Love And Despair
The Tears of the Stars

The moon was shining so brightly and the stars were strewn across the sky. Anita and Aldi go for a walk together sipping the beach. Walking barefoot, enjoying the water touching their feet.

I who feel bored also take a walk along the beach. From a distance, it turns out

Eri ran after me to go for a walk. Walk slowly under the bright moonlight. On the way, Eri finds sea shells.

“hey Evan! Look-look! I found the clams!” Eri showed me those shells

“wah~ shell is beautiful once” I'm impressed

“hehehe beautiful kayak I kan~” Eri smile wide

“ya yes..” answer me flat

We continued our journey to the beach. Cold weather that pierces the bones

it made Eri shiver, Spontan I gave him my jacket. He looks very happy.

While we were enjoying the night view on the beach, from a distance we saw

Anita and Aldi stood on the beach holding hands.

For some reason I suddenly pulled Eri's hand and hid in the bushes. Our

the two were watching them from a distance, it was unclear what they were talking about because

their voices were carried away by the wind.

“why do we hide?” whispered Eri

“shhh..diem du” says I panic

I shouldn't have seen him at that time. They both kissed right in front of us

under the bright moonlight. The moonlight reflected in the water emitted a sparkle

the bright light enveloped them like diamonds.

My heart broke to see the two of them kissing. I can't stand to see

they kissed, went from that place with Manahan sick. I squeezed firmly into the chest

I feel so claustrophobic.

“eh! Van, wait for me!” said Eri hurried after me

I sat on the white sand lamenting my sorrow. The sound of the waves and the night wind

can't treat the pain in my chest. As I was staring at the waves alone, Eri came and sat down beside me.

“you're not papa?” Eri was worried

“not papa kok” answer me flat

“you can't forever drown in the past, you have to keep looking into

front” says Eri

“same aja kayak Putri” muttered me

“

I know... but it's not that easy to forget him” I said

“dia is like a bad habit for me. It's hard to get rid of” said I

“i know it's hard. But you have to go forward..” said Eri quietly.

“iya..but, every time I see his face, my heart is pounding. I just this first time felt it” said I was annoyed

“you are stubborn huh! It is not you who are sad!” yelled Eri, both of us

looking at each other, the sincere eyes glazed over and I caused it.

“Eri also sad if you see you continue to grieve like this! You used to be nothing like

this. we used to play together often, but after the arrival of Anita.Eri felt you had gone far enough. Eri is afraid that you will disappear hiks.” said Eri. He's weeping

sniffle

“Eri..” I was very surprised to hear Eri's statement. I didn't think that Eri

I always thought of me

“hiks...hiks..” Eri wiped her tears.

“forget him!” said Eri

“Eri will be his successor” Eri said earnestly

forget her..” pinta Eri.

“Eri already can not see you continue to be hurt like this” Eri's eyes glazed

“Eri also loves Evan..” Eri's face blushes.

Suddenly Eri closed his eyes. With the earnestness and sincerity of his heart, he

leave all the decisions to me. My hands were shaking, I was holding both of Eri's shoulders

slowly.

Her soft lips were right in front of my eyes. Slowly, I brought my face closer

with the face of Eri. I was so nervous that I broke out in a cold sweat, but somehow doubt

enveloped me.

“already I guess I can't” said I was nervous. I immediately distanced my face from

Eri

“why..?” elis' face looked very disappointed

“maaf...i can't kiss you” I said sorry

“during this time I only thought of you as my sister. No more” replied me

“so yes...” Eri subdues his jaw

“yah... how else. if that's your answer..yes...hiks..... not pa-papa...hiks”.

Eri smiled as she held back tears

“sorry..” I feel guilty

***

At the same time that Evan and Eri left

Anita and Aldi are kissing. They both hold hands. However

when they kiss, all Anita has in mind is Evan. Anita remembers the moments

it's nice where he goes with Evan.

Anita shed tears, she remembered the last time she kissed Evan. Water

those eyes of sadness were flowing down his cheeks. Anita could not help her sadness. Guilt means their kiss.

For a moment they both let go of her kiss. As Aldi was about to kiss Anita a second time, Anita tried to dodge.

“why?” ask Aldi

“e enggak..” replied Anita held back tears

“maaf...” Anita left Aldi alone on the beach.

“even if I say, “I love you” it is not your” Inner Anita

“sorry..Even when I kiss with you, I remember that person's face…

I can no longer” Inner Anita.

He ran over the wet sand. Anita could not help her sadness

any more. He ran while shedding tears. Regret and resentment were mixed in the young girl's heart.

***

Meanwhile somewhere else

“ngiiiiyinggg~ PLOK” Princess spanked a mosquito

“ih, why are they so long! I've been forgotten deh” Purti is upset

scratching his body

“first I was forgotten by son Anos, now I'm forgotten all

friends ku” murmured Princess

“gini very have friends” Princess is still grumbling

And that's how the beautiful girl was left alone in the tent by her friends. Sitting alone near the campfire while enjoying a warm tea and eating a cup of freshly cooked noodles.