Love And Despair

Love And Despair
I Didn't know, The One I Was


Since the beginning came, Anita just stood looking at me while smiling sweetly. Him


it makes me so nervous, he once said he loved me. I don't know


what exactly is my relationship with her, but it seems like Anita and I used to be with each other


loves.


“thank goodness you can go to school” said Anita smiling sweetly at me


“I yes” answer me nervously


“heh! Who says you can chat with Evan-ku” said Eri annoyed


“hah? Your evan? Since when did Evan become yours? I don't remember tuh” Anita replied


“from first. You are the one who suddenly came from Mars planet tau-tau want to mention Evan


from ku” the people of Eri


“hah? Girl to pede. Just a childhood friend title capital already sok-sok-an”


reply Anita


“Usually yes, childhood friends like you in movies do not live long


and ended up being rejected as the protagonist” taunted Anita


“hah? You got a storm?” Eri was angry


“if yes then why?” reply Anita


The atmosphere in the class is getting hotter. On one side Eri and Anita were having a big fight


in front of me, on the other hand the boys looked very angry and ready to beat me up. Even


someone brought a block of wood to hit me. The princess who could not stand it


eri and Anita's childish behavior suddenly pushes the two of them out of the classroom.


TRINGG


“udah~ udah~ do not make a fuss in the class of people. you hear tuh, bell udah sound”


The princess pushed back Eri and Anita


“fyuh...welcome~ I have to repay the kindness of Princess someday” I said


The hour of rest has arrived. I don't know if I used to go to the cafeteria like that


the child is generally or he just spends his time in class. I haven't


knowing what I used to be. When I was worried, the Princess asked me


library.


“ayo Van we perpus equally” invite Princess


“eh, ya” answer me


“I don't think apparently I was this guy diligent me once. He always reads books


perpussed with this girl my inner”


“ is not only beautiful but this girl turns out to be diligent also” my inner. Though I am the


now I don't know how stupid the two of us were to the point of being remidy so many times during the exam


We also arrived at the school library, the quietest place in the school, even me


I don't see a single child sitting here reading a book. I immediately picked up one book at random so that I looked diligent, even though I was not interested in the book myself.


“loh! Van, tumben's not sleeping. You usually sleep here, right?” The princess was astonished


with Evan's behavior


“duh! Mampus. Apparently, the old me was just a lazy boy looking for a place


sleeping in my inner toh” perpus. I was surprised and felt very nervous


“eh..ini…. I just want to read this book, Hehehe. I saw this book


very interesting, so I want to try to read” replied I was nervous


“oh...” The Princess started to be suspicious of me


“hopefully not caught..hopefully not caught” my inner panic.


I also sat on a long bench. I read the book I took


random it. As I was reading, suddenly the Princess sat next to me. He was so close that it made me nervous.


“so, when do you want to lie like this?” ask Princess