Love And Despair
They're All the Same

In esokan day

“woi! Why are you so long huh!” yells Rendy

“where is my order food?” ask Rendy angry

“ma sorry..tadi I ran out but apparently ” replied I was nervous stammering

“helehhhhh by the way you do not want to buy it!” rama was angry

“e no...” answer me fear

Without further ado one hard punch landed on my right cheek. My body is trampled, my,

beaten and beaten. I could only curl up in pain on that cold floor, everyone just saw me being tortured without saying anything. I slightly opened my eyes, how shocked I was, they all looked at me with a look of disdain and demeanour.

“they're all the same, look at me like shit! Basic people...uhuk!” inmost

me, but my mind was messed up because a hard kick was pointing at my stomach

“hah...hah..it seems enough for today, if tomorrow you make a mistake.

same, I made you!” threaten Rendy with breathless sighs

TRINGGG TRINGGG

The bell sounds of the lesson hour will start again

All the students returned to their seats and rendy and his friends left my class. I tried to get up from the dirty floor, my body was shaking and my body was covered with bruises. I went back to my bench, just sat down and stepped slowly while enduring the pain.

I don't even have the strength to look at other people.Now Master arrived, of course he was surprised when he first saw my appearance. With glaring and annoyed eyes, he asked me.

“Evan, why are your clothes so dirty?” ask the teacher who is upset

“...” I am confused as to what to answer

“why silence?” ask the teacher again

“... I just slept on the floor sir.., so my clothes are dirty” I replied slowly

“if you want to sleep at home! school is not a place to sleep. School where people

search sisi” said the teacher firmly

“other time, if you sleep in school again, you father remove from my class” threatened the teacher

“...iya pak” I can only answer “iya”

Thinking of telling my problem alone might make this matter even more complicated. A loner student who doesn't have good grades says he's bullied just to make excuses, which teacher will believe him. In the world that

this hard, my only advantage can only endure pain stronger than anyone else.

***

Next day

I walked quickly in the middle of the hallway filled with people who were about to leave

kecantine. Finally, I was able to get the snacks they wanted this time, for today I can take a little rest from those punches. On my way to Rendy's class, I thought about this little thing.

There must be a lot of people wondering why I didn't report this to my parents, well, I don't want to.

burdening my mother with my school problems, it was enough that I made trouble for her and she could focus on her work without thinking about me.

I don't want his mind burdened because of my problems. Wrestling with my thoughts, I didn't realize I was in front of Rendy's class. As I was about to enter that class, my shoulder accidentally collided with someone else.

“forgive me! I-i'm sorry! I-i'm sorry! I really did not intentionally!” I said nervous

“ah...no, no papa kok” said the guy

“I don't really know him, but I think he's my inner good” guy

“ah...I almost forgot” I said as I entered Rendy's class

“hah..hah..hah...” my breath is broken.

“finally you arrive too, good this time you work well” said Rendy

condescendingly

As I was about to leave, I saw the guy I just hit looking at me from outside

Rendy Class. Does he also think I'm just a pet? It turns out everyone is the same! the only one who understands myself the most is me. I don't need anyone else!