge of death. Hopefully, Yua is on time to seek help.
“Then Refald? What is he doing now?” I asked myself. “Did he know I was here? Will he come to save me as he always says if I am in danger? Or is that just nonsense?” I started to fight my own panic.
I dialed Refald's number and tried to reach him to rescue me immediately. Unfortunately, the signal on this phone is not there so my call is not terhut.
“Haaahhh .. shit! Why is there no signal, anyway?” I don't know how much longer this tree branch can hold my body. I tried to calm down and not panic so that the branches of this tree remained balanced.
On the other hand, I'm actually enjoying my misfortune. The view here is amazing. The sound of the waterfall makes my heart calm, the water that had been brownish has turned clear adding to the beautiful panorama of the waterfall that I witnessed directly with the closest distance in an extreme and dangerous place.
While enjoying the last seconds of my life, I vaguely heard the sound of people chatting.
“Where is he?”it was a man's voice and I knew it.
“There's under!”that's Yua's voice.
“What? What's he doing downstairs?"
“I don't know!”yua sounded sniffling.
“What do you mean you don't know?”
“If I knew I wouldn't seek help! It's possible that right now he is struggling between life and death.”
The voice of the man who spoke to Yua was familiar to me, I'm sure I didn't hear wrong. It was the voice of Refald. It is undeniable that I was immediately delighted to hear Refald's voice again, I can't believe he found me so soon. Refald was amazing. It seems like God still loves me so much that he sent Refald for me.
“Refald!” my yelling. A smile is shining down on my face. “Stop arguing with Yua and quickly help me!”
Without a second thought Refald went straight to the brink and searched for the source of my voice.
“Fey!” Refald followed shouting. “You can hear me?”
“Iya!” reply shouted. “I can hear your voice very clearly. Hurry up help me! Looks like this tree branch can't hold my body any longer!”
“Good! Wait for me and don't panic. I'm here ...”
“I know! No need to continue.” I cut off Refald's words because I already knew the words.
“OK! Wait a minute, Honey!”
I don't know what Refald's doing up there. The branch that was holding my body started to crack and I was sure that in a few seconds, this branch would break and fall together with me.
“Quick Refald! I can't last much longer!” I shouted before the branch was completely broken.
“OK!” his yell.
I started to panic as my body started to swing down slowly.
“Yua ... if anything happens to us keep going and seek help as soon as possible, take Epank away from here. Trust me! I'll take good care of Fey, I won't let anything bad happen to him.”
I heard what Refald said. I don't understand what he meant to Yua.
“What does it mean we'll both die together? You stupid Refald!” I murmured angrily trying to digest the intent of the last message that Refald delivered to Yua.
Kreeekk ...
There was the sound of branches that had begun to break away from the trunk of the tree. I was getting tense and scared too.
Gawatt .. how about I fall before Refald can save me.
“Refald!” I shouted along with the fall of the branch that had started to break. My body immediately fell along with the broken branch that supported my body.
It's not possible! I will not be saved again .. but I have no regrets, at least in the last seconds of my life, I can still hear Refald's voice even though I cannot see his face clearly. I'm sorry everyone .. I think I should leave you all first to catch up with my mother.
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