Love And Despair

Love And Despair
Study Tour with Brilliant Stars (1)


The glint of sunlight shone into my eyes. The warmth of the sun made me


waking up, waking up in a soft seat and slightly swaying. My head still feels dizzy because I just woke up.


“Am I dreaming? Why am I here?” I'm still in a daze


My eyes were heavy, but I vaguely saw someone staring at me


my. I rubbed my eyes, how surprised I was to see Anita and Eri sitting next to me. Their faces looked very happy while sitting next to me.


I just remembered, I was on my way to Yogyakarta to study


tour for third grade kids. I still remember sleeping on this bus, but I don't remember sitting with these three beautiful girls.


When I realized, all the eyes of the guy on the bus were on me. Feelings


the envy and the thick dengue also gave me goosebumps. Not far from my chair, I looked good


waving his hands at me.


“Wah~ you finally woke up. Steady Van! I didn't think you could be this brave


in front of the anti-love sect it” praise Budi


“Mantak your palak peang! It's me cringing myself, shucks!” bantin I'm upset


“Finally you wake up also~” said Eri smiled sweetly at me


I was sitting squeezed by two beautiful girls, Eri and Anita. The princess sat next to


Anita looked out the window. We sat in the back seat and were stared at by all the guys on the bus.


Suddenly the bus turned sharply, I lost my balance


sideways. My face accidentally touched Anita's big chest. I also stayed away from Anita. I thought he would be very angry, but I was wrong. Anita's face was very blushing and she was very embarrassed. He slowly covered his chest with both arms.


Suddenly the bus turned back sharply, this time my body turned towards Eri. I was unintentional


kissing Eri's cheek. I also spontaneously kept my lips away from Eri's cheeks, Her face was very blushing. He rubbed his cheeks slowly. I feel very guilty, but it is not my fault completely “so please forgive me”.


The former racer? From earlier kok oleng to and fro” thought I. This time I fell to my head on the Princess' lap. The shocked Princess hit me hard on the head. The princess's palm was red on my left cheek.


“Hadehh..instan karma nih” my inner sad


Finally, after a long and tiring journey, we arrived at an inn. Each homeroom teacher also guides all students to put their luggage into the room that has been ordered. As it turned out, I was one room with Budi, Alan, Eko, and Fadel. Like I could not escape the destiny of always being with Budi, I felt a bad feeling about this.


after putting our luggage away, all the students were directed to gather in


front inn. Next we headed to a historic place like the Kraton,


the Dutch heritage buildings and we also visited Prambanan Temple.


We visited and learned the history of these places. I feel sorry for


guidance teachers, they were completely unnoticed. All students even fun to play and take pictures in the historic area. Even so, fortunately there are still some students who pay attention to learning from them.


Actually I myself can't judge them like that because I am myself as well


not interested in any of this. Throughout our journey, I was repeatedly dragged to take selfies with Anita, Eri and Putri. I'm allergic to cameras always avoiding them, but they insist and make me unable to fight back.


From the beginning I felt something strange. Lately I've seen the Princess look


agitatedly. Since we left for Yogyakarta precisely on the bus, Putri looks moody and always looks out the window. Even when we were walking around to see the historic building, the Princess always looked around and she seemed to be very worried.


The peak when we were in the tangah Kota to look at the heritage buildings


dutch, he always looked around and his face looked anxious. I who was worried about the state of the Princess was directly approaching her.


“Why Put? How did I see you getting so nervous?” I patted the Princess's shoulder, though,


he was surprised too


“Eh! E-not..not papa kok~” Princess tries to avoid me.


The princess went to Anita and Eri who were having a selfie together. Although he seemed very worried about something, but he tried to keep looking good in front of us.