Love And Despair
The Beautiful Pain

The ice cream treated by Eri had melted completely. The ice cream fell to the ground

along with the fall of the last hope that the girl had. With strong feelings, the girl wanted to support the person she loved wholeheartedly until the end. He did not want to betray his true feelings, but he also knew from the beginning that he had no more chances. There was no room in Evan's heart for Eri, whom he gave birth to only the person he now loved.

“Actually earlier I saw Anita was twisting madding alone in her class. Go where he is, he needs you now” said Eri sadly

“Truly?! Then I go there first ya” said I was surprised

“Yah... hurry there. If you go there, everything will be fine” Eri's tears flow slowly. I was surprised when I saw those tears flowing slowly on Eri's cheeks

“Eh? Sorry... my eyes put dust” Eri rubbed his eyes

“Hah? are you not papa? Did I take you to school first?” I'm worried

“Hah? gapapa kok..my eyes just enter the dust, at most this out is healed really. Quickly there, kasian he's alone there” reject Eri

“Ka-then I go first yes..” said I awkwardly.

“Ya...be careful injalan” says Eri

“Ya..” my word is awkward

After I left Eri alone in the garden, Eri slowly crouched down and covered her face with both palms. He cried softly in the middle of that quiet garden. Tears that were as strong as she could endure poured down her face. Now he no longer needed to hold back his tears.

“Thank God I could hold back my tears earlier.”.

“If I cry until he won't go..”.

“I have no right to stop it..”.

“I don't want him to stop helping her because of me..”.

“Because he saved me..”.

“I must not be selfish.. because I am only a sister to him”.

Arriving at school, I ran towards my class to hand over the materials they requested. My thoughts were mixed, I felt like I missed Anita a lot but I also felt really nervous when I thought about meeting her.

“Evan...why are you so long?” ask the Princess worriedly

“The story is long...Put, I can ask you please not?” ask me

“Eh? Yes, what is it?” Princesses shocked

“I'm really sorry I can't help you make madding! There are things I have to do!” my ask

“Gapapa kok.. anyways this moment again also want to finish” Princess smile small on me.

“Still Put!” I hugged the Princess tightly. The Princess was surprised by my sudden action and the Princess's face was blushing as it was tightly embraced by me

I rushed to Anita's class. When I reached Anita's class, I stood in front of the empty classroom door and only saw Anita who was busy working on madding alone. My chest felt tight when I saw Anita struggling alone in that silent classroom. I approached him slowly, he looked very hard working making this madding.

“Again alone nih~ where are your other classmates?” ask me

“Eh! Evans! You ngagetin me aja” Anita spontaneously reversing the body

“Hehehe...they have gone home first, because madding is not finished... I took the initiative to continue alone hehehe” said Anita nervously.

“Bu-doesn't mean they accidentally left me alone loh! The plan tomorrow this madding will continue, but I insist want to continue it alone” said Anita confirmed

“Tremendous delusion” thought I

“Ya..ya... I understand kok~ here I helpin” I grabbed some ingredients to make madding.

“Eh eh no need..sini let me aja” Anita snatch madding material from my hand

“Better we both do so quickly finish..” I said.

“I-iya deh...” Anita relented

In the end Anita let me help her. Time after time keeps rolling and we work hard to make that madding. Without us knowing, it turned out that the Princess was watching us from afar. The princess seemed to smile seeing us working together in completing this madding.