Love And Despair

Love And Despair
What's My Wrong?


From the outside, there was the sound of many children entering the classroom. Anita who


his friends were so shocked and his eyes were wide. He didn't move after looking


us both.


“An, why?” ask Siska. When Siska turned to look at us, she was also surprised


“I it... Why my uniform?” anita asked, her face was in shock


Anita walked slowly towards us, her eyes glazed over and she covered her mouth


with both hands. Eri who was crying gave a uniform full of scribbles. Anita


no longer able to endure her sadness, her tears fell down


his uniform.


“a I..a I found your uniform already this way when I entered the class earlier hiks..”.


said Eri while crying bitterly


“...” Anita did not say a word. Tears kept falling on the uniform


that's.


“WHO DID THIS WOI!” shouted Siska furiously. But everyone is silent


just


Unable to hold back her grief, Anita ran out while sobbing.


I who saw him running shed tears in front of me made me also feel sad.


I can understand his feelings because I have also experienced them before. But this is outrageous!


What did Anita do until she got this treatment.


“oy! Why are you getting?” siska asked me to hit my shoulder


“hah?” I was confused, what was Siska saying?


“hadeh... You go after Anita, bego! Time you want to see her cry sih” says


Siska is holding my back


I ran down the hall and looked around. I've been searching


some places but not found. My breath was running out, I was running out of options.


There's one more place I haven't been that I haven't been to.


“cih... at a time like this, why does Aldi not even exist?!” I complained while running


have a girlfriend why even I have to nenangin his girl. Where I awkwardly talk the same


Anita's. As I walked into the room, I saw him sitting at the table crying softly.


I tried to sit next to him. He is aware of my presence directly


rubbing her tears. His eyes that were still red showed that he was very sad. I


confused what to say to calm him down.


“sorry yes.. I've improved kok” he said.


“emm... it's not papa times, you continue to cry. Let's be relieved” said I awkwardly


“emm~” Anita shook her head slowly


“alah papa kok” said he tried to smile


“actually what problem are you with that person? Why is that guy always


screw you?” ask me


“...” Anita just shook her head slowly. He doesn't seem to know either


Suddenly Anita leaned on my shoulder. I was surprised I couldn't move my body


me one bit. I turned towards Anita, I saw her face so sad. Temporarily


I'll let the position go like this.


“I borrow your shoulder for a minute huh?” ask Anita slowly


“...well...” answer me awkwardly


“actually I also don't know why they can't do this with me...” said Anita.


wistful


“i never had any problems with them either. Butwhy? Hiks...” Anita start


rebuking again


Shortly after she cried, she fell asleep on my shoulder. Although this position is very external


ordinary, but if long-suffering too. But just this time, I'll give you my shoulder


to you, even though I know you're not mine. This pain in my chest suddenly appeared


back, the strange feeling that always bothers me every time I'm with Anita.