Love And Despair
Finally My Romance Story Begins

Evan's House

“assalammuallaikum” my greetings

“assalammuallaikum” Anita's greetings with small voice

When the two of us entered the house, it looked so dark because there were no lights on. No one at all, so quiet. When I turned on the light, suddenly a small white-haired cat jumped at me. Apparently he was very confused with his employer.

“wahh...the cat is so cute, so~” said Anita gemas

“what's his name?” anita Sambal hugged my cat

“the name is unwyuk” answer me

Anita hugged my cat very softly. Swiped his nose with a unyuk and hugged him hard.

The face of the Unyuk looked at me, he smiled cynically at me. I don't know why I'm so upset by this shit cat's face. So arrogant he put on a face humbling me. One of his legs came out and one of his claws pointed down with his arrogant face telling me I was a loser. Even I lost to a cat.hiks, unfortunately my life.

Wanting to escape from the harsh reality, I left the two of them and headed straight for the kitchen. Because my parents often come home at night, so my parents never had time to cook for dinner, al result I have to mandarin and learn to cook to make dinner or breakfast.

“wah..apparently Evan jago cook ya” anita stunned

“enggak...jain aja kok” replied me.

“you've charged your hp?” ask me

“ya again in the contents” replied anita As I watched me cooking, Anita looked around the room in my house.

His langakh stopped when he saw a guitar playing on the corner of the room. Curiously, Anita tried to grab the guitar. The guitar was very dusty and never looked well maintained. Anita sings a song by playing the guitar. It's great to listen to music while I'm cooking. I can't believe anita Semerdu's voice.

“Time first time

I see you present

This feeling of heart wants you

Calm heart heard

A beautiful voice greeted..."

“do you like playing music” asked Anita

“ya...dulu" answered me glumly.

After an hour, I finally finished cooking. Just a regular dish and nothing special at all. I'm holding it on the dining table. Seen on the dining table there is a portion of mustard stir fry and some tempe gorang. After serving the food, I continued to wash the dishes. My eyes focused on the running water and my hands were rubbing the dirty dishes. A soft and tiny hand suddenly gave me a dish that had been washed.

My eyes were immediately on the person standing next to me. Anita smiled at me. That innocent smile made me smile a little. We talked about a few things while doing the dishes.

After we washed the dishes, we got out of the dirty place. Suddenly the unwavering unwavering unwound ran between anita's legs, making anita's balance falter and making her almost fall. Quickly, both of my hands hold onto Anita's shoulders. We both stared at each other, so close to our faces that we could feel our own breath.

“what the heck with this romantic pose. Good job nyuk” my inner while looking unyuk

Unyuk with his arrogant face raised one of his legs and showed one of his claws as if showing inysarat showing his thumb. Continuing the romantic scene, my heart thumped loudly. Time seems to stop.

“an…. Evan?!” anita said nervously

“seems like my hp power is enough filled” anita ran to her hp place in the cas which is in the tv room.

He rushes to pull out his casing and says that he will go back to his house because the sun has set since. She looks busy with her phone looking for her home address. The sky was already very dark, I drove Anita to the front of my house.

“thank you evan” said anita

“sama-sama an” reply me

“caution injalan” book me

“iyah...” Answer with a simple smile

I went back inside the house. My back was hit by a very strong magnetic pull from the sofa in the living room. The sensation of a blend of backs that meet the sofa while playing a moba game is a very comfortable kombanasi. For a rebel like us, this position is the best position. After a while, my mother came to the house.

“assalammuallaikum.” greetings my mother with a limp voice.

“wallaikumsalam” answer me while focusing on my game

“meannya already ready at the bu” table answered me while playing the game

“iya~ thanks ya nak~” replied my mother is tired

After finishing a few games, I decided to open one of the social medisa because I was tired of losing mulu. My finger doesn't stop scrolling the posts of net citizens. In my browsing, I found new news that is in the forum ‘news latest x”.

my heart stopped, my eyes wide at the post. My mind cannot properly digest what I am seeing right now. Questions popped up in my mind.

“what is this really?”

“what is not hoax?”

“why can this be?”

“which is like this where it might happen right?!”

The contents of the potingan was the accident of an X High School student that occurred in the early evening. Accompanied by a picture of a schoolgirl who poured blood all over her body. His blood soaked his uniform, so that the white color of the uniform turned blood red.

“the address is similar!”

“I saw it while looking for a way in GPS”

“motor is also same”   

I was so shocked I couldn't speak. The horror enveloped me for a moment. Tears just flow. My mother who saw my situation was so worried and immediately approached me.

“you why Evan? Why are you crying” asked my mother worried

“uhmmm....eh...” startled me while wiping my tears.

Without me noticing my tears just dripping down, a feeling of guilt haunted me. I should have been able to take him home by then.

"I killed someone!" Quiz word hysterical

“one who has just been with me since this afternoon, could he be gone for good??? Did anita really die because of that accident my inner”