Love And Despair
I Love You More Than Anything

“Fyuh... finally finished also” I wiped the sweat on my forehead.

“Iya..finally done too..” connect Anita.

“Sorry yes if the results do not match what you want because I suck really if the business starts” said I regret

“Em... em...” Anita shook her head slowly

“Gapapa kok..ini aja already very good” said Anita encouraged me.

I turned my body towards Anita, Anita also turned her body. Our eyes met each other and stared so deeply at each other. My chest was beating loudly, my mouth like it didn't want to open to get my heart out.

I gathered all the courage I had. I've never felt so shy and this big before. But I promised to tell that person my true feelings. If I don't say it now then he will definitely be very angry at me.

“Anu...Anita, I have something to say to you” I said nervously

“Sorry.. but I can't” Anita replied coldly. I was also surprised by his reply

“Hey... I haven't even said it. Suddenly I was rejected first. What's reason?” ask me to panic

“We can't be with Van..” Anita replied

“What? Is it because you hate me?” ask me to panic

“Em...em...” Anita shook her head slowly

“I don't hate you at all.. Instead of the opposite” said Anita.

“So...?” ask me one more time. Anita was just silent

“What's because you're afraid I'll get in trouble if I keep being with you? Are you afraid that the same incident will happen again?” ask me hysterically

“Do you know? I'm actually really embarrassed to say this.I think I just want to die. But...even I have not finished my sentence, you have rejected me and you say you like me...” said I was upset.

“I love you more than anything. I don't care about people who terrorize you. I don't care about gossip about you…. I just love you Anita! Please... answer honestly” I hold Anita's shoulder.

“You don't understand!” said Anita

“What? I won't understand if you don't say it straight” I said

“A-aku...aku..” Anita started crying.

“Hiks...hiks..I also love you..Evan..hiks” Anita said in tears.

“But, I'm afraid..I'm afraid to see you covered in blood like that again... I don't want my loved ones to die because of me” Anita said. I hugged Anita tightly. Anita was crying loudly on my chest

“Sorry has made you worried.. I promise it will not happen again” said I rubbed Anita's head.

After Anita calmed down enough, she wiped her tears. After that Anita went to get her bag, she searched for something in her bag. After a long search, he finally showed me that thing.

“That bracelet..” I said

“Iya.. All this time I carried this bracelet everywhere. This is the bracelet I bought with you. Actually I bought this bracelet with you for us to wear with”, Anita blushed embarrassed

Suddenly my head hurt a lot when I saw the two of us juxtaposing our bracelets together. Some memories entered suddenly, the image of me walking with Anita in the mall and the picture of Anita showing the bracelet on me was vague.

“Why Van?” ask Anita worried

“E-not..did not papa kok” replied me.

Anita's face immediately blushed when I saw me. My heart jolted when I saw the cute side of Anita. I don't know why I feel like kissing Anita. Slowly I bent my body and brought my face closer to her, my chest beating very tight.

We kissed in that quiet classroom, time felt like it was just the two of us. Anita hugged me very tightly, I also hugged Anita very tightly. Anita plays her soft lips very well, I also return the wild Anita kiss with the same thing to make her body tremble. He squeezed the back of my shirt very strongly because it felt good. The sweet taste of Anita's lips imprinted on my lips. As soon as we kissed, Anita's face was very red and she was very embarrassed.

“Finally..we are officially dating ya” Anita said shyly.

“I-iya..hehehe” says I'm ashamed.

It was late and the sun was almost setting. We also decided to go home together. While walking down the hall, we both felt very awkward because we both still remembered the hot kiss in class. Slowly I touched Anita's hand and Anita replied by holding my hand.

When we got to the parking lot I felt like something was missing. I try to remember what I have forgotten. I feel my back feels light, then I rub my back.I also just remember that I forgot the task u.

“Alamak! I forgot my bag missed in my inner” class

“Why Van?” ask Anita

“Anu.. An, you go home first. I want to go back to class first, my bag missed in class” I said

“That's it. I went home first ya” Anita pampit

“Ya...be careful injalan” says me

“Ya” Anita replied

I ran to my class and took my bag. After I got my bag, I rushed to the parking lot, but as I was on my way I heard the conversation of some girls in the class. The curious me approached the class and quietly eavesdropped on their conversation.

“I think I know them. If not wrong they are called troops already

love” I tried to eavesdrop on their conversation from behind the wall

“Aduh... how about? I'm so scared. This we have passed the loh” said the Goddess of fear

“Iya nih... I was afraid that it was reported to the police as Anita” said Lia frightened

“Ma-mau how else right?! We're in a position to not beat him. As long as he still has the photo we can not say anything” said Lulu resigned

“If only we could delete the photo...we will not be in this position” said Dewi annoyed.

“Iya... All this because of him! Crazy psychopath!” keep up Lia

I suddenly entered the classroom and joined their conversation

“Can explain in more detail who you mean by him?” pinta ku. My face looks very serious very angry