Love And Despair
Fireworks

“we split, I'll be there, then there” said I panicked

“iya, we will meet again in front of the entrance of the malam” market, Aldi said

“oke” my word is short

We scattered to find Anita in the sea of men, in this gloom it would be a little difficult to find the child. I moved a little faster through this crowd. Looking at every face I met, but it has not been successful.

When I thought my steps had slowed down and my mind was not calm, I saw a girl who was being bullied by three men. I tried to get closer to confirm the girl's face. I can't believe it turns out that the girl who was being bullied was Anita.

“hei neng! How alone is it?” said one of the teasers

“iya, where is her boyfriend? Or eneng nih own way?” ask the other teaser

“...” Anita just silent fear

“sorry! It's been a long wait huh!” I said to Anita

“ayo we continue the~” I said while pulling Anita's hand and leaving

those guys.

“cikh, he already has a guy apparently!” upset the man

On the way we left the seductress behind, I felt a little guilty

having said that, Anita must not be happy that I was her boyfriend. In that crowd I tried to correct the mistakes I had made.

“anu. I said I was your girlfriend” said I was sorry

“emm emmm~” Anita shakes her head while smiling

“gak papa really, besides you did me earlier to nolongin I right. I am the one who should thank you. Thanks ya” said Anita smile

“... yes equally” reply I blushed

“lagian you can anyway separate earlier?” ask me curious

“anu. But he's not back and forth, anymore,

so I sentin' to make your way, uh you know there were people who were disturbing

I” Anita explained

“Eri?” I said curious

“ya. I want to contact friends first” I said

“eh..

“why?” ask me

“just call them later, we take a walk for a while how? We play one

aja deh~” tanya Anita

“eh..how ya?” I said confused

times yes..” thought I

“ya already deh” said I resigned

“nah..kalu so we play it aja yuk” Anita pointed bianglala

We also entered the building. Just the two of us, sitting opposite each other

same other in there. The situation was very awkward, we didn't say a single word. But I know that Anita is very happy, it is clearly drawn from her face. When we were at the top of the ring, suddenly fireworks were launched, complementing our romantic atmosphere. Eyes so wild and captivated by the sparkle of color that decorate the darkness of the warm night.

“from above this, the view looks beautiful huh?!” anita said stunned

“iya” answer me short

“thank you Van already want to ngabulin my selfishness” said Anita happy

“iya...” said I smiled.

“if only that smile could last a long time, if only that smile was just for

i'm an. Should I shoot Anita now?” thought I

“events like this will not come twice. The sip! I'm gonna shoot him

now!” thought I was steady

“anu...Anita!” I said nervous

“ya!” anita was happy

“actually I su-“ DUARRRRR Second wave fireworks make my voice

not heard by Anita

“apa? What did you say?” ask Anita

“... nothing, not nothing kok” said I smiled

After enjoying the ride. I tried to contact friends, apparently

they've been waiting for us at the entrance of the night market. By the time we got there, they were already waiting in annoyance. Suddenly Eri runs towards Anita and apologizes to her.

“maaf An, I left you alone” said Eri regretfully

“iya..gak papa kok” says Anita calms Eri.

“dah malem nih, we go home aja yuk” invite Princess

“ya nih, it's night. Let's go home” Aldi said

That night was one or maybe the only night of the week

valuable to me. Being able to get together with friends I trusted and also being able to get closer to Anita, all of this was like a dream. If this is really a dream, I don't want to quickly wake up from this beautiful dream and I hope this dream can continue like this forever. That's what I was hoping for.

But I didn't expect, on that day, after the final was over. With a happy experience and a body full of sweat, she honestly told us how she felt. “Van, it seems that at the event held by the school later, I will shoot Anita in public” said Aldi.Just with one sentence it makes me silent for a moment and my mind was empty. I was confused as to what to respond to. My feelings were mixed, on the one hand I felt annoyed, but on the other hand I could do nothing. “After all this, my efforts will be in vain?”