Love And Despair
Why You Care So Much

I sat alone in a long chair away from the crowd. I just looked at and

bow your head there. Suddenly a cold canned drink was placed on my cheek until

it surprised me.

“oh...apparently you toh” my face looks so moody

“ngapain alone here?” asked the Princess while sitting near me giving a drink

that can

“not, I just want to aja” I replied evasively

“oh... basic anos” said Putri while drinking his canned drink

“ I thought you were heartbroken, so run here” said Putri grinned

“egh...” his words directly pierced my chest. Apparently he knows my feelings about

Anita's. I'm pathetic, I can only run away from reality.

“Anita deserves someone better than me” said I a little

smiley

“lagian Aldi is nice and he is also quite popular. They'll be a great couple

if they date later” I say a little relieved

“who are you that determines whether you deserve to be by his side!” purti shouted in annoyance

The princess looked so upset after hearing my words. I was so surprised why he

could be so angry. His face flushed red, he was holding his can of drinks so hard. But on the other hand his face also looked so sad.

“who has the right to decide is Anita” continued Putri

“what you did was just trying to get his heart” Purti looked at me seriously

“Why do you stay moody? Is it because you got stabbed by your own friend?!” mock Princess.

His face looked so demeaning it made me very upset

“i was not stabbed by anyone. It's just that from the beginning I had no intention of

continue with” reply I'm annoyed

“Lying! You are too passive and let everything pass you by” Putri added annoyed after hearing my answer

I got angry when I heard those words coming out of the Princess' mouth. Mindlessly

long I took out all my thoughts.

“why do you care so much about me? You think I'm not trying? You think I am

want to end up like this? You think I want to be in this position?” I yelled annoyed at the Princess. He looked surprised as I shouted in front of him

“engkak! But circumstances forced me... “ shouted I was upset. My face is so red

“Aldi..she's my friend, I can't snatch Anita from her” said I was gloomy once

“but, my feelings for Anita are not lies!” I said sure

“finally..you are honest with yourself” said Purti smiling.

The princess returned to drink the canned drink. He seemed relieved to see me after me

take out all my heart. I realized that her actions helped me a lot, she tried to open myself up and lighten the burden inside me by letting out my heart.

“hah~” Princess sighs while closing her eyes

“if I were Anita, I would prefer you over Aldi” Purti keceplosan.

Suddenly the Princess was surprised because she realized that she had unintentionally said that.

“eh?” I was surprised and confused at once

“bu doesn't mean I say that as myself!” Princess dodged. Her face

blushing and she blushed in embarrassment after saying that.

“ah! It... anu..it was just a pandemic-reward~ hehehe” he said cannggung balu-.

embarrassed

“arghhh The princess seemed upset by herself because of the accident earlier

“intya you have to keep the spirit. Don't be so moody because Anita was shot by people

others. You still have me-uh I mean, you still have us as your friends” Purti looks so excited while pointing at my face

“there are still many girls out there who are no less beautiful than Anita. So don't just

stuck in the past, okay~” said Princess smiling sweetly at me

“thank you yes...you already want to be a friend of ansos kid like me” said I smiled

the Princess

Instantly the Princess's face flushed and blushed in embarrassment after seeing me smile at her.

He instantly turned his body, he tried hard to cover his face which blushed in embarrassment. From

in the distance, Eri was running towards us. He ran while waving his hands cheerfully.

“loh apparently Evan is here anyway. I was just looking for you did not meet loh~” Eri grumbled.

Her annoyed bulantya face was very cute. Even though she was upset she was still cute and always seemed cheerful in any situation.

“hehehe...maaf” said I was guilty while rubbing my head.

“humpf” Eri who pouts really cute

“then I go first yes..” Purti walk go nullify us.

“ah, yes...thank you yes!” I screamed happy

The princess just waved her hand with her back to us. I saw his back from behind, walking down the hallway connecting this gray world with that colorful world. He walked over the edge of that world, and I was shocked at once. I can go back to seeing colors that I thought I couldn't see anymore. I am grateful to have a friend like her, I feel so guilty for having forgotten her several times, the next time I have to apologize to her.