Love And Despair

Love And Despair
The Key to Forgiveness


That's what I was thinking, but one day Rendy challenged aldi to meet him at some point


place of. I followed him secretly. It turned out that aldi had been surrounded with Rendy members who were ready to beat him up at any moment. My legs were shaking, I wanted to help her but didn't know what to do. I was thinking of running away from that place, but…


“you think I'm sorry I hooked your pet huh!” said Aldi


“dia is not a pet! He is my precious friend!” said Aldi coolly


“many bacots also this child!” Rendy's upset


Rendy's friends start beating Aldi unilaterally.


Aldi's words were ringing in my head. What am I thinking, he is willing to be beaten for my sake! While this coward wants to run away leaving his friend beaten just like that. I foolishly plunged into the mess and lifted the bastards from behind. But my presence changes nothing.


We both got beaten up by those bastards. After being satisfied to beat us, we were just left lying there.


“ma forgive me..because I you got this” said I regret.


“chill aja time. After all they also have to be beaten up” said Aldi smiling


“the one who got hit was us. Why even say such cool stuff?!” my word


mocking


“-hahahaha” we both laughed together


Just that laugh alone was enough for us to relieve the pain all over


our bodies. Since then, we have been close friends and we have always been together everywhere.


I'd love to hit Rendy in the face


with my hands, but what can I do? I'm the one who would be sad if I still hold this strong sense of revenge, but I try to forget it even though it is heavy.


Forgiveness is the key to breaking the chain of hate, that's what a fictional character from my favorite comic book says! But I am not a naive person who will forgive them. This upset feeling will probably always be in me.


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Return to the main time line, 3 years later at SMA X


The four of us arrived at a place that was always crowded with students who came


on a kroncongan stomach. The place where the smell of oil and other smells gather into one.


I don't want to mention any smells that I smell, but one thing is for sure, the smell that I hate the most is never absent enliven the smell in this place, yes… aye! Puck smell.


“hallo mom! Haven't eaten here in a long time!” said Aldi pleased


“wah…! Aldi is coming home. Want to order like usual, right?!” said the canteen mother


“iya bu, as usual” said with a smile


They are both very close. But not only the canteen's mother was fascinated with


the good looks of the futsal team captain, the other canteen mothers were also amazed by the boy's good looks. With her popularity, it's not hard to get a boyfriend, I thought. But the truth is he's still a real singles from birth just like me. I don't know what makes her not have a boyfriend, is she gay? hahaha, it's impossible, right?!