Love And Despair
A Painful Confession of Love

“TO THE PARTICIPANTS OF THE PAIRED FASHION SHOW.. EXPECTED TO GATHER IN SCHOOL HALL”.

“eh, we have to go” Aldi said

“ah, yes. We go first ya” instant face

Anita is back to normal

“-iya” answer us simultaneously

Finally the thrilling moments have arrived, for some reason my heart and mind cannot

calmly look forward to Aldi's declaration of love. I can't even sleep because of it

think about it.

Was he rejected or accepted? These two possibilities alone make my heart

can't calm down. Though I had made up my mind to let Anita go, but still I could not lie to my feelings towards her.

“HADIRIN! FINALLY THE TIME WE ARE WAITING FOR HAS ARRIVED” said the excited host

“HYAAA” shouted the students and students were happy

“ALL RIGHT, NO MORE STALE BASE LET'S START HER FASHION SHOW!!!” said the excited host

Fashion show has begun. One by one the contestants walked on the stage that had been prepared. Not wanting to budge, each class sends their best pair to win this annual contest. All the students cheered in favor of their respective favorite pair.

My legs won't stand still, my body sweats, I'm so nervous waiting for these most thrilling moments. Eri and the Princess who saw me was not calm from earlier felt worried. I kept my head down, not looking at the participants. I was too scared to see it.

“Evan..” Eri anxious

While I was trying hard to win myself, the names of Anita and Aldi were called

get on stage. I immediately raised my face and saw the two of them walking on stage.

“please apologize in advance for the participant who after this was about to go up on stage,

Suddenly Aldi bent his knees in front of Anita. Anita looked confused by the situation

at present. Aldi was so nervous as if he wanted to escape from that place, yet there was no longer a word of retreat. With all the courage he had, that sacred sentence was spoken.

“Anita, I've liked you for a long time. I fell in love at first sight. Would you like to be my girlfriend?” aldi said as he reached out to Anita

All the students and schoolgirls were screaming hysterically because they were touched by the courageous action taken by an Aldi. Anita just looked down, she didn't respond. For a moment he was silent.

“maaf..” Anita down.

“maaf...I can't..” said Anita who sounded sad.

Soon, tears fell on the floor, right in front of Aldi. “Anita..”.

Aldi looked disappointed. Hope just vanished. Aldi seemed to bow his face because he was very embarrassed and felt annoyed. But all the frustration was not Anita's fault, all that was just an annoyance to herself.

“sorry.. I can't refuse you..” Anita raised her face, happy crying.

it was clearly visible on his face. He could not stem his happiness, he covered his mouth with both palms, showing he was very surprised.

“...iya, I want to be your girlfriend” Anita replied sobbing happily

Aldi spontaneously immediately hugged Anita happily. Anita kept crying in

in Aldi's arms. Suddenly the balloons flew into the air, and there were several sounds of popping paper spray scattered in the air. The band also enlivened the statement of love.

I just kept quiet, my eyes down. I didn't lift my head at all. I walked through that crowd. It was so lively out there and they all looked so happy, yet somehow it was like an invisible wall was enveloping me.

I can't hear that happy voice anymore. In my view of the world

so gray, but out there looks colorful. Once again, I returned to this colorless world. Separate yourself from the crowd and think about trying to incline yourself in a quiet place, away from the hustle and bustle of the event.

“eh, safe Evan?” ask Eri while looking in all directions

“I'm afraid he's caught up. She looked so depressed.” Eri's face looked anxious.