Love And Despair
A Gift For Him

When I was about to wear a helmet, I asked Anita. He hasn't been at all

tell me our purpose is to leave. I don't know where we're going either.

“anu..actually where are we going?” asked me scratch my cheeks using

index finger

“we will go to mall” Anita replied excitedly

“hah?” my feelings are not good

“anu... Why go there?” ask me to worry

“why is that pale face?” ask Anita wonder

“quiet aj~ you are quite friendsin I am looking for a gift kok~” said Anita patted my shoulder

“gift? For whom?” ask me

“besok Aldi birthday. I'd like to ask you to help me find that gift

good for him” said Anita excited

Instantly I was stunned. I didn't think I'd be asked to do something

which hurts so much. This girl is so cruel, she does not understand what my feelings are? I

it's been hard to endure this pain, but this chick easily destroys it

just like that.

“anu actually I have asked Eri for help, but he was busy today. he said there are things

all she has to do today” said Anita

“because you are close friends of Aldi besides Eri, I want to ask for help with you” said

Anita is awkward

“you must mind ya?” ask Anita to be clear

“sorry I've been selfish and acted at will” Anita regrets. His face looks

he was glum and he put his head down

“chi! Just because of that.he got to..”batin I'm upset.

“don't show such a guilty face! You make me like a person.

wicked. I am the one who should be pitied here! But why..why... I can't..”.

my mind is worried

“but, this is not his fault. He doesn't know how I feel about him. So it's only natural that

he asked me for help. After all I have decided to go down this path, I

can't back down now. I have to finish it until the end!” my inner

“no kok. Relax aja~” answer I laugh doubtfully

“you really are. You two are my friends. I should have done that

best to help a friend who asked for help ku” said I hesitate

“basic liar!” my mind is upset with myself

***

Mall

We finally arrived at the Mall. Goddamnit! Just arrived, but why can I see the aura

evil enveloped this place. Suddenly the wallet in my pocket was rumbling to run away from

that horrible place.

“shhh. I will take care of you as much as I can. So please calm down

lah” I said slowly to my wallet

“why Van?” ask Anita

“eh! Henggak~ hehehe no papa kok~” said I laughed doubtfully

We also entered the mall. I can't stay calm in that crowd.

We looked around at the shops there. After a long walk around, Anita suddenly

“Van, I'm here to try some clothes. You wait here jerah ya~”

anita said flirtatiously

“...ya..” said I doubt it

“wah~ son sultan emang beda” my inner awe

He also took a few sets of clothes. When he went into the dressing room, he

smile sweetly at me. Instantly my heart was racing. Ah shit! She's so cute.

After a while, he came out of the locker room.

Looking beautiful and charming, she was wearing plain white clothes

it resembled a thin sweater and a short red skirt about the size of above the knee. I think the pakian was a little open.

“how?” tanya Anita was excited

“emm...according to me fit” said I hesitate.

Anita seemed dissatisfied with my answer, it could be seen clearly from her face.

He closed the dressing room curtains again to try on another shirt. Not long ago

he reappeared with a different charm.

She was wearing a long-sleeved blue shirt with a short skirt of tinted boxes

reds. This time there is an additional round brown hat adorning his head. She looks

sometimes twisting his body to show his clothes.

“how about this?” anita asked nervously

“you are a great fit!” I'm throwing a thumb

After a few times he thrashed the clothes in front of me, he finally got confused should

choose which clothes he will buy. I, who was sitting outside the clothes area, suddenly

suddenly pulled by Anita towards the pile of clothes that look like that mountain.

“Van, which one do you think I should buy? Did I buy everything?!” said Anita

dilemma

“buset nih girl! Time yes he wants to buy all my inner T-shirt”. I'm the curious one

at the price of the clothes, I tried to look at the price tag paper

“WHAT THE F*CK!” I was surprised to see the price of one shirt.

The price of one shirt alone is equivalent to the amount of my savings for a year. Here you go

want to buy everything, not wrong? I was trembling holding the clothes in sight

cold sweats. Anita seemed to be smiling to herself while picking her clothes.

“anu..I just give you a suggestion. You better choose the one shirt that you wear the most

like” my advice doubt

“hem. How's dong?” ask Anita

“anu..it...” I am confused to answer what.

“ah! How about gini. You saw me wearing these clothes.

you are the one who chooses. Which one do you think is best?” anita's eyes were beaming

“lah..kok even ask me anyway. I know that way. I was wrong to choose” again

my inner

“em. I see you fit wear this one” said I chose random.

“wah~ I also thought this one was the best. The sip! I bought this one. Thanks

Van~” says Anita is happy

“I yes..sama-sama” said I doubt

“huf... good thing she likes” my inner chest rubs