Love And Despair

Love And Despair
Endless Love's


“Sorry.. I actually knew that Eri was the culprit. But I instead..” said the Princess regretted.


“Udah. It's not your fault this all ends up like this. It's my fault because I'm weak..give it..I suppose..I have a little more courage..hiks...maybe none of this will happen” Anita cried.


The princess immediately hugged Anita very tightly. They both felt very annoyed at each other because of the weaknesses they had. A cool breeze hit Evan's face to make his hair sway, in the deep sadness they saw Evan, they realized that they had to stay strong. Slowly the two girls grew into tough personalities and did not want to shed their tears again in front of their loved ones.


“Put... it looks like I will not be able to be with you again deh” said Anita sadly. Instantly the Princess turned to Anita in surprise


“A-what do you mean?” ask the Princess in panic


“Because of this case I was forced to transfer schools by my parents” said Anita sadly


“You sure want to leave Evan!” ask Princess


“Of course I have tried to oppose my parents.. but still..” said Anita sadly.


“Be-so yes...” says Putri resignedly


“So... please take care of Evan for me ya!” pinta Anita smiled at Princess


“Iya! I will definitely take care of this foolish child as much as I” The Princess held back her tears with all her might


The two girls joined hands. Looking at the smiling Evan brought by the morning sunshine. Some petals flew into Evan's room and fell near Evan's bed.


***


1 Year Later


I don't feel like I'm a student now. I am the lazy type of man, so I will choose the easiest path for me and the results I studied at the University in my City. As usual I had breakfast with the Princess before leaving for college.


“You are very patient wondering why can Princess have breakfast with me at home? Well..because Princess now lives in my home”


“I was the one who advised her to stay with me because my house is closer to my mother's cake shop and also my mother wants Princess to be able to stay with us”


“Thus Princess does not need to worry about her daily needs”


“Put! What are you cooking today?” ask me excited


“Oh! You're awake, aren't you? today we have breakfast white mushroom soup and fried tempe” replied the Princess excitedly


“Wah~ tasty nih” says I'm happy


“Aduh.. sorry yes Princess, aunt wake up bad luck” said My mother


“Hehehe no papa aunt” said Princess happy


The three of us sat down at the dinner table. After the Princess finished serving food on the table, we had breakfast together. We are like a happy little family, my days with my daughter and mother have been so much fun.


“After this, the same Princess mother left together to the store?” ask me


“Ya.. I can shift in the morning, so I will leave with aunt” replied Putri


“Princess does not continue her education anymore because it has no cost. But now she works at my mom's cake shop and now she has held my inner manager” position


“Although we can't go to college together, but I'm already quite happy to be together with a Princess like this” thought I


After breakfast, I left for my college. But strangely, my lazy illness does not want to disappear. Though I have become a student, but my boredom and drowsiness when hearing the lecturer's explanation can not be separated from me.


“Surprisingly, why can I graduate High School and get accepted at the University of Malang with this attitude and capacity of my brain? is this because of the power of the power of kepepet?”


“Please do not imitate my ugly nature yes..hehehe”.


After the first hour ended, as usual I went to a gazebo to listen to music while waiting for the next class. I have been in college for 1 year, but I have no friends yet. I'm still the old me, having problems communicating that makes it hard to make friends. While I was enjoying a song through my headset, suddenly there was a girl sitting next to me.


“Excuse me.. Can I sit here?” ask a girl


“Eh! Anu..si-please” said I was nervous


I'm not very good at communicating, every time I meet someone new I will immediately feel very nervous to see his face, so I'm determined to keep bowing to me.


“Why...why did I suddenly think of Anita ya?” thought I


“I knew it would happen. But...at least he should call right?!”


“It's been one year, but he's never once contacted me”


I just kept staring at Anita's bracelet. Feelings of sadness, longing, resentment were mixed up in the bitterness of the fact that I had been left behind by my loved ones. Without me noticing, the girl who had been sitting next to me suddenly approached me.


“Wah... the bracelet is good yes.unique gitu~” praise the girl


“Eh! Hehehe yes..” I replied awkwardly.


“It looks like this bracelet is paired... right?!” said the girl


“I-iya...this bracelet pairs” replied me.


“Hem... I also want to have a pairing bracelet like this deh~ btw, that's the bracelet you bought where?” ask the girl


“Anu.. This galang is a gift from my girlfriend” replied me


“Oh..from girlfriend anyway. You must be a matching couple ya” said the girl


“Hehehe. I haven't seen him in a long time. I don't know.I'm not sure if he still thinks I'm his girlfriend” said I pessimistic


“She is a very beautiful and cute girl, it is certain that now she has a new boyfriend. I can't hope he'll stay loyal to me. Besides I'm just an ordinary guy, where maybe he still loves the same I” said I was sad


“But.I don't hate him nor am I angry with him. I was already feeling quite happy to be able to spend my time with her, even though it was very short. I still remember the way he laughed, the way he smiled and also I still remember clearly how his face when he was angry with me.. hehehe” said me. I smiled a little every time I remember Anita.


“She's a very great girl. He could endure the huge problems that were happening to him without complaining in the least. She's a very strong girl, I've never met a girl as strong as her before” said I was amazed


“Maybe she now has a new boyfriend. I hope he gets people who are more deserving than me” I said


“Eh! I'm sorry.I'm even venting again. Sorry sorry” said I'm sorry


“Hahaha relax aja” said the girl


“I love to listen to the romantic story of kayak gini hehehe” said the girl was happy


“I think he still loves you. Maybe..” said the girl hesitated


“If you really love each other, one day you will definitely meet. I'm sure it is..” said the girl cheered me on


“Makasih ya... lamah we just met, but I feel really comfortable talking to you. bu-not that I think strange about you loh” said I awkward


“Hehehe duh.so embarrassed. No papa times, relax aja” said the girl was happy. After that, girl


it stood in front of me


“As a payment I have listened to your curses, how about you treat me to buy eskrim” pinta the girl


“What a girl, just met and asked for a treat. I think I'm a friend of his


thought me.


I raised my eyes because I was curious about the girl's face. As I raised my face, the first thing I saw was a sweet circular bracelet on her tiny wrist. As soon as I could recognize the bracelet that the girl was wearing, my heart was pounding, the longing feeling I had been feeling exploded violently. I didn't expect to see that bracelet after all this time.


“Iya..we buy a very much eskrim” said I am happy. I also grabbed the girl's hand


“You kangen yes same girl it~” said the girl teased


“Crewet! Your feelings are just”, I'm ashamed


“Hihihi..funny I was in the same kangenin my cute girlfriend” said the girl while laughing


a pretty face with a wide smile while extending her hand made my heart flinch. An unimaginable feeling of happiness filled the small hole that was in my heart.The girl's face was extremely blushing as she extended her hand to me.


We both walked hand in hand. I tightly gripped the little girl's hand. I once again turned my face towards the girl. The girl suddenly turned her head towards me and smiled, her face was very blushing as she looked into my eyes.


“I love you..” I said slowly


“Em~ I know kok” reply the girl slowly