Love And Despair
Early Tragedy

Elsewhere, apparently Eri was looking for me everywhere. He doesn't know that I

always go kertutantakan during the break. All this time, he was very curious where he went

I'm at break time, whereas he thinks I always sleep in class during break time.

It wasn't his fault, I always went quietly without his knowledge. After all

long searching, Eri finally found me asleep in the library. His face is visible

very upset.

“oh~ here anyway you apparently~” said Eri annoyed

“fast! The break is over, why are you still sleeping here?” ask Eri

pinch my left cheek hard

“adu du du duh..” My cheeks in Pull until I wake up

“hah? Where's the Princess, why didn't she wake me up anyway?” I asked half-conscious

“Princess? I don't know if Princess is your alarm clock, but we have to hurry! Unperturbed

again teacher log in!” said Eri worried

“hah!” I woke up and walked out of the library

“basic girl glasses damn.she accidentally did not wake up I” my inner upset.

“hihihihi” Princess laughs in class

We both rushed back to class. Walk through the seemingly deserted hallway

it makes me feel uneasy. I don't know why I feel like I'm feeling a bad feeling.

When we got to the front of the class, my eyes were turned to the trash can in front

our classes.

It was like seeing something familiar, sure enough I saw Anita's shoes thrown away

into the trash can. I picked it up and put the shoe back in the shoe rack

it is next to the class entrance.

Eri looked surprised as I brought the shoes. His face was so upset but so

so sad. He must be very angry at the person who did this evil thing to his friend

a very valuable one. He won't forgive her.

Actually I've been conscious of this bullying for a long time, a few days after Aldi

shooting Anita, Anita gets some bad treatment from someone. But unfortunately I

never knowing who they are, Anita is also quietly treated like that and she does not want to

talk about this to anyone.

I could only tell from his face that was so sad at certain moments. And now I

have seen the evidence with my own two eyes now. I feel so useless

at times like this, I can't help her when Anita needs help.

***

“ahhh~ hot” me complained while fanning my body using my hands

“why also I can forget to bring sports clothes sih” I continued

“iya.... very hot nih” complained Eri while fanning his body using his hands.

I didn't focus on seeing Eri so hot in the hot sun. The sweat is flowing

slowly descending from his neck, a shirt that was almost transparent and exposed the curves of his body

because the heat of the sun was weighing on my mind that was starting to get out of control.

“eh, why Van?” ask Eri

“eh, not..hehehe” I immediately turned my back on

On that hot day, it just so happened that Eri and I both forgot not to bring clothes

sporty. We could only see other children exercising from under the tree

shade.

“anu..I want to go back to class first. My stomach suddenly hurts” said Eri while holding

stomachs

“kamu why? I'm going to class?” ask me

“gak need~ engak papa kok.” replied Eri smiled doubtfully.

“you mostly eat sambel huh?” ask me plain

“don't. Evan bego” Eri replied annoyed

“lah continue?” I'm still curious

“anu... the..secret!” eri replied smiling as she put her index finger on her lips

“what the heck..bikin curious aja” said I was annoyed.

“what don't-don't..” my word is truncated.

“don't think strangely. Basic perverted brain!” eri said as she pinched my stomach

He went to class and left me alone under a shady tree. Tak

shortly after Eri left, the bell of the lesson ended had rung. I was direct too

go back to class to cool off.

I walked through the hallway to my class. This senseless hot spring feels like

roasting my body. When I got to the front of the class and opened the door, I saw Eri

standing in front of Anita's bench, it was unclear because she turned her back to me but I seemed to see

he was holding a uniform. I was so shocked, Eri turned around and she was

crying while holding a uniform full of scribbles and dirty writing.

“hiks...Evan..hiks...” Eri sobbed.

“...” I was so shocked that I couldn't say anything