King's Son (Season 1&2)
episode 20 Statement
Refald's statement really surprised me. It was enough that I was holding my patience with everything he said to me, so I decided to vent all my feelings today.
"Is this one of your forms of play? You keep me around you? Forcing me away from my friends? Then you want me to fall in love with you too? Is that what you want? Have you gone crazy? And my answer is no! I told you from the beginning you weren't my type. You don't even like me. How can you force me to fall in love with you? What kind of game is this? You think I'm out of my mind?" myrag.
"This is not a game! If you can't fall in love with me, then I'll make you fall in love with me!" refald tandas.
"I don't understand ... What's on your mind? isn't there someone else you're looking for? Should you like him? Why are you forcing me to like you too? What are you planning to do exactly? You want to be double? What kind of a man are you?"
"There's no plan. I just want you to fall in love with me. If you do, then I'll forget everything that happened and love you too."
I immediately limp in thinking about the direction of this conversation.
What the hell is going on? What's the matter? Why is Refald so weird?
"Refald .. I don't know what's going through your mind right now. I'm trying to understand your situation. But you should also know that love cannot be forced? You can't force me to fall in love with you. So do you. You don't have to force yourself to love me too, if there's someone else in your heart?"
"Then ...you also cannot force others to love your best friend!" refald toilets.
Like being struck by lightning, I was stunned to hear the words that came out of his mouth. Soon he changed the subject.
"You want Epank to leave his girlfriend and fall in love with Yua? You sure you can do that? You said yourself that love can't be forced. Then why did you do it? You want to ruin other people's relationships just for the sake of your friend's happiness? You want to sacrifice someone else to make your friend happy? You're happier than other people's suffering? Is that your plan? You're not a good person either!"
I sat down lunglai. What Refald said is true. It's just that what he thinks is different from what I think. I tried to calm myself down so as not to get carried away by emotions. I also began to explain the truth to Refald about the situation so that he would no longer misunderstand like this.
"You're right, but you don't know ... Yua is much better than Via. It's just that Epank can't see it. I will not force Epank to leave Via and fall in love with Yua, all I will do is open the way for Epank so that he may see the goodness of Yua, and so that he may also know, what Via really is.
"Love can blind everything, and Epank is so blinded by love that he himself does not know what his true lover is like. Meanwhile, there was someone who sincerely loved her selflessly. Yua also had no thoughts of ruining their relationship! He decided to bear such deep pain every time he saw the two of them together before his eyes. And it lasted not just a day two days, but almost two years for Yua to bear the pain.
"The love that Yua felt was painful, but she persisted. I was just helping her find a path that had been closed to Yua all along. If fate had not united them. Doesn't matter! The important thing is that I have tried to open up that path, but if God wills anything else, I can't do anything either.
"There is no intention to destroy one's relationship. I'll just make the relationship flow down the right path by itself. During this time Yua had never approached Epank or intended to seize Epank from Via. Talking to Epankpun also never, all he could do was look at him from afar. That's all!" I don't know why I could talk at such length in front of Refald, let alone talk about love right under the full moon.
Refald was silent a thousand languages heard my explanation like the novel's story. Whether he understands it or not, I don't know.
"If you think what I'm doing is wrong, then I can't blame you either. Because everyone has different thoughts. I'm not a good person, but I try to make the people around me happy, even though many people will blaspheme and blame me, I don't care, because basically all humans are selfish!"
I left this room with the help of my cell phone flashlight. Actually I want to linger seeing that beautiful supermoon. But what can be done, the situation so not because like this.
I can't linger with Refald. So I decided to leave this place even though I didn't know where to go on this dark night. The fear that had been very strong attacking me suddenly just disappeared, defeated by feeling confused, upset, angry, disappointed, all mixed up.
My mind became so confused that I did not realize that it was almost at the exit of this villa. I stood in front of the ground floor door and opened it. I saw Refald's car still parked safely in his place.
I don't understand why Refald ruined my mood. I thought I could enjoy the beauty of the moon and make it my memory with her. My love for Refald that had appeared had turned into a peaking annoyance.
I would have gone crazy if I thought that I was starting to like him. How could I like a freak like him? You stupid Refald!
I started walking in the dark towards the gate that was still not visible from here, until suddenly there was a hand that pulled me and directly hugged me from behind. I was shocked half dead and almost screamed. But I'm starting to realize who this guy who hugged me is.
"Don't go alone! Don't leave me like this! You can do whatever you want and I'll do whatever I want to make you .. fall in love with me!" refald said without letting go of his embrace.
I can't move, but I can't move either. I began to feel the warmth in her arms. His words also suddenly calmed my heart. I closed my eyes and looked up at the sky. I couldn't see the moon anymore because it was blocked by the villa building and the tall trees.
What is this feeling? Why is it so good to hear Refald speak like that?
Slowly, Refald let go of his embrace and apologized to me. I couldn't see how he was expressing it because of this dark state. He led me into the car and drove me home to Grandma's. I looked at the clock on my phone and was shocked to find out what time it was.
It's almost midnight!
Refald turned on his car engine and sped away leaving the empty villa he had rented.
It didn't take long for us to get to my grandmother's house. Looks like the location of the villa was not far from this village.
Refald got down and rang the bell. I also stood behind him. Grandma opened the door and I just walked in.
"Sorry, Grandma! We're home late!" refald explained.
"Is the show going well?" she smiled as if she knew where we were going. I was thinking maybe Refald had told him before he left with me.
Refald just nodded without any expression. "Please excuse me, Grandma! It's night!" pamit Refald's.
"Well, thank you for bringing my granddaughter home. Good evening. Be careful on the road" the grandmother told Refald.
I went into the room without saying a word. Grandma just looked at me without asking anything. It seemed like she understood what I was currently feeling, and grandma left me alone in the room. I heard the car moving away. That means Refald's gone.
When I was with Refald, somehow my heart felt calm even though he was annoying, but when he was no longer here, I was restless again.
What's happening to me right now? Why did Refald's words confuse me? What exactly does he want from me? Why does he make me like him?
While I was still struggling with my heart and mind, suddenly there was a text coming in from Refald's cell phone.
Refalds:
Good night, have a good dream. Forget everything that happened. I don't want you to hate me like you hate your fiancee.
I read Refald's ambiguous message. I feel there is a meaning behind the message he sent me. But I have absolutely no idea what the message means.
I hope it's not a bad thing. All righty! If that's what you want. I'll forget about the incident and act like I always did.
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