Love And Despair
Who Is This Ma'am?

“wah~ I have never seen your mama Van.. she is beautiful yes, kayak is still easy gitu”.

said Aldi amazed

“dia like she was in her 25s yes.. hehehe” said Aldi girang.

“hah? You like my mom?” ask me pissed

“su likes it, y ya don't! How the hell!” said Aldi nervously

“if I like her mama eva and made up with her mama evan, maybe I can

so his father hehehe” muttered Aldi

“hah? What did you say?” ask me

“ah hahahaha.. enggak~” said Aldi nervously.

“yah..said my mother, she gave birth to me when she was SMP” said I coldly

“S SMP!!!” yells Aldi

“canda...canda..cuman joking kok~”.

“argghhh” Aldi annoyed

We both arrived at Eri's house, a simple classic house that did make

anyone wants to occupy it. It is rare to find a classic house like this in the middle of the city

it is full and full of high rise buildings.

“-assalamallaikum~” our greetings

“wallaikumsalam” replied Eri while opening the door

“eh..you have arrived, let's go in” said Eri

“-ya” answer us

“wahhh unwyukk~~~ has long ago not met you” said Eri directly hugged

unyuk

“I want ready to drink first, you guys just go to the living room” said Eri with

carrying the unwind into the house

We also followed Eri's instructions and immediately rushed to the guest room. Seen there already

there's Anita and a girl with a coat I've seen. Is he Eri or his cousin? I wish Eri was an only child, so who was that girl?

“wah..kalian already come ya” said Anita happy

Not long after, Eri came with iced tea to us. But as soon as she put the drink on the table, I tugged on her shirt and whispered to her.

“wah..ada unyuk~” Anita said as she rubbed her nose with her nose

unyuk

“no-no, that's Evan”'s cat Anita said

“who's the girl next to Anita?” ask me slowly

“HAHHH???? YOU DON'T KNOW HIM?” Eri was surprised

“try you ask yourself” said eri holding back laughter

“anu..turn this who is it?” ask me plain

“HAH? YOU DON'T KNOW ME?” ask me back

“ehhhh??” I am the one who is confused

“aku is your classmate! Sit across your bench anyway!” that chick

ngegas

“I yes?” ask me for doubt

“WAHAHAHAHA” Aldi and Eri laugh out loud

“hihihi” Anita small laugh

“van~ van~ you later become ansos child anyway. Though you are a class, you do not know him” said Aldi

“sorry yes if I ansos” said I was upset

“aku Princess! You don't remember my face!” ask Princess

“sorry if I don't remember you, we never talked before. I'm the type of person

which is easy to forget with people if never talk to ku” I explained

“huh. I'm here because of one group with y'all” said Putri

“iya... therefore he is here” Anita continued.

“oh... okay” my word is cold

We also began working on group tasks to create mading that will later be

presented next week. We divide the tasks according to our respective portions. The group is led by Aldi, he is indeed great and suitable to be the chairman.

A joking laugh dyed the group, I am so grateful to be able to one group with the people I know. I get nervous when I'm in a group with people I'm not familiar with. Starting a relationship with someone else is exhausting and complicated. Relation

being based on each other won't last long and I hate it.

Such human relationships will only lead to dependence and make them unable to develop further. A person will become stronger when they can stand on their own feet without the help of others. But for now, I think it's okay, though, because the people I'm in a relationship with are people I trust and I have to trust them that they trust me and need me right now.