Love And Despair
Confident Friends

In the frenzied classroom, Aldi sounded very excited after

knowing the real truth behind his love statement at that time. Aldi is not very

thought that Eri was willing to do all that for her sake.

“so release the balloon, spray the paper and the band group, all that your idea?” ask

Aldi was surprised

“ehehe... well.that's how” Eri smiled shyly. He played two fingers

who meet each other.

“wahhh... thanks a lot, you even bother to prepare all that for the sake of me”

said Aldi happy while holding both shoulders Eri

“ahahaha…. Equally” Eri smiles shyly

It has been a month since that incident, yet strangely I still have this feeling

against Anita. Shit, I can't move-on from him. Because of this feeling, every time I meet

with Anita, I felt very awkward and did not dare to look at her face. I always

just dodging every time I meet him.

It's not his fault, it's just that every time he sees his face it's a feeling of annoyance and

regret always strikes me. I should have followed what the protagists said

in the novel I read.

The protagonist says that all girls are the same. “They just behave

good. If they are good to me, then they are also good to others.” He has become

my role model in surviving in this war called life.

With all my problems, I can no longer sleep in class

snugly. Finally, I decided to go to the library and make the place

as my third bed.

“hah..” The princess breathed an annoyed sigh

“you again. I let you sleep here because I feel sorry for you. I

think you can sleep here until you feel better, but it's been a month.

there's no change anyway. Make people so not calm aja” complained Princess

It just so happens that the Princess is one of the library managers. Every time he gets it

when it comes to keeping the perpus, I use it to sleep comfortably in the library.

In a place where the world's information is already in hand, making the library so

rarely seen to visit. I used this situation to get a bed

my third, and my plan is going smoothly because of the help of the Princess.

“the name is also first love, must be hard to forget dong. I think you never

fall in love aja” reply me scoffing. I sat down next to the Princess, but spontaneously the Princess directly

shift the chair away from me.

“a a what! I've also been in love a few times!” purti's face turned red and she was very embarrassed

“hemm... so? You're dating your first love?” ask me curious

“eh, anu..it...enggak” Purti depression.

sniffish

“so you were rejected ya” I grinned

“a a a... no no, I was not rejected. iihhh...” The confused princess must answer what and

he finally caught up with me. His face when he's upset is cute.

“hahaha..” I laughed to see the high mannerisms of Princess

Sometimes the two of us spent some time off chatting like this.

sometimes I also help the Princess in carrying out her duties as a perpus guard like, uh,

compose books back to their respective shelves, noting the names of the borrowed children

books and such.

“i've been thinking about this for a long time, why do you keep wearing glasses? Though you

beautiful really fit do not wear glasses” said I was curious

“eh!” Princesses surprised. His face was blushing and he was very embarrassed. After hearing my words

just now, he suddenly took off his type. I was surprised by his sudden action.

“begini?” ask the Princess shyly. Her timid face was very cute. I didn't

believe that he is now a pure singles like me. If only he had always looked

like this, I'm sure I'm in love with her now.

“aku ask, why even diem aja” said Princess shy

“eh, ah.. You are prettier as gini”, I replied awkwardly

“...” Princess blushed shyly. Then she put on her glasses

“aku is nearsighted, so I always wear glasses” replied the sad Princess

“loh, the feeling you do not wear glasses when the cartinians at that time” said I adjustment

“that time I used an eye lens, but I could not use that eye lens continuously. Ill

tau wear eye lenses, need a struggle to masang eyepiece tuh” replied Princess upset

Seeing the Princess who was upset by herself with her cute face made my chest flutter

palpitations. I always feel comfortable when chatting with the Princess. If you remember again, though,

I always pissed him off every time we met.

Is this comfortable feeling of love? But this is a little different to how I feel

against Anita. But, if I hesitate now there is a possibility that the Princess will one day be captured

by others just like Anita.

“anu..Put” says I'm nervous

“ya...” replied Princess. Our eyes meet, I'm so nervous and doubtful

attacked me. Her innocent face waiting for me made me undo the intention to

say that thing.

“ah enggak~ enggak so..” said I was nervous.

“what the heck, not obviously” said Princess annoyed

“hah..” I sighed in relief

“I want to sleep first” I stand up and go to that empty, comfortable-looking table