Love And Despair

Love And Despair
First Kiss


After walking for a long time, we were also interested in the accessories store that was ahead


our. It looks like Anita is interested in the couple bracelet on the display. His eyes sparkle


binar looked at the bracelet from behind the display glass.


“Van! The van! What do you think the bracelet is?” anita's eyes sparkled


“emm... according to me good..” said I doubt it.


“real?!” Anita brought her face closer to mine


“iya.iya.iya...it is really good kok” replied I was nervous.


“sip! I bought this one” Anita told the store owner


“please pack also yes” pinta Anita happy


I was uncomfortable when Anita bought the gift, staying away for a bit


find space. I saw people passing by and passing from above. While I enjoy


that sight, Anita patted me on the shoulder and took me home. Before we go home, we


stop by for a while at the restaurant for lunch.


“hem~ gift already..stayingal birthday cake” muttered Anita.


“anak sultan emang bede. He even wants to make a birthday cake. If it had been


falling in love, anything must be done for the sake of happy doi. It's comfortable that Aldi is dating Anita.


Know-know fat later the child because anything bought the same Anita” my inner


“Van..Van!” call Anita


“eh! Yes why?” I was surprised


“from earlier I called you diem. What are you thinking?” Anita's upset


“eh, the..not anything kok~” I said


“i just asked, you know not a good cake shop? I haven't been here long, though,


so I don't know a good pastry shop here” said Anita


“hem~ why don't you make it yourself?” my proposal


“eh! Anu..


“emang really..but if you make the cake itself instead of Aldi will be happy.


banget” my word


“gitu yes..” Anita nervous


“but, I can't make cake” Anita said shyly


“i can help. I happen to be good at making cakes. Well.I learned from my mother when she was again.


make pesenana sih” people I doubt


“genuinely? If so we make aja directly” said Anita spirit


“if so, we just buy the ingredients, right?!” resounding


“when it comes to materials, I think there's still leftover material in my house. We wear it aja” proffer


ku


“hah! Really? Thanks so much Van!” Anita held my hand


“hehehe yes... equally” I felt nervous when she held my hand.


“why I did this..I shouldn't have done so far for Aldi's sake.


But.no idea. Though my heart is currently sliced, but why ..” my inner self is worried


***


Evan's House


“meow~” unwyuk turned his face and fiddled his tail


“if you don't want to help me, I won't give you dinner later!” threaten me


Unyuk looked very upset and immediately rushed off to pick up some bowls


and cake stirring equipment. Unyuk carried the device over his head and put it down


the equipment's on the table. Anita was amazed by my multi-talented cat.


Cats you can tell you to do anything you won't meet anywhere


except in my house. Well..although this cat often visit and always make his master.


annoyed. But he's a reliable cat.


We also make cake. Anita is inexperienced in stirring cakes


makes the kitchen very messy. The cake dough flies here and there. Me too


taught him some ways of stirring the cake dough. Sometimes he plays around with the dough.


He put the cake dough on my face, I couldn't stand being treated


like that, I avenge his actions. We seemed to be having so much fun at the time, with each other


flossing flour, occasionally rubbing cream on the cheeks and so on.


After a long time, the cake finally came. Even making my kitchen


like a broken ship, but I salute her persistence. Although he failed several times, he


don't give up on making that cake.


“Van, try your mouth book. Try you taste my cake first” said Anita at the same time


cake cut


“eh! No need, I can myself” I said awkwardly


“aaa..” says Anita is pointing a cake


Her face that was so cute and innocent could not make me refuse her request. I


I tried to get up to open my mouth. I was so nervous, I didn't expect to be bribed by Anita.


I closed my eyes so as not to feel nervous because I saw Anita's face. When I


closing my eyes, suddenly my lips felt something soft. The tenderness sensation


I've never felt it before.


I opened my eyes and I was shocked, Anita kissed me.


We kissed for so long, Anita looked on her tiptoes to reach me. Slowly, he


release kiss. His face looked so blustery, but it also looked sad. I didn't


expecting, my first kiss would be snatched like this by my friend's girlfriend.


“A anu..” says I stuttered


“Sorry.. Can you take me home now?” said Anita while turning her body


turn my back


“em...yah..” answer me awkwardly


I drove him home. She just kept quiet by holding the box with the cake in


his lap. The atmosphere at the time was very awkward. I couldn't walk straight, why did he kiss me then? Obviously, she already has a boyfriend. Does he want to ruin my friendship with Aldi?!


Arriving at Anita's house, she still did not say anything. He went straight in


to his house without giving me any explanation. Just as I was about to turn around, Anita came out and peeked out from behind the door.


“thank you..” said Anita slowly. But since I didn't realize it, I immediately


leave that house.