Love And Despair

Love And Despair
The Emergence of Feelings of Love


After all the students in my class changed, we headed straight for the field. As always, we warm up first before exercising. Sports gurus say that today guys play football and girls play volleyball.


Since my physique is weak, I can only be a burden to the team. Not until ten minutes


ask to be replaced because it feels like my heart will be removed. My breath was heavy and my body was full of sweat.


Unlike me, Aldi who is a school futsal team captain can play continuously


even until all of his friends had reached the limit, he was still freshly fit and like having unlimited stamina.


In the middle of the game, Aldi was injured because he was sledding an opposing player when he


dribble the ball towards the opponent's goal.


His knees were bleeding and he was forced out of the game. Anita who happens to be a PMR member swiftly helps Aldi take care of her in the UKS room. Anita looked so shrewd and experienced in treating the wound on Aldi's knee.


“anu... thanks ya” said Aldi embarrassed.


"yes. It is mandatory for PMR members like me to help others when injured” said


Anita tied the bandage to Aldi's knee


“sip! I finished” said Anita excited


“- uh!” when Anita nodded her head,


his face was so close to his face


Aldi. Their eyes stared at each other and their faces both turned red spontaneously. Her spirit is so awkward. After finishing treating Ald's leg, the two of them returned to the spaciousness.


After the sports hours were over, Adi and Anita were part of the schedule to return the ball to the warehouse. Before Aldi set out to return the ball, the sports teacher encouraged Aldi to the Futsal race representing district-level High School.


“for next week's race, passion yes! Score as many goals as possible!”


“ready sir!” Aldi excited


the warehouse, they went straight into that dark, stuffy room. Room


filled with sports equipment it feels hot because there is no window to regulate the circulation of room temperature.


When Aldi and Anita put the balls down, they accidentally touched their hands.


Suddenly they were surprised to make the balls scattered. The atmosphere in the room was so awkward, just the two of them and accompanied the balls in the room.


“mi next week you are in the race huh?!” Anita opened the conversation


“great yes, you can represent our school against those powerful schools. You must be


already working hard to be able to reach that position” praised Anita


“egak kok~ I just happen to be able to enter the core” team said Aldi embarrassed


“excitement yes, I will come support you in the race later” Anita smiled


“... I yes” Aldi dazzled with Anita's sweet smile


“btw, how's your wound? Still sick?” ask Anita


“eh, do not kok~ already sick again” said Aldi excited


“thank goodness if it” said Anita smiling sweetly


After hours of exercise, Aldi and Budi invited me to go to the cafeteria to buy drinks


chilly. But I refused, I prefer to change clothes. When I got to


in front of the class, I saw the girls seem to have finished changing clothes. Because I thought it was safe, I went straight to class without thinking.