Love And Despair
Hem... My Feelings Are Not Good

Two days have passed since that incident. Aldi just got back from a fight

Futsal had heard the news that Anita was being bullied. Aldi who feels

guilty to Anita for not being by her side when it takes haste to apologize

to Anita.

“Anita! I heard you were in the same bully as the other kids huh?!” tanya Aldi holds the second

anita's shoulder was hard

“aw! Pain...” Anita complain small

“eh, sorry..I don't mean..” Aldi immediately let go of the gemgaman.

“ya.. I was bullied by someone else. But I don't know who they are, as if I were

being in terror” Anita replied sadly

“ma sorry..ma sorry... I cannot be by your side when you are in trouble..”.

Aldi held Anita's hands

“emm~ emm~” Anita shook her head slowly

“you don't have to apologize. It's not your fault you didn't have that time. You too

I was fighting hard to win that game, so I also had to fight hard

to deal with this problem” said Anita encouraged Aldi who felt guilty

“Anita...” Aldi hugged Anita tightly. Anita also hugged Aldi tightly, her face

she looked very sad and her eyes were teary. He tried hard to deal with this problem, but

he has a limit and he has now reached that limit.

Since the arrival of Aldi, the bullying is now starting to rarely happen again like them

waiting for the right moment to launch the action. I can't do anything, though,

my job is done. Aldi's back, now I'm not needed anymore. I just

can watch Anita from a distance.

As usual, I slept in the library to spend my rest hours with

quieter. I slept on my back in the long chair with a book covering my face so that the light would not be directed towards my eyes.

Suddenly the book on my face was lifted by someone, making me wake up

from my deep sleep. When I opened my eyes, it turned out to be Anita with her sweet smile

arouse me. She seemed so happy after making me unable to sleep with her.

“apparently you..what is it?” I got up from my sleep

“hehehe enggak~ just want jahilin Evan aja~” said Anita jahil

“hem... if no one wants to talk I want to continue sleeping again” said I lazy

“ih, you keep sleeping anyway. Wonder me” said Anita sebalt

“huam~ I've been staying up late playing games. Hitherto

yes..I want to continue sleeping again” said I lazy while returning to a comfortable position

“eeeehhh! Wait a minute” Anita pulled my shirt

“what else~” said I was lazy

“actually I want to ask for help with you” said Anita shyly

“days a week later you are free?” ask Anita expectantly

“emm. Why why?” I asked back

“ada deh... just come to my house yes. Don't forget!”Anita pointed

my face is serious. He looks so happy

“hem... why my feelings so bad yes..” my inner.

***

Sunday at Anita's house

For some reason every time I step foot in this house, my chest is always made

pounding so hard. Sitting on a soft sofa in a spacious room made me very nervous. Especially if you are being noticed by the owner of the house. Mama Anita just kept going

he looked at my face and he seemed to enjoy it.

She really enjoyed looking at my nervous face mixed in shame in front of her.

He seemed to be smiling to himself while tapping his chin with both of his steps.

Sometimes I look him in the eye, but not for five seconds I turn my face back.

“anu...is there something strange about my aunt?” ask me awkwardly

“emm~ emm~” mom Anita shaking her head slowly

“don't kok~” says mom Anita smile. To get rid of my nervousness, I

drink the tea that was provided by Mama Anita

“kamu..go dating with aunty son yes?” asked mama Anita grinning

“brussssshhhh” I spout my drink

“uhuk! Uhuk! Uhuk!” I choked

“ah... anu, I'm not her boyfriend Anita, aunt” I said shyly

“waduh~ so wrong aunt huh?!” mama Anita was surprised

“but, if you're not Anita's boyfriend...are you ready for her? Trus went where the road went

same auntie's son?” ask mama Anita getting hot

“anu..it...” I am confused what to answer.

“sorry, have been waiting a long time. I was looking for my favorite bracelet, but I didn't see it

met” said Anita was not good to me

From the back, Anita approached me. Thank God, the end came.

this child when I saw her, my eyes were wide with the appearance of Anita. I have never been

seeing Anita wearing casual clothes, but still I always made her fascinated.

“ayo we go. It's like this” hour take Anita

“iya..” replied I was blown away.

“we go first ma~ Assalamualaikum” pamit Anita

“Assalamualaikum..” says goodbye to me.

“waalaikumsalam” mama Anita waves to us with a smile